antivulcan

people never bother getting to know me so im used to never introducing myself (<---woooow i wrote that when i was in highschool)

[kegelinstructor]

everyday i dare god's bitchass to fucking end me and everyday they just don't fucking do it

[kegelinstructor]

i'm back on here to talk about how fucking miserable i feel every fucking waking moment of my life, there really isn't anything to look forward to in my sad ass life anymore, i'm quitting alcohol and going to therapy and i'm hoping i can snap out of all this but i'm losing hope and so is everyone around me, i've never wanted to fucking die more than i do now, and i'm not sure how much longer i can take it

[kegelinstructor]

the brain really is your worst opponent, i hope none of you ever endure what i feel

[kegelinstructor]

i'm doing my best to snap out of my own thoughts and its just so hard not to feel misery when no one really loves you

[papermariosuggestion]

[papermariosuggestion]

[kegelinstructor]

i haven’t been doing alright lately, i’d rather not go in detail and i feel like i’m only feeling worse by the day, and i know this sounds stupid but i’ve been playing the new paper mario game and for the first time i actually felt something other than misery

my mom is moving to utah the moment we sell our house, i don’t want to talk her out of it because i want her to be carefree and happy but i have been crying every night for the past two weeks about it, i don’t want to scare her into staying here because she feels like i need help, i was finally ready to speak up about my depression but i’d rather hold it in than have her stay for me

[kegelinstructor]

also i’m just pissed and upset i know people that i know dont check up on here so if i could just vent real quick??? i...................am too tired to even do that so bye

[kegelinstructor]

aint shit change here huh, looks the same like the last time i logged in, im out now

[kegelinstructor]

lol i havent been on this in like three years or something but like i feel like using this again but at the same time i dont and i know i wont keep up with this im not even a blogger why do i have this account

[jinlesbian-archive]

[zenyomi-deactivated20170726]

I’m in fucking T E A R S

[daftpunkhq]

Daft Punk for Paris Match

[small-town-equestrian]

so i’ve been taking photos for quite some time now but this

is quite possibly

my fAVORITE PICTURE EVER

[jesusmahoney]

How does Willy Wonka send golden tickets all over the world and only a bunch of English speaking white kids win

[animations-daily]

[kegelinstructor]

I guess every lonely girl would hope she’s a princess.

[ozonearchive]

pregame fade with my favorite barber in the hood w$$j

[kegelinstructor]

what ur instrument choice says about u

flute: fuck you

oboe: i hate myself. i hate myslef . i hate myself. i hate mysefl. i hate myself. i hate

clarinet: everyone wants to punch me in the fucking face.

bassoon: *falls over own feet*

soprano saxophone: what the fcuk

alto/tenor saxophone: i'm an annoying nerd but i think i'm cool

baritone saxophone: i listen to nickelback unironically

horn: I am so good at my instrument... sweaty :)

trumpet: i will never shut the fuck up

trombone: ever kissed a brass player ;;;;;;)

tuba: hehehehehehehe baap

baritone: i don't know my band teacher chose it for me

percussion: i just wanna get stoned

violin: i just wanna be fuCKING PERFECT GODD

viola: my clothes are all roughly the same color as oatmeal

cello: i will fuck you up and then cry

double bass: do you find my greasy hair and slightly too small pants sexy

piano: fuck off