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BGC 14: Raw & Real

No one will ever understand or be able to wrap their heads around what happened to Shannon, Shannade & I. Yes, girls on previous seasons have had their things touched or thrown in the pool, but never permanently destroyed. Tonight’s episode will be like pulling an old scab off of a wound. This situation has affected our lives forever. It was funny and it may be entertaining to watch, but it’s really not. Do you realize that the water Shannon pulled out shoes and purses out of was full of their bodily fluids. No one tried to stop her from touching that contaminated water. That was a health risk on its own. Did anyone acknowledge the fact that they let a security guard attack me? Or how about them not answering the phones when we called production. How about when we had to run into the street screaming for help because they kept cutting the phone lines and when 911 was called they told them never mind. We all went to the hospital that night. I resprained my arm that still hasn’t healed properly. They paint us out to be these superficial & stuck up bitches when we really weren’t. The majority of the time we spent in the house we had to defend our character and our natural being against girls that were from a different side of the tracks. - Jasmine: she told us in the beginning that she was jealous & envious of us because of how we looked. She also said in that same episode that she hated HERSELF. She said it the say after she had sex and realized what she had done. she had an issue and felt intimidated by the twins from the moment we got into the house. Her own mother called her devious in her casting tape. Her hate for the twins ran DEEP. She never got over getting her ass beat on her birthday. A fight she started and hit both of the twins. You got jumped and deserved it. - Kat: I still don’t understand how she could be involved in something so evil. She cried all season about how her house burned down and she and her family lost everything. In knowing this, you would think that she would know how it feels to have your life and belongings ripped away from you. Why do that to someone if you know what that hurt feels like. Then you run up on a person (me) that’s been there for you from day one and always had heart to hearts with you. That’s the part that hurt me the most with Kat. She was a follower. I mean hell, she only went to the seance with Jas and Jenna because she didn’t want them to be mad at her. Way to make your own choices Kathryn. - Lauren: she was already a mess because of all of the issues she had coming into the house. But literally no one had any beef with her when this was done. She even says if herself that she didn’t wanna touch people’s stuff they worked hard for. Where y'all that afraid of Jas that you had to follow behind her. It’s bad enough she was the production pet, now Jas’s too. she came to me one day and apologized for messing with me and starting shit. She told me the only reason she did it was because production asked her to start drama. That’s why you don’t see me POP her at first. I knew what she was up to, so I let it build. However, she wasn’t the ring leader of the destruction, but the only one who ran up when we were upstairs. Jas and Jenna just stood there like the cowards they are. - Jenna: she’s still irrelevant and wasn’t there long enough to have a real beef with us. Yes, I beat her ass 3 times in one day, so I guess you can say she was still mad at me about that. But who really pisses on someone’s clothes? Great idea and so original Jenna Wenna. At the end of the day I blame the girls for following behind Jas & production for allowing it to happen. They can’t say they didn’t know. Too many cameras & everyone wears a mic so that’s BS. Like they always told us “we’ve been doing this for 14 seasons”. You would think that they would know how to control their “circus animals” by now. They were so worried about making good tv & going down in BGC HISTORY, they forgot about having morals, values & common decency. I don’t wish bad on anyone, but I hope they look in the mirror and feel like terrible human beings. How could your family, friends or loved ones agree with what you did? I can’t rationalize someone being left behind & destroying and pissing on people’s stuff. To make matters worse y'all played with the pee. Throwing it on our beds and in our other clothes and purses. You know what you won’t see on the show: the REAL reason they didn’t get to take a trip (too much damage to the house and not enough money in the budget to even go outta the state) 🌚 or that the replacements had to go to the hospital because they broke out from sleeping in the beds the girls threw their pee on. Y'all feel like we got what we deserved and we feel like y'all are still getting what y'all deserve. Y'all wanted to make us look bad, but only made yourselves look like insecure, jealous women. Oh and the scum of the earth. We ARE the stars of BGC 14. We filmed for almost 4 weeks and made it to episode 7. Y'all filmed for another month WITH replacements and managed to only give them 3 more episodes. We all know that a traditional season has 13 episodes. Hmmm.. I bet Bunim Murray & Oxygen are kicking themselves. So much happened that y'all didn’t get to see. They could have easily stretched us out like 2-3 more episodes 😭😭😭 more than enough footage. But hey. The SEASON FINALE is tonight. Be sure to tune in. Don’t worry this won’t be the last time you see me or Shannon & Shannade on TV 💞 #CLERMiNAH #FUCKtheOTHERside 💋