kennedyyoung:
Between Alex and Charlie, Kennedy was beginning to think the two of them must have the most thrilling conversations ever. Prying anything personal out of them was like chipping away at ice and Kennedy was always a giver-upper so she never tried too hard. She didn’t want to get frostbite from standing in their cold for too long.
“I was fine. I left the carnival before the deadly fireworks,” she explained. “Then I stayed inside taking care of…” she stopped herself, “…someone.” While Kennedy was an open book, she was beginning to learn that many people weren’t so she wasn’t going to violate Fey’s privacy by mentioning what could be her trauma. “Anyway, not a single scratch. And thank goodness for that too because I’m still very much human.” Definitely no update on that internal debate.
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Alex was thankful Kennedy never tried to push him to talk about anything because he wasn’t ready to talk about what happened and he wasn’t sure he’d ever be. He was curious of who she was talking about though, but he wasn’t about to pry when she had mercifully let their conversation continue without questioning him further. “Good.” He nodded as she said she was okay. Alex never really had much to say to anyone if they weren’t Charlie or his sisters, but it was Kennedy’s last comment that he decided to focus on, feeling like it wouldn’t be too private of a matter to discuss considering she’d mentioned it to him before. “Have you… thought any more about shifting?”
“Thought about it? All the damn time.” Kennedy couldn’t stop thinking about it. Unfortunately, all that thinking was for naught because she didn’t feel like she was any closer to a decision. She wanted so desperately to make the right decision that she was beginning to think she would never make one at all just to avoid making the wrong decision. Then again, inaction was a wrong decision too. She groaned into the book and placed it down. “Did you get to choose? How did you make that decision? I bet it was easier as a kid, I mean, what kid wouldn’t want superpowers?”
Her parents were amazing parents and she loved them to death but she kind of wished they told her about all of this sooner. If there was one thing she could fault them for, it was their plan to never give her the choice in the first place. Nevertheless, they did and sometimes she wondered how easier life would be if they hadn’t. “I’m so bad at making decisions.”















