Kestral

Omega.•*He/They .•*super secret misce sideblog *•.

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Kestral Nesting Intro Post!!

I’m quite new to misce, but I’ve decided to make a blog dedicated to my journey/experiences. Here’s a little more about me:

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My name is Kestral, 19. I’m genderfluid (He/They) with a preference for masc terms and Aromantic.

I Identify as an Omega, but I’m still kinda figuring it out. I would say that I’m a pretty open book, so inquire what you’d like!

I may occasionally post/reblog nsfw/suggestive content so minors beware. However, this is not an nsfw blog.

I am very open to making friends, so don’t be shy to interact with me!

I will use #kestral chirps for my general and Sfw misce posts

#kestral preens will be used for anything suggestive/nsfw

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In a few weeks, I’m going to have to move away from my pack. I feel so awful, like I’m in pain knowing that it’s happening. My pack that I spent the last year and a half building is being taken from me.

I guess I’m just scared that they’re going to forget about me. That probably won’t happen because I’ll still be able to visit every now and then.

Ugh. Sorry for venting, this just sucks. I’m not really tagging ts

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The urge to nest is soooo strong rn. It’s taking everything in me to not pile a bunch of clothes/unrelated items into my bed.

I’ve been bringing a specific blanket out to share with my roommates in the hopes that their scents will stick on it and carry over to my nest. I love feeling like they’re there with me

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I cleaned and reorganized my nest last night so my beta roommate and I could watch a movie. This was the first time I really let anyone else near my nest, so I was really nervous. Thankfully, I calmed down once we got settled in.

He was very respectful of my nest, of course. I only wish we sat a little closer so I might subtly scent him hehe or maybe just cuddle more.

It was overall a very nice and relaxing time. I would definitely not mind letting him in my nest again!!

(We were watching Dead Poets Society if anyone was curious!!)

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This is possibly the worst time ever for my heat to come. It’s likely stress-induced, as it only really hit after a bunch of big crazy stuff started happening in my life.

This one has also been a lot stronger than usual. It sucks that I don’t have a mate or heat partner to help in the ways I need. I just need someone to be physically close to, not necessarily in a sexual manner.

I’ve been way more fatigued and cloudy minded. That sucks because there is so much important stuff I need to remember right now. Hopefully it will pass soon.

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This weekend, I’ve had to stay with my parents because of some big stuff that’s been happening. I think they tried to tell me that my beta roommate has their blessing.

It’s kinda funny because we both are very vocal about NOT being into each other. However, that might be changing on my end, in a way. I am aromantic, but I can have very deep/strong emotional bonds with the few people I deem worthy, something deeper than what I feel for my close friends or pack mates. Idk it’s kind of hard to explain.

He has been there for me in all of my hardest times (since I’ve known him), and has continuously proven that he can care and provide for me.

I won’t make this known to him because I don’t want to make anything awkward or whatever. However, I would not mind it if he ever began courting me. He is one of my closest friends, and I don’t want to risk losing it.

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I have a packmate that I consider to be my platonic mate. Like. I feel connected to her on a different level than everyone else I’m close with. Does that make sense/is that a thing?

It’s really hard being away from her all the time. We go to different schools in different towns now, so I never get to see her.

I did today though. It was amazing. I felt whole for the first time in a long time. I love my mate.

Btw I believe that she is also an omega!

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I love hanging out with my pack mates. All of the mixing scents and voices. I love cuddling with them and possibly scenting them!! It always makes me feel closer to them.

My beta roommate and I cuddled for a little bit tonight. I can still sense him with me through touch and smell.