I do unspeakable things to pans.

Lalalalalala Pronouns: Yes

[kesylovespans]

Okay, I'm bored so

Intro post!

Yay

I wasn't gonna make one of these but I just feel like it

So heyo! I'm Kesy. I don't really mind what you call me but I usually go by Kesy.

I really enjoy reading, writing, drawing, other hobbies.

Some fandoms I'm in are Twisted Wonderland (obviously), TBHK (also obvious), mha, Danganronpa, pjo, Haikyuu, very recently Gachiakuta, etc.

I'm a twst roleplayer and I run both @thegreatandpowerfulgrim and @cardsoldier-acetrappola, two of my goats 🙏

I LOVE talking about reality shifting so like...send asks about that if you'd like 👉👈

Here are some basic rules for my blog:

• Don't be a dick and don't harass me. No hate speech; homophobia, racism, etc. Idk why a homophobic person would see my blog i mean look at my username 🤣

• No NSFW. Freaky jokes or whatever are fine, but I'm a minor so that's just weird

• If you think my GOAT Ryoma Hoshi is chopped, get off my freaking blog right freaking now /srs (/j)

Some rules are to be added

Here's some tags!

Kesy being random — exactly what it sounds like

Kesy's info — informational posts

Mooties :3 — my moots

Heyo there — asks in general

And now one fun fact about myself:

I can make a water droplet sound with my mouth :D

Btw, reading this post back, I realize I seem really dry. I try not to be I promise I'm very whimsical. Don't be shy to interact! (please interact with me first I'm too scared to do it on my own 😞)

[kesylovespans]

Okay what the hell what do you mean it's almost 8 o'clock?? What the fuh am I doing with my life i forgot almost everything I did today 💔💔💔

[kesylovespans]

I’d throw pebbles at your window to signal that im at your house.

You could just knock 😭 if my window breaks you're paying for it

[jiminiepabov]

It's easy to super easy to shift you just didn't realize it.......

We've been overcomplicating this shit alot. If you want to shift decide, btw If u forgot what deciding is, it's just choosing something.

You want to shift, you can decide(choose) to wake up in your dr. It's simple. You don't have to feel anything new in order to shift.

"But I'm not in my dr yet i tried everything?" IT'S CALLED AS LAW OF ASSUMPTION, YOU DECIDE WHAT TO HAPPENS NEXT. AND IF YOUR USING NON DUALISM DID YOU FORGET THAT YOU AND YOUR DESIRES ARE NOT SEPARATE?(Non dualism and law of assumption are same but, non dualism gives much more details about manifesting/shifting.)

"I can't see it how can i assume it" Assumption means to believe something without proof.

YOU CAN LITERALLY CHANGE YOUR LIFE 180. DOUBTS CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO YOU UNLESS THINK SO.

Literal how to shift:

I WANT TO SHIFT-> I DECIDED TO SHIFT-> TADA I SHIFTED

Next, one of the biggest misconception is that you failed in that shifting attempt

"Everyday yall actually shift to a reality where u "failed" to shift to ur dr."- @jenndashifta

Failure don't exist. It can't exist because you’re shifting ALL THE FREAKING TIME.

"But no I didn't shift, not even once" BECAUSE YOU SAID SO. IF YOU DIDN'T SHIFT TO DR AFTER DECIDING PERSIST. STICK TO YOUR PLAN BBG.

IF YOU DON'T WANT IT THEN PERSIST THAT YOU'VE WHAT YOU WANT.DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT 3D IT'S JUST A DAMN MIRROR. IT REFLECTS YOU. THERE'S NO WAY IT CANNOT.

THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS IS YOU. NOT YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES. NOT YOUR DESPERATION. NOT YOUR DEPRESSION.

If you think it's going to take a long time, then it is. If you think your doubts will ruin your shift then it will. They don't have power, you have. Your assumptions have. And you can change it whenever you want.

IT'S SIMPLE. EASY. FAST.

Just dgaf and shift. Gbayy

It's jiminiepabov. Remember me? Ik im ghosting y'all but exams r giggling in my ass. Im sry ily guys pls go shift. This post was in my draft half finished so yaey i got time to post it and idk if this post makes sense or not (I'm sry if it not)<3

[fizzy-drinkzzz]

Fizz don't look but there's a spider on your forehead

NO I LOVE SPIDERS LE TME LOOK

[kesylovespans]

Oh well in that case here

This is Fred

[kesylovespans]

Wait i have a new thing I'm gonna do when I shift to twst

I'm gonna make them play just dance with me. Imagine playing just dance with the pop music club. CHAOTIC AS HELL BUT ALSO AWESOME!! And also with adeuce + grim. Hell yeah

[kesylovespans]

what's ur backstory for ur twst dr ? do you follow the storyline as yuu or is it different ?, i rarely see other twst shifters so i would love to hear abt ur dr !!!

Heyo!! I'm going with the story line normally as Yuu. I'm really just shifting as myself tbh, nothing special lol. I also didn't change anything from the story. I'm just gonna go with the flow!

My bad, it's a little boring when you think about it, but I'm also thinking about making another twst dr with an oc who's a soldier in the fae and human war. And yes that will be a Lilia centric dr lol I love him

[kesylovespans]

Would you be happy if I was in your house

I'd be a little surprised, but certainly not opposed to it 😋

Wait is that why my pillow felt lumpy??

[kesylovespans]

All rotting away asks have been answered!!

[kesylovespans]

I can't stop thinking about shifting im so excited soooo ima keep talking about it

Here's some things I will be doing when I shift to twst

• Spoil the fuck out of Grim with the $0.69 in my bank account

• Force Leona to teach me chess

• Karaoke SO HARD with the pop music club

• Work at the Mostro Lounge (bc the bills ain't paying themselves)

• Have sleepovers with the first years!! And the pop music club obvii

• Have long discussions with Malleus about gargoyles

• Read ALL of the 810 Heartslabyul rules bc I want to know them all

• Make the pop music club watch musicals from this world

• Study with Riddle in the library

• I am making it my mission to pet all of the beastmen's ears because I wanna feel the floof

• You bet I'm paying close attention in EVERY class bc these subjects are so fucking cool

• Humble Crowley.

• Ima try to befriend Idia and show him a bunch of anime and games from this world

• This may sound weird as hell, but I want to know what everyone smells like so ima keep track of that. I feel like I need to defend myself here but im not gonna

• I will be tasing some jocky normies with my hot pink taser

• When I tell you I am so excited to eat Trey and Jamil's food bro I MEAN IT

• Despite the safety hazards, I'm gonna try out Lilia's cooking. Like...there's no way it's that bad...right?

• Will actually be dying during PE but that's okay 💔

• My birthday lands during book 4, which is my favorite book, so it'll be fun to celebrate at Scarabia with my goat Kalim!

• Something I really love about scripting is how your can control so much. So something I will be doing is making it to where when I shift there, I won’t remember anything that happened in the game, so my whole experience there will be a surprise. Basically I'll be going in blind

There are some more things to be added that I can't think about rn but yeah!

[kesylovespans]

Shifting sounds So cool!! Can you tell me a lil bit more about it? :)

Sure! I'm glad I can share my interests with people and interest them too! Shifting is a really awesome concept because it shows that you can literally do anything and go anywhere you want. Shifting comes from the belief that there are infinite realities, infinite universes. So that means that there is an alternate reality of anything you can imagine and more!

Want to be in twst? You're already there in another reality.

Want to be in a world where the everything favors you? You're already there in another reality.

Want to live as a penguin? Yup, there's a reality where you're that too.

It's really awesome and you could go to any of those realities! Any reality you want!

I have so many realities that I want to shift to, but right now, I'm going to twisted wonderland because it's my biggest hyperfixation rn lol. It'll be awesome to finally shift there and you know damn well I'm gonna share my experience when I do!

There is literally so much about shifting I could talk about lol. Which I definitely would do, but I'm getting ahead of myself.

If you're open minded, then I would try giving shifting a try!

[kesylovespans]

A question....if you don't mind ..Um..is shifting like lucid dreaming?

Similar, but not the same. Lucid dreaming is being aware that you're dreaming, if I'm not mistaken. But shifting is more like...spiritual, I guess? Shifting isn't dreaming. Shifting is moving your consciousness into an alternate reality.

So yeah, not the same, but lucid dreaming is associated with shifting quite a bit :)

[ac3trapp0la]

Twink.

…I’m NOT a twink!!

[kesylovespans]

This is the twinkiest stance ive ever seen tho

[ac3trapp0la]

I was POSING!!

What did you want me to do?

a white man pose?

a pose with me doing a thumbs up without smiling?

[kesylovespans]

IDK YOUR LITTLE JUSTIN BIEBER HEART THINGY?? With the basketball on your head, or like stepping on it idk

You're still a twink ♡♡

[kesylovespans]

Wait im curious for the people who like look at my blog sometimes cuz were moots or something; do any of you know what I'm talking about when I say stuff about shifting or are yall like smiling and nodding along like "this bitch crazy 😮‍💨"

Lowkey actually curious...do yall know what shifting is??

Yeah I know what it is :3

Kinda? A little?

No idea

NO YOU'RE A STUPID CHUD

Results :3

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[ac3trapp0la]

Twink.

…I’m NOT a twink!!

[kesylovespans]

This is the twinkiest stance ive ever seen tho

[kesylovespans]

When i shift to Twisted Wonderland, I'm gonna make the pop music club (which is the club I'm joining) watch Epic the Musical, the Mean Girls musical, and just musicals from here in general. It's gonna be so peak

Just imagine how that'll be. Pure chaos. Very exciting, amazing chaos.

[averagelightning]

Sebek it says gullible on the ceiling

[He looks up] YOU ARE A LIAR!! IT DOES NOT SAY GULLIBLE ON THE CEILING!! DO NOT PLAY THESE FOOLISH TRICKS ON ME

[kesylovespans]

Lmao...my bad gang I'm dyslexic i thought the ceiling popcorn said gullible trust