killer, dude

venting blog; tw on everything, because I talk about a lot of shit

[loukessler]

[ketamineheart]

I really wanna reach out to someone on here and be acknowledged, bc i feel like i'm talking to a w a l l and i feel so lonely and desperate for attention someone p Lea se end my suffering

[ketamineheart]

Eating???¿¿? Depression????? Never going to be diagnosed? Nice

Like,,, okay, i've been dealing with a lot of stuff, but i tend to keep all of my problems down low, because i don't want to burden anyone with it,,, sooo, the new thing that i've been having more and more problems with is food !! I feel ugly as fuck ! I have for a very long time actually. I remember that when i was younger i couldn't look at my thighs, now i kind of can?? But only because i wear huge shirts at home and my thighs are all slashed up, which kind of makes me feel accomplishex, because i know that i deserve the worst and i still feel like i'm faking everything and that's only one of the reasons why i deserve it. I almost ordered food, but looked at some posts and they made me feel better and like i don't need to eat now, because i'll get stuffed with shit later

[the-hungriest-angel]

Coffee☕

🌸- is a natural laxative

🌸- boosts metabolism by 50%

🌸- 0 calories

🌸- appetite suppressant

🌸- caffeine to keep you going

🌸- keeps it you warm

🌸- helps burn fat instead of glycogen

🌸- improved mood and helps focus

So drink up dolls!💕

[fragilelikeasuicidal0106]

I’m addicted to coffee anyway (or I guess I’m more addicted to caffeine), so this works for me.

[paintingmyselfnew]

I looove black coffee but remember that adding some milk makes it much easier on your stomach, which is especially important if you’re fasting.

[aroseforno-one-deactivated20221]

i never include anyone in my problems because i forever feel like a fucking burden and as a result of that i always find a way to figure shit out. bitch im greatful for myself who needs you ??

[ketamineheart]

so like,,,, basically i haven't written anything on here is bc i was so sad i couldn't be bothered to lmao, but yeah im back and I feel like shit, and i am thinking of a way to actually reach out to people and Make This Blong Mean Somthing Y'know

[ketamineheart]

i had another epilepsy attack bc i am a stressi boi👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻 i believe it is time to die !!!

[ketamineheart]

i hope i fucking rot to death people hate me sm,, like !!! Why do u think tgat u can go and come back at any time !!!!!! U are not welcome bak !!!! Leave what the fycj!!!!! I'm tired of everyone !!!!!!!!!!

[unloveablc]

[ketamineheart]

my boyfriend is gonna leave me

my boyfriend is gonna leave me

my boyfriend is gonna leave me

my boyfriend is gonna leave me

my boyfriend is gonna leave me

my boyfriend is gonna leave me

my boyfriend is gonna leave me

my boyfriend is gonna leave me

my boyfriend is gonna leave me

my boyfriend is gonna leave me

my boyfriend is gonna leave me

because i'm such a manipulative and whiny bitch

[preservable]

“It’s hard when you constantly feel so fucking unwanted.”

— (via adrenaline)

[innocencelives]

[destroymylife]

[ketamineheart]

being in a relationship is fine until everyone that you consider to be your friends decides that two people need "alone time" and just leave you to go to different cafes just bc of that,, like sorry ??? You can sit down with me wtf dudes

[ketamineheart]

i'm mostly back on track with my friend which is nice but during this i've started to realize, that in order 2 b close to someone, you need to give up other people but very s l o w l y which is kind of a debilitating thought, but i guess yea

[leafsea]

[ketamineheart]

not to be anything that exists but i wanna die lol