OKAY, SIT THE FUCK DOWN AND LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT @karalieva // @atontoweon
This precious girl addressed as Panx has been a friend of mine since I started here on tumblr roleplaying (which was my first tumblr experience, btw). She approached to my blog and asked me to RP together via asks from her personal, since she didn’t really have an RP blog yet. Nata has always been her baby and of course she asked me to RP with her as Belarus when we met that day.
We had a lot of fun on tumblr and on facebook on our old RP accounts. We had our ships and I think there’s still a few remains of them somewhere *coughssolía-ser-rubio-naturalcoughs*
Now, we’ve both have had our falls and standing ups, and when we’ve been in contact with each other, we’ve always tried to help each other. There was a time where we didn’t speak for a very long time. We just crossed a few words on facebook a every three months, but yeah, I actually thought she wasn’t interested in anything that had to do with me anymore. And since I’m somehow a clingy person, I felt a little guilty for our lack of interaction, thinking I had bored her and made her stop wanting to talk to me.
Turns out, I was wrong. But oh, really wrong! We started chatting again one day, about her going back to roleplaying. I somehow convinced her to start again with a blog on here. And we’ve been talking a lot to each other again.
I never actually thought she would want to go back to the Latin Hetalia fandom, even less as Manuel (aka Chile). She told me a few times that she would like to RP hetero ArgChi, but yeah, I’ve always been really unsure of how I would portray a woman and my gay ass doesn’t allow me to RP a hetero relationship accurately without fucking up at some point. But she made a fb account for a Fem!Argentina to hang out with Nicolás as friends-like-family-friends, even thought we both went on hiatus and I deleted my account after a while (and she forgot the e-mail for her account). So, of course I was really surprised to read the message where she told me she wanted to RP Chile now.
I got hyped and made Nico’s account here on tumblr (once again, because I’ve had about four already before this one) and now we talk every once in a while about the Chilean bros.
But now to the half-emotive stuff: CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS DORK WAS SCARED OF ME THE FIRST TIME WE TALKED? AND NOW SHE CALLS ME “PEQUE” (which is somehow the Spanish version of “smol”) BECAUSE I’M A LITTLE YOUNGER THAN HER.
OH DEAR, WHERE THE FUCK DO I START ABOUT PANX? SHE’S JUST SO CUTE AND CALLS PEOPLE “BEANS” AND HAS THE COOLEST MUSES I’VE SEEN INTERACT WITH MINE. AND SHE FUCKING LOVES HAMILTON AND GOT ME INTO LISTENING THE SOUNDTRACK AT LEAST TWICE A WEEK.
ALSO, I WILL NEVER FORGET THE TIME SHE WROTE A FIC ABOUT OUR MUSES. I WAS SO FUCKING HAPPY THAT NIGHT THAT I BARELY SLEPT. LIKE, HOLY FUCK.
I remember one night where we stayed up until about three am on skype, with our cameras on and our mics off (so that we didn’t have to talk aloud and could avoid waking our families up) just to show off our plush animals and some books to each other.
I also remember calling her one day a thousand times because I had gotten worried, and when she finally called back, she told me that she was fine and talking with some friends, and I seriously cried in relief.
She did the same when I first did something really stupid. She was so calm that day, and didn’t yell at me through the phone, but talked sweetly at me and helped me out of the situation. I still feel thankful for getting to know her and for the fact that we’re still friends even when we’ve gone through a lot.
SHE ALSO SENT ME CHILEAN MEMES ON THIS ACCOUNT AND MADE SOME FUNNY EDITS TO MAKE ME LAUGH MY ASS OFF AT TWO AM DURING WINTER HOLIDAYS THIS YEAR. HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE SOMEONE LIKE HER?
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