I'm sorry.
Have you ever just wanted someone to save you but you know it wont happen, like ever
and you get your hopes up, and of course it ends up not happening. Yeah, thats my life.
Oh, and you make a promise with someone, that you really really need to break, but you cant.
You just want to grab that razor once again, sliding it across your wrists or your thighs and just crying because you deserve it
You just want to forget about everything, grab the knife and end it all. Slide it on your wrist tell you bleed a little too much
But you cant, you cant forget of the others you would be hurting. You cant get stuck in that hospital bed again. it just cant happen.
But theres a voice telling you that no one cares, no one ever will. People will come, love you, then leave. like always
And you cant be that selfish, let the depressian take over and ending it. Ending the stupid life your living
Everyone is selfish sometimes though, right?
