hi, on a rainy day when I didn't wanna go outside so I decided to clean up Internet account things - I wanted to see if anyone was still around
im happy to say that alhamdulilah - I am in such a better place. didn't know what a sudden break up could do to bring up a lot of the depression issues I know I previously had but im like....a whole ass functioning human again and not the shell of what I was for a while
not everything is perfect, and im not perfect and I think when I was in my low point - I hurt people - mostly unintentionally but also being in such a bad place, maybe even intentionally
but alhamdulilah, I want to wake up again . Alhamdulilah I see a future, even though it isn’t what I have always wanted or pictured for myself. but I am happy. I can live with life not going to plan, and finding the happiness in the now again
I want to say thank you to all of you. for every kind word any of you have ever sent my way. I can say without a doubt, that I am alive due to the kindness of a lot of you - strangers. I wish I could express my appreciation more.
tumblr is both a reflection of what I consider to be the best part of me - my youth, when I was learning who I was - before adulthood ruined everything (lol) and the worst part of me, during my lowest moment. I will always keep this around
thank you all















