DAYDREAMER ALL THE TIME & INTO THE NIGHT @kiisechan - Tumblr Blog

It's 2026!!!

First off, let's rant about what happened on 2025.

I invested few gold accessories

I ended 2 friendships lol..ba-bye mga bebot hahah

I am now maintaining my nails! Goosshh such a baddie

I also keep my eyebrows and mustache clean lol

I got closer with two of my friends, sabi nga if a door closes, a window opens eme eme.

My car (nardo) is still running like new! Charot.. banayad manakbo ganern.

I stopped wearing skinny jeans hahahaha I still do sometimes pag naubusan ng wide pants lol

I still have plantar fasciitis 😫

Hindi ako naging galante noong Christmas haha and it's okay din naman pala

I still talk to my bumble match for the last 5 months(?) Matagal-tagal na din yun ah

I got into reading uli..yey!

I am debt free!!!!

So ngayon, it's been five days since new year started and I already have issue lol.

I want to rent a condo near my work. It started when I got to experience a week of staying in a condo with my friend/co-worker. They were teasing me to rent with them so now time comes na I asked what is the minimum months na pede mag-rent.. biglang.. the answer is mahirap na because we'll be 4 in the unit. It's frustrating and honestly disappointing 'cause I thought it's okay. Ughh.. I already calculated my spendings and what will I do after work kasi it's just 10 minutes away from work! Well, that's life. Di lahat ng gusto mo makukuha mo.

Nakakainis lang. I was excited pa naman. I also enjoy their company kasi good vibes lang. And I thought I can finally have a change of environment. New place, new people. I was really excited. Medyo napahiya din ako kanina while we were talking haha bwisit.

That friend I was talking to is someone I treat like a big sister pa man din 'cause we got closer by the end of 2025 and somehow am also excited for the new friendship. I don't wanna take it personally. I know and I understand na mahirap naman talaga. I just never thought they didn't wanna adjust, for me. I guess we're not as close as I thought. Hay, nakaka-sad.

Life goes on so we move on.. no rent means more savings. Look at the brighter side, ganon.

Anywayssss...

Let me put here my one and only 2026 resolution:

No more cussing. Specially at work kahit joke time. Feels impossible pero kaya ko 'to haha

PS. I'm wearing eyeglasses now lol. My trentahins wer u at?!

kiisechan

Alright, nagbabalik dahil may mapanakit

So isa na naman pong E ang nagpasakit ng ulo ko. Hindi puso kasi matalino na ako ngayon, hindi na ako bigay na bigay orrrr sya mismo hindi bigay na bigay (gusto nya lowkey) kaya napigilan ko din.

Anyway, eto na nga. Makalipas ang ilang buwan, 6 months talking stage, 3 months may label "daw" PERO PARANG GNAUN PA DI NAMAN eh it's time para tapusin na. Why? Ilista natin.

Lowkey to the point na muka syang single sa social media

Gastador as in wala na ngang ipon wala pang ambag sa bahay

Tamad kasi wala na ngang ambag, hindi pa naghuhugas ng pinggan 😂

Ayaw ng pinapansin. One time nag-raise ako ng concern sa kanya dami kong sinabi, dami kong tanong. Di man lang sya nag-explain. Sabi nya lang "sensya na po". Tinulungan ko din sa finances nya pero ayaw magpatulong. Binigyan ko pa ng excel sheet na di man lang pinansin.

Ayaw ng diskusyon. Sabi ko need nya mag-explain ng side baka naman kasi maintindihan ko pero wala. Nagalit pa sya.

Emotionally immature. After ilang days, alam ko may something sa kanya. Tinatamad sya makipagkwentuhan or biruan. Basta wala sa moond ilang araw na. So I said na pag may gusto ka sabihin, andito lang ako eme. Pero makikita mo share sa FB - "I wish I have a friend like me" Potacca.

Lahat ng inspirational/motivational quotes na-share na nya pero hindi naman nya ina-apply sa sarili nya.

Up until now, magka-chat pa kami pero walang kwentang chat lang. What I'm doing is nagpaparinig ako through shared posts or thought sa messenger kasi baka 'yun pansinin? 'Yung chat ko kasi sa kanyan mismo na nagsasabi ako ng feelings eh hindi naman pinapansin. So.. I'm here kasi taena sayang oras ko dito. Iniisip ko pa na makipagkita para tapusin pero wag na.. hindi ganun ka-meaningful 'yung relationship para gastusan ko pa ng gas at sunduin at ihatid sya. Ayoko rin magkaron ng moment/memory sa kotse nang ganun. Mas mahal ko si Nardo (kotse ko).

Last time, sabi nya inaantok lang sya kaya hindi sya nakikipag-kwentuhan. Kaya last na.. tatanungin ko kung inaantok pa din ba sya pag tinry ko makipagkwentuhan tas nganga pa din.

I'm trying na tulungan sya mag-grow or mag-mature pero kung ganyan na para lang naman syang aparisyon, mahihirapan pa ko. Dagdag pa sya sa problema ko imbis na masaya akong single na walang iniintindi.

Last chance na nya then I'll end it. Chat na lang tutal halos sa chat lang din naman nabuo yung relasyon.

kiisechan

Update: naunahan nya akong makipag-break hahahahah hindi ko inexpect kasi may utang pa sya sakin. Kapal ng mukha ampota 😂 bayad naman na sya after 2 months hahahahah