Meep! :3 🦋 Please check rules in my pinned post! 🦋 🦋SFW tickle blog 🦋 !! MINORS & AGELESS DNI !! 🦋Living with disabilities and finding comfort in tickles to soften the pain 🦋
I'm finally crawling out of my shell to explore my interest in everything to do with tickle stuff😊🪶
If you know me IRL, kindly take my secret to the grave and DO NOT DOX ME!!!🤫
Note: I'm living with chronic pain, fatigue & multiple disabilities so l disappear a lot but I always come back!
NSFW side blog: @kikiblushysqueaks 🫣
Blog rules & more about me below cut!🌤️
I’m Autistic and have ADHD & OCD🦋
I struggle with hEDS, POTS, MCAS, etc.🦋
I’m a therian with the soul of a little black cat🦋
I love animals, music, art, nature, collecting nostalgic childhood toys, Minecraft, nerd stuff🦋
Kiki’s squeaky spots🫣
My blog tags~
My content: #Kiki’s content
Tickle talk: #bumble rambles
Tickle experiences: #squeaky Kiki
Tickle dreams: #sleepy Kiki
Flustering things: #How To Kill A Kiki
Asks: #Kiki cookies
Friend posts: #Kiki’s beehive
Tickle crushes: #Kiki’s crushin it
Pet posts: #Kiki’s baby bees
Reblogs: #rebumble
Rants: #Kiki grumble squeaks
My audios: #Kiki’s squeaks
High posts: #The Stoned Squeaker Chronicles
All of these can be found down in the tags on this post for easy access!🐝🩵🐈⬛✨
💚Please Read My Rules Below💚
DM Disclaimer: Due to my mental & physical disabilities I experience frequent social burnout and therefore am not a reliable chatterbox. Feel free to message me but please do not expect quick responses, I often go MIA in chats for weeks at a time. If you’re wanting to send me something that is okay for the general public to read you’ll have MUCH better luck with sending in asks instead, I reply to those a lot faster! (Something about the dopamine rush makes it easier idfk). If you see me posting a lot but not replying to your messages, I promise it’s nothing to do with you and I still like you and want to be friends (and I will get back to you eventually!), I just have an easier time with posting my thoughts on my blog rather than engaging in private conversations for whatever reason. Same shit happens on all my socials so please don’t take it personally!! <3 <3 <3
Minors & Ageless Blogs: For both your safety and my own peace of mind, DO NOT INTERACT. With me or any other 18+ blogs. Trust me. I know everyone says this but you will understand when you're older and you'll thank me later.
NSFW: Here's the complicated part! Tickling is a love language. It is a fluffy, silly & innocent love language for me in most cases, but it can swing the other way specifically in the case of a committed significant other. My main blog is purely SFW with a mix of platonic & romantic fluff, and I plan to always keep it that way. My NSFW thoughts are posted on my side blog @kikiblushysqueaks. For the most part I'm chill with the NSFW community and I'll probably end up following blogs with some NSFW content and I'm totally cool with NSFW blogs following me. HOWEVER: I'm not interested in ANY NSFW DMs, comments, or asks!!! (Meaning they contain NSFW content. Blogs that are NSFW are allowed to post SFW comments and send SFW asks. Just keep it clean please and DO NOT REBLOG WITH NSFW TAGS, that feels very violating to me). Anyone who starts talking dirty or being creepy gets blocked on the spot (with a possible call-out post), and any NSFW anon asks will be deleted without reply so don't even bother.
RP: Do NOT jump straight into my DMs with role play requests. As stated in my chart, I will only RP with friends. "Friends" in this context means we've had several friendly interactions via comments or DMs. There are rare cases in which I will reach out to someone I've had very little interaction with and request RP if their bio has clearly stated they're down to role play with anyone, but I repeat this is RARE. It probably goes without saying based on the previous paragraph but ALL role play will be STRICTLY PLATONIC, I am NEVER at any point flirting with you regardless of your gender. If it sounds like I'm flirting, it's probably because I'm autistic and don't always understand the subtleties of human interaction, it's not on purpose. During RP I do not like being called "good girl", that’s bedroom talk for me. Instead, feel free to call me any form of "good lee", that'll instantly melt me <3 I also don't like being licked in any way, but nomnoms and razzies are okay, as well as platonic kisses if we're chill like that :3
Oh yeah also if you're homophobic/transphobic/racist/ableist/MAGA/animal abuser/etc. etc. gross human GO AWAY.
Thanks for reading!!🐝🩵✨
Intro chart template link:
I've made a new intro card for people in the tumblr tickling community to freely use/adapt as you wish. (More colors below!)
Why?
A lot of
Oh no, that would be so easy. I want to break you, in the softest of ways. I want you so eager to take those tickles that you're practically tying yourself up for me. I want to tease you so much that your mind is reeling from anticipation alone. I want you too flustered to speak, blushing, babbling, incoherent before I even get you under me.
I want to cuddle you, to stroke your hair, to rub your back, to have you snuggled into me, feeling your brain already checking out before the session even starts, knowing full well that you're safe and cared for. I want you hiding in my neck as I whisper to you about how I'm going to tickle you, about how I'm not going to leave an inch of that sensitive skin unexplored. I want to feel your breath hitch against my neck, feel you shiver, hear you whine. Until you're desperate for it. When the only thing left in your mind is "please tickle me", that's when we'll begin.
By this point, your nerves will be on fire from anticipation alone. Your senses will be so heightened by the teasing, the praise, the fact you've already completely melted for me. Safe. Cared for. Valued. No thoughts at all except for how much its going to tickle. You'll lay down for me and snuggle in as my wriggling fingers hover above your body. I'll watch your responses as those ghost tickles cover your body, making a mental note of the spots that make you gasp, make your eyes widen, make you bite your lip. I'll hold you closer, and my fingers will touch down.
And oh I'll be meticulous. I'll tie/hold you down and keep cuddling you as my fingers start to explore, feather light. Feel you melt into my arms as you start to giggle and squirm. I'll praise your beautiful reactions, tell you how pretty you look all vulnerable for me, how pretty you sound giggling and whining for me. I'll tell you how good you're being, how well you're taking it, how much I know it must tickle.
My fingers will explore every last spot, tickle tickling the world away. They'll glide across your palms, down your wrists and arms, into those armpits. They'll spider across your neck, your shoulders, your ears. They'll dance across your chest, and over each and every rib. They'll slitter down those squirmy sides, across that tickly tummy, into that bellybutton and down to those hips. And I'll hold you, praise you, comfort you throughout. So ticklish. So pretty. So good.
Then they'll move down to those thighs, spidering across every inch, lingering at spots that get a particularly adorable reaction. They'll spider across those knees, down those shins, around those ankles and to those feet. They'll scribble across those soles, the arches the heels, they'll slide between each toe. They'll keep going, keep tickling until you're absolutely lost in that sweet ticklish sensation, my voice, encouraging and steady, offering consistent praise, reassurance and sweet teasing being the only thing keeping you somewhat tethered to the present.
Then I'll lay you on your tummy and the process will start again. The backs of those legs, that defenseless back, those sides and armpits from the back just feel all the more flustering. I'd lay beside you again, whispering right into your ear as my fingers coax out every little ticklish reaction you can muster. The squirming, the shaking, the sounds of helpless laughter. Then I'd go back to the most ticklish spot of all. Just stay there for a little while, praising you so gently until I see those pretty eyes glaze over, your brain just turned to mush.
Once you were all tickled out, I'd slow my fingers to a stop, let all those last giggles escape your lips. Then I'd rub you over. Gentle. Grounding. All while praising you some more. How well you took it. How good you were. Then I'd hold you again. Gently talk to you, snuggle you right into me so you'd have a soft place to land. I'd stroke your hair, muttering sweet praises that only you could hear. Your head resting against my chest, the steady sound of my heartbeat, the rise and fall of my breaths, and my voice, gentle and soothing slowly bringing you back into the room. I want to break you, so softly and gently. But I'd always be there to put you back together too.
I now have an alternate NSFW blog where I’ll be posting my horny musings and my struggles with disability and sexuality.
I hope y’all won’t judge me for it, I’m still the same wholesome Kiki, I just also have a sexual side to me that is feeling very isolated and frustrated and I gotta have a place to vent where I feel safe for the sake of my sanity😖💜
If you’re down with that gimme a follow, I’m hoping to connect with some people who understand and relate to my experiences☺️
And if you’re not down with that, please forget you ever read this LMAO🙈🙈🙈
and we call this,, self indulgent. how many more times am I gonna do this. So sorry for the chicken scratch lines I DID THIS QUICKLY AND IN A LEE MOOD DONT JUDGE (transcript below cut)
Character A: "Now, youre gonna be a good dog and sit, okay? You've done such a good job today! Enjoy, you cutie ♡"
Label pointing toward collar: (Removed for neck tickles)
Hi !! I just wanted to say I totally understand and to a small level relate to your post about wondering if you should make another account 🤍
It can be hard to figure out the best thing to do when your worried about what others will think and how people with interact with a nsfw account.
I recently decided to make another blog in addition to my sfw account! So far my experience has been really positive. True I do keep it separate from my main account but it’s been so nice to be able to express more intimate things that come to my mind. Not to say there hasn’t been a fair share of creeps, but I just remind myself… if someone makes me uncomfortable I don’t owe them anything. No interaction or response. I also keep the block button handy haha
Just wanted to share my experience! Maybe it could help you decide what you’d want to do. I hope you have a beautiful day !! 😊
*hands you some cookies* 🤲🍪🍪
Thank you so much for this, this is very reassuring and I think I will be going forward with my new side blog as soon as I’ve got my new theme organized!🙈🤞
I’m strongly considering making a NSFW side-blog because I’ve been struggling SO MUCH with my sexuality ever since becoming physically disabled and I desperately need a safe place to vent about it for my mental health and hopefully find some people who can relate but I’m scared to be that vulnerable despite the anonymity and I don’t want my SFW friends to view me differently and I don’t want creepy old men to bug me more than they already do and and and😭😖
Just subtle, a quick little acknowledgement is all that's needed. Brushing the hair out of someone's face as you move up to tickle their armpits, neck and ears. A steadying pause as you firmly rub their skin, grounding them if you start to see them get overwhelmed. A back rub during a drinks break. All combined with that verbal reassurance that they're doing so well, that they're okay, and that they can just let everything out 😘
Yeah restraints are great. I get access to all those little tickle spots and I get to spend plenty of time playing in them and getting all those adorable reactions from you.
But unrestrained tickles are sometimes the way to go. When the mood is soft and gentle, when you can't wait to get started and don't want to spend the time setting everything up.
Just holding my lee. Maybe pinning them, maybe just cuddling them, either way, they're in my arms. And I can feel how relaxed they are to be there. Just total safety, total care. I'd be giving them gentle back rubs, or stroking their hair, just being there, being present. I might just lighten the touch across their back, gently caressing my nails against their side. Test the waters. Wait for the reaction. See if they're in the mood.
Once I've got confirmation, I'd just snuggle them closer, gliding those nails up and down their sides. Feeling their muscles quivering, seeing them blush, smiling into my shoulder. I'd slide my hand up their shirt, ever so gently tickling over the sensitive skin underneath. Up and down the soft sides, stroking over each rib, spidering round to that ticklish tummy. Feeling them trying their best to stay still and not fight it, because while it tickles, it feels so nice, and they're right where they wanna be
Just cuddling them. Holding them in my arms and coaxing out those giggles. Not tickly enough for hysterics and thrashing. Just gentle, loving tickles that have them all giggly, melted into a little puddle safe at my side while I praise them, cuddle them and tickle them until the sleepiness kicks in. Until I can just hold them tighter and let them drift off, smile on their face, head against my shoulder
Y’know I used to volunteer weekly at a draft horse rescue and one day when I was mucking out stalls I overheard some of the popular girls chatting and one of them was complaining about her boyfriend tickling her and another girl was like “aww I love being tickledddd!!” and I was like O_o and for the briefest moment I wanted to blurt “I LiKe iT TOO-!!1!1!” but realized that would make me the weird one so I just carried on shoveling with a probably stupid look on my face🥲🥴💩
Hey, I just read your recent post and I know our situations are vastly different so I truly apologize if me saying this to you comes off at insensitive or patronizing at all. But I wanted to let you know you aren’t alone in that feeling of not belonging in the community or like you’re just sitting on the sidelines watching everyone else interact and be close to one another. And that dreadful feeling of loneliness even if you can realize some people do consider you a friend. I struggle with it immensely as well, and I know that there isn’t much that can help and again I’m sorry if I may be overstepping. But I just wanted you to know that I see you, and I can relate/understand even if only a little bit what you’re going through.
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*hands you some cookies* 🤲🍪🍪
Awww this isn’t insensitive at all, I feel seen and understood😭💜🫂 Thank you so much for opening up and letting me know I’m not alone in this, it helps a lot🥺💜
I miss when I had the energy to participate here. It looks so fun. I don’t feel like I’m part of this community anymore, I’m just outside looking through the window watching everyone else have fun and I no longer have the energy or courage to join in. This sucks. I hate how this happens every time I join any community, I don’t know why my autism rejects being in communities so much even though I crave connection. I feel like I’ll never fit in anywhere no matter how hard I try. It doesn’t even matter if people like me or if I have a lot of friends, I still feel like I don’t belong anywhere. I hate being alone so much but it’s so much easier than the constant doubt. Easier but not better. It sucks. I’m so sad and frustrated with myself. Idk what to do anymore. I feel like my posts no longer matter so my motivation is at an all time low.
the hard thing about loving physical affection SO much is the fear of making others uncomfortable with it so then you never actually act on it and remain feeling touch starved
THIS!!! and also I’ve been touch starved for so long that every time I receive physical affection I instantly get WAY too emotional and attached to the person which can easily lead to heartbreak and meltdowns so I also avoid receiving it which is so fucking depressing😭💔
Right so I thought a normal analog feather was bad between my toes, but then I attached the feather to an electric toothbrush….. and completely lost my mind. It tickled so unfathomably bad I was really struggling to keep tickling myself and sobbing with actual tears the entire time and it was AWESOME💀💀💀💀
here's a tip, if you're using your nails to tickle someone, don't go hard. don't even go like medium. go really gentle and light. it's so easy to get a reaction with your nails, and i have so often had people actually end up hurting me because they don't know how easy it is to go too hard, especially if you're going for a while. obviously differs by person, but in my experience it stops being tickling and starts being scratched and personally i'm not into that