kikoMatsing🙊

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Good thing i have this... i can still say im not ok

🤦🏻‍♂️sob

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Yung comfort na hinahnap mo...

Nagsisimula n naman mgbuild up yung mga anxieties and worries.

Yung pangarap na hinihintay for 8 years na wala pa rin.

Yung mga plans mo nasira ni pandemic.

Pangarap na isa isa naglaho dahil pakiramdam mo tali ka sa obligasyon na naman na dati ang laya-laya mo.

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🌻🌻🌻

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✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻

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Sad

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I dont knowif this is still an anxiety attack...

The numbness...heavy heart...tears falling... shortness of breath..

Haizt...such an unfair world to live in.

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Exhausted pakiramdam...haizt

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Tired

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😭😭😭😭

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Tired tired tired... alam mo yung pakiramdam na pagod na pagod kna pero hindi pwedeng huminto... bawal tumigil dahil sa mga biglaang obligasyon na pinatong sa likod ko. Laban ... hehehe anxiety ko tinatawanan ko lang minsan ... pinipigil ko umiyak... kaya natatakot ako minsan. Isang malalim na Haizt...

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Yakap nga :'(

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Messy https://www.instagram.com/p/CTUcv1jBNer1DsGh1YVFMWk9p7mejWwqB9urH80/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Got a new wig ... n miss ko mag bangs... Wala magawa hahaha haizt. #damikoiniisipmasakitnauloko https://www.instagram.com/p/CS9nMSDhozxQyNwOBGCP3aVZ9PiWDYDEmczCUw0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Lately ito na naman anxiety ko...im keeping my self busy pero iba yung atake this time...

Yung pakiramdam na you want na makaramdam ng pain like piercing or get a new tattoo... well those are not real but im planning to get 3 new tattoos soon... and add 2 more piercing.

Ewan ko ba nababaliw na yata ako.

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To my haters

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It was a roller coaster week of emotions.

Need harapin ang bagay bagay ... laban