𝐆𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆

𝟐𝟕. 𝐏𝐍𝐖. 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐒𝐍'𝐓 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐍, 𝐖𝐇𝐘 𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐈 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐈'𝐌 𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐄?

[killcontrol]

28 / 𝐀𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭 / 𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐫 🔞 ᴍɪɴᴏʀꜱ ᴅɴɪ.

═*.·:·.✧ 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 ✧.·:·.*═

Mentally ill, disabled, & autistic guy from the PNW. This blog is a safe space to me and for the small bits of memories I hold. Some sort of journal & diary away from those who know me.

I have an amalgam of illnesses and disorders. Suicidal. Stoner. Burnt out gifted kid. Leftist. Crow friend. Goth.

Has over 10,300 songs liked on spotify. Emo since 2008. I’ve had this blog for almost 10 years. 𝕴𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖘𝖊𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖌 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖒𝖊? 𝕹𝖔 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖉𝖔 𝖓𝖔𝖙.

[n64retro]

Paper Mario Intelligent Systems / Nintendo Nintendo 64 2001

[cherrylugosi]

[time-incantation]

From a vintage goth magazine

[xanaxfarts]

エコーナイト (PS1, 1998)

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[charnel-grounds]

Gustave Doré (1832–1883), “The Haunted Grove”

illustration from “The Days of Chivalry; Or, The Legend of Croquemitaine” by Ernest L’Épine (as Quatrelles), 1866

source

[7pleiades7]

Circe, (Detail), (1885) by John Collier (English, 1850 – 1934, oil on canvas, 133 cm × 219 cm (52 in × 86 in), Private Collection

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[derangedrhythms]

They will roll me up in bandages, they will store my heart Under my feet in a neat parcel. I shall hardly know myself.

Sylvia Plath, Collected Poems; from ‘Last Words’

[iloveabortions]

Toshihiko Takamizawa's custom guitars

[killcontrol]

[punishdaisies]

all i had, i gave.

[02void]

02-18-2026, 9 AM

[freakoutgirl]

tshirt that says NO ONE KNOWS I EXPERIENCE DESIRE

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The earthy smell of rain is one of the most divine scents I’ve ever beheld.