I ran away

I spend my working hours at the Bad Weather. I used to have a boyfriend, we stayed in this very flat even; till his medication wasn't taken one day. He dumped me an has been trying to protect me since. I guess I'm picking up what's left and doing what I can to make it in the NYC.

[kadar-ed-deactivated20150610]

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[aranea-serket]

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[08082012iamalive]

"Dead...I knew I would cause someone's death, but why?

[killerbartender]

"… Don’t worry; It’s been on the fritz for a while now; I dropped the tower part of it during a hallucination a few weeks before you got back." he rubbed his face and leaned against the other for a moment to rest his eyes with a sigh. "Okay- Unplug this one and take anything out of it. I have a back up." Desmond disappeared down the hall before he plucked up the replacement and slid it on the counter in the old one’s place. "I’ll get that one repaired sometime when I get enough tips."

[08082012iamalive]

His savior! After unplugging the faulty machine, he slid it aside for the functioning one, eager to get his rare caffeine fix. “Thanks for tellin’ me the thing’s been broken. I thought I destroyed your property.”

[killerbartender]

"Hmn? Technically it is ours; I might have borrowed a few bucks while we were together to get this one." he smiled a little. 

[08082012iamalive]

"Dead...I knew I would cause someone's death, but why?

Why did it have to be the coffee maker? Why?

Someone, help! Call Geek Squad! Call 911! WHY!?

Don’t do this to me, Mr. Coffee! Hold on, you beautiful bastard! You can pull through this!”

[killerbartender]

"Calm down- it’s far too early into the morning- at least for me- to have you yelling so loud over a dog or something; what’s going on?" Desmond squinted to minimize the light as he waddled into the kitchen, a sheet wrapped about his hips. 

[08082012iamalive]

"Babe, you don’t understand." Being comically dramatic, he placed his hand on the bartender’s shoulder to comfort him and prepare him for the bad news. "It’s the coffee maker, Des…I don’t know if it’ll make it."

[killerbartender]

"... Don't worry; It's been on the fritz for a while now; I dropped the tower part of it during a hallucination a few weeks before you got back." he rubbed his face and leaned against the other for a moment to rest his eyes with a sigh. "Okay- Unplug this one and take anything out of it. I have a back up." Desmond disappeared down the hall before he plucked up the replacement and slid it on the counter in the old one's place. "I'll get that one repaired sometime when I get enough tips."

[08082012iamalive]

"Dead...I knew I would cause someone's death, but why?

Why did it have to be the coffee maker? Why?

Someone, help! Call Geek Squad! Call 911! WHY!?

Don’t do this to me, Mr. Coffee! Hold on, you beautiful bastard! You can pull through this!”

[killerbartender]

"Calm down- it's far too early into the morning- at least for me- to have you yelling so loud over a dog or something; what's going on?" Desmond squinted to minimize the light as he waddled into the kitchen, a sheet wrapped about his hips. 

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[killerbartender]

Consume-Destroy:

Desmond stepped into the parking lot after his shift and swallowed his pills, washing them back with the glass of iced vodka. Hearing footsteps in the parking lot, he lift his head and wiped his hand with the fresh bar towel. He didn't want to disturb the other, it was too late for that; and he didn't exactly want to start a fight at this hour.  After a moment of deliberation he spoke up. "'Ey- Y'lost?" 

[killerbartender]

We could fix that~ /Chuckles and rubs away the honey/ Where’s the glass babe?

[08082012iamalive]

In the trash.

Hey, muffin top? Did you take your meds yet? It was time to take them like half an hour ago.

[killerbartender]

Thanks. …. No… I forgot again… Mind grabbing them? Should be the front or one of the side compartments in my bag… 

[08082012iamalive]

[He retrieved the medication and a glass of water for Desmond, holding out a handful of the pills, already counted out to the proper dosage.]

You can’t just forget to take these, Des.

[killerbartender]

/Gets up and takes off the gloves and plucks up the glass./ You're worrying. I can ignore my visions to a point... Missing them for an hour or two isn't dangerous. /Chuckles/ But I get where you're coming from /Takes the pills and washes them back with water./ Thanks Clay...

[killerbartender]

We could fix that~ /Chuckles and rubs away the honey/ Where’s the glass babe?

[08082012iamalive]

In the trash.

Hey, muffin top? Did you take your meds yet? It was time to take them like half an hour ago.

[killerbartender]

Thanks. .... No... I forgot again... Mind grabbing them? Should be the front or one of the side compartments in my bag... 

[08082012iamalive]

What if he asks if you own panties? You know I don’t lie.

He can ignore me all he wants, but I’m still gonna tell him how…damn near perfect you are…

[killerbartender]

I think that’s privy information that you get to know. He’s never going to bed me and I’d like to keep it that way. 

….You’re a piece of work, Clay /Chuckles and cleans/ 

[08082012iamalive]

Ugh. Why does my brain have to form an image of every scenario that comes out of your mouth? I’m scarred!

[killerbartender]

We could fix that~ /Chuckles and rubs away the honey/ Where's the glass babe?

[08082012iamalive]

What if he asks if you own panties? You know I don’t lie.

He can ignore me all he wants, but I’m still gonna tell him how…damn near perfect you are…

[killerbartender]

I think that's privy information that you get to know. He's never going to bed me and I'd like to keep it that way. 

....You're a piece of work, Clay /Chuckles and cleans/ 

[08082012iamalive]

I’ll do the talkin’ for you, babe. I don’t want him to, you know, murder me in cold blood, but I really want to tell him what he’s missed out, which is a son anyone else would be damn proud of.

Even if you own panties.

[killerbartender]

Don't you dare mention the panties. 

..... Thanks Clay... /Smiles and starts wetting the rags./ I don't think that he'll listen.

[killerbartender]

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[killerbartender]

Of course I do- I mop the floors at least once every two weeks….. It’s in the closet, babe- s’the red one. Just fill it in the tub.  That gives me shivers just thinking about going back to the compound… You…. I’ll never stop laughing if I ever see him again. 

[08082012iamalive]

Got it.

[A man on a mission, he jogged around the house to fulfill his task. After a moment, he returned with a bucket filled with hot water, but not hot enough to burn Desmond’s hands, of course.]

Just don’t tell him you’re laughing because of me. ‘Guy’s scary.

[killerbartender]

/While he waited, Des pulled on the lined gloves and mixed the cleaners before pouring it into the steaming bucket./ 

Thanks, Clay. There's never going to be words exchanged between him and I.. 

[killerbartender]

....

[killerbartender]

Alright- So you let it dry…. Okay- just get me the hot water then and I’ll get the cleaner and glove- 

…..

Have I told you I love you lately? Tell me more about what happened. How the hell did you meet him in your dream?

[08082012iamalive]

Alright. Hot water. Got it…Erm…Babe, do you own a bucket? Who owns a bucket?

Heh. Well, I walked into the apartment, and the asshole was tryin’ to drag you out. I tried to step between you guys to calm him down. He shoved me, so I said, “It’s self defence now, fucker!” and kicked him right in those glorious Desmond makers of his. Then, you pulled some hot Assassin shit and knocked him out. I’m tellin’ you, it was awesome.

[killerbartender]

Of course I do- I mop the floors at least once every two weeks..... It's in the closet, babe- s'the red one. Just fill it in the tub.  That gives me shivers just thinking about going back to the compound... You.... I'll never stop laughing if I ever see him again. 

[killerbartender]

....

[killerbartender]

…….. Yes… it is a good time. And you’re lucky it’s not the first time that bloody thing has broken…. It’s alright. Just got to get me a bucket of hot water and I’ll get the towels. 

[08082012iamalive]

'Already tried that. 'Might need chemicals, sweetness.

Hey, I had a dream I kicked your dad in the nuts, and I woke up with an adrenaline boner over it. It was awesome.

[killerbartender]

Alright- So you let it dry.... Okay- just get me the hot water then and I'll get the cleaner and glove- 

.....

Have I told you I love you lately? Tell me more about what happened. How the hell did you meet him in your dream?

[08082012iamalive]

Desmond's Nicknames:

Des

Dessie

Desiree

Princess

Sweetness

Baby

Babe

Beautiful

Gorgeous

Sexy Bartender

Princess Jasmine

Honey Bunch

Sugar Plum

Pumpkin

Sweetie Pie

Cuppycake

Gumdrop

Muffin Top

Virgin Sacrifice

[killerbartender]

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[killerbartender]

Do you- have you  heard yourself explain that?

[08082012iamalive]

I just did. It sounded okay to me.

A little confusing, but okay.

[killerbartender]

You’re lucky you’re loveable. 

[08082012iamalive]

I’m glad you think so. Is this a good time to admit I broke the honey jar and made everything a little sticky in the kitchen?

[killerbartender]

........ Yes... it is a good time. And you're lucky it's not the first time that blood thing has broken.... It's alright. Just got get me a bucket of hot water and I'll get the towels.