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[killerglitt3r12]

yeah it feels sad, if i were honest this is what id say.

i can’t promise to be with you, you can’t promise to be with me. we both can’t wait for each other and that’s what makes me feel this.

it goes both ways but if little things like people adding your spotify playlist makes me scared you’re with someone, it’s so not okay. it’s so hard to move on from this, my days aren’t hard anymore, things feel better. but you’re always on my mind, i’m always thinking of you. and i wish things were so different. i want those things from japan, i just want to talk to you. what am i doing. you still post here and you have the right to, i need to delete these accounts and stop looking for a sign of you, there’s no way i’ll move on if i stick to this

[killerglitt3r12]

i hope you’re not mad, this is so stupid.

i miss you so much but i don’t really like who i am, not gonna be like that anymore. not anymore

[killerglitt3r12]

we were all together again. we were all dancing, getting along. it was just us. all of my uncles, this time all of them. i think that’s why i was so sad, because i know that’s gonna be the last time that happens in a long time. i missed my family so much, i danced with my uncle. it seems like he knows, we never talk. i grew up very family oriented, i miss everything so much

[killerglitt3r12]

i’ve been sleeping so much lately. tuesdays are my days off now so i spend the whole day there. kinda funny

[killerglitt3r12]

i wonder if it’s as hard for you as it is for me, or if me talking about how i feel about this so much makes you feel better. i wish you told me how you felt more, i wish i had that same security that what you felt was real as much as it was for me .

don’t know if you’re reading this, don’t know anything. but i do hope that one day you’re able to be more vulnerable with me and grow that bond we didn’t have for so long, and i hope that it it ever happens, you can tell me how you feel all the time with no regret, with no fear.

as far as i know you miss me and that’s it, you know so much more about how i feel other than missing you. maybe that’s why it hurts, it’s as though im giving more than you are, again.

if you do read this because you care it something please do something about it, i’m so tired of feeling like nothing to you.

i wish we went to japan.

how i wish we could be getting ramen and holding hands in the train. i wish you never told me you regretted it. it hurt so much

[killerglitt3r12]

i miss when you were so in love with me you felt this same way for me. i wish you weren’t avoidant , how i wish.

[killerglitt3r12]

gonna grow out my hair… gonna be rapunzel.

saw a baby today that looked like me, she had really black hair with curls, big eyes like me.

i see my future & it’s bright

[killerglitt3r12]

why have i been getting baby fever so much recently… am i ovulating

[killerglitt3r12]

gonna grow out my hair… gonna be rapunzel.

saw a baby today that looked like me, she had really black hair with curls, big eyes like me.

i see my future & it’s bright

[killerglitt3r12]

is it weird i wish you could touch my skin right now, and not a week ago. i feel clean, you saw me at my worst probably & still loved me. felt wholesome & innocent. but there’s nothing left to say? okay.

[killerglitt3r12]

fair, ceramics, dads bday, 4th of july, wedding, fair

[killerglitt3r12]

i BEEN fucking ur girl

[killerglitt3r12]

yes it was this sad, because yes this is the last time i will be in that room. it is. what do i do now

[killerglitt3r12]

alameda county , i am in you

[killerglitt3r12]

holy fucking shit this is torment

[killerglitt3r12]

i think i need much better friends, this cannot be it

[killerglitt3r12]

[killerglitt3r12]

this bitch said 5 assignments due sunday. MF YOU ASSIGNED 20 PAGES LF WORK WHAT THE FUCK