Kill the Chaos

[anxietyproblem]

[notwhoyouthinkiamhahaha-deactiv]

oof-

[killthechaoss]

Idk why it even matters to me but it does :/

It doesn’t matter

It doesn’t matter

It doesn’t matter

It doesn’t affect your worth

It doesn’t affect the loyalty you bring

It doesn’t affect the love you’ve given

[killthechaoss]

New Mexico isn’t mine but it is.

No lie, I feel very weird about you visiting my state, after you made best friends with my childhood best friend, && now gonna go visit her.

Like wtf.

This can’t be real.

[killthechaoss]

You cut me so deep the ache will never fade. Part of me will always hurt and feel sadness and sorrow for past me.

[killthechaoss]

You’re not fun for me, & that’s okay

[minchiichan-deactivated20211010]

[leave-myheart]

Haha I’m still here. Sadly.

[catkingsart]

[recaption]

[emotionalwords]

[killthechaoss]

Part of me is really feeling this deep urge to cut. And for what? I’m not sad. I’m not crying. I’m just frustrated and annoyed. And not with anything or any situation. Just because I’m frustrated and want to release this energy

[killthechaoss]

“hey @sylvia how’d you get the courage? like were you just tired? waited too long? how about you @kurt did you get scared? was it really less dangerous in the dark? @virginia did it hurt? did it feel as good as they say it would? do you remember? @anne @vincent @ernest got anything to add? are you happy? do you regret it?”

— REQUIEM || s.o. (via allthesinkingships)

[neckkiss]

Mr. Robot

[killthechaoss]

I just want to cut myself till the blood no longer runs red.

I want to drink myself into oblivion.

I just want to feel numb and done.

[nintendowii2011]

[understands]

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[knowing]