2muchsauce

IG: instagram.com/sshrikaa

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yall don’t understand I be stuntin so hard on the regular that instagram shit is like so regular to me

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spoiled not rotten

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my life changes so often im nostalgic all the time

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Everybody in my life is so fucking unreliable. I need to be so up and so rich I don’t need to rely on anyone for help

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i still yearn. but just the scenarios, not you. ever.

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wow I’ve come so far. but now i need to go further

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my goal in life is to have fun every. single. day.

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feels like im tryna jump my ass into a small was pair of jeans rn

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but like things just aren’t working out

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Feels like im 15 again and our values and goals and life views don’t match up again but this time they’re trying which hurts worse because I can’t even be mad at them it’s just the circumstance

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I need to be so rich that I don’t need anyone

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just disappointed.

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i feel like we didn’t have enough time for our conversation and I didn’t get to let you know how I feel a little more in depth. like I didn’t have enough time to process But I have so much fun and it’s like the first time in my life like I actually have peace in so long. hanging out with you is like a breath of fresh air. And im not a woman of my words I honestly am so sorry and I’ve been taking that into consideration tryna work on it. but I also have been trying to work on me and the way I love and interact with people. For some reason this year feels like my first time living again. Like an actual restart and I didn’t really expect you to be a part of it or be here this long this consistently. I honestly had no expectations for you. But It’s been a long time since someone’s showed up for me. I feel like I always rely on myself to show up for me. but like as I said before I hope u put urself first in every scenario of your life regardless of me. But im having fun and honestly you dont need to think too hard about the end goal of things if your main goal is experience. I hope our conversation didn’t make u wanna cutback or put it on a back burner. I just didn’t know to articulate the way I felt and im sorry and forging shit out. But I’m having fun riding the wave and our seasons mend together for a couple. Hope you are too. #once i stop having fun with it im done with it type beat.

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no loss if ur end goal is experience

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some people are so interesting I need to see your inspiration. what has been influencing you like this

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just findin someone to waste time with nothin fr

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your dreams have no depth. why would i ever dilute mine