Good morning, baby <3 You just texted me to tell me you have a video for me, which means you're probably about to be on your way to the park to ball soon.
That'll probably show you how long it's gonna take me to type all of this in between working all day and trying to word everything the way I want it to come off. Lol.
Last night, you asked me what I liked about you after I told you about my past relationships. Not sure why/how it made you feel, but I do feel that it's important that you know about them. Or somewhat of them, I guess. I don't know if I can pinpoint every thing I like about you since part of me seems to think there's just something about you that I can't put my finger on that makes you so damn special.
The very first thing that comes to mind is ... How we first came about. It just randomly happened. We weren't looking, nor were we even ready for this to happen. We talked, stayed up and we just kinda connected on a different level than we usually do when we would talk before. After the first few nights of staying up until 2-4am, I just thought to myself, "THIS is how I'm supposed to feel with my significant other. THIS is who I wanna be with." And til this day, I still feel the same way. And I think that's the best kind of love to experience, an unexpected one.
The way I feel and who I am when I'm talking to you, maybe a little honeymoon stage-ish, but still so real and so surreal at the same time. Remember the very first time you called me babe and I told you how it made me feel? The endless butterflies from that very first time still appear every single time you call me babe or tell me that you love me.
The little things. How we laugh together at things that nobody else would ever understand, or think is a little crazy and unrealistic. How we look at each other and a smirk turns into a full smile. How interested you are in knowing about me out of your own curiosity. How you've talked about me to your mom. How we imagine our future and share it with one another. How we're able to understand each other, without understanding whatever was said. How you take the time to make your short videos that mean nothing to anybody else, but has a real significance to me. How you call me every morning when you wake up, even though all you hear is "mmm." The way you laugh, talk, smile, jiggle. The positive vibe and energy. Amazing. I am my complete self when I'm talking to you and I love that I can be like that when I'm talking to you. I can just lie there with my ear to the phone and be in a complete stage of bliss with listening to you breathe while you sleep or sniffle while you browse.
Your continuous support and love that makes me feel like I'm on top of the world with you. I am very, very thankful and grateful for how supportive, loving and caring you are. It hasn't been long, but you've shown me much more than I've ever expected from anyone. You sense the slightest bit of irritation and never hesitate to ask and fix. You never forget to reassure me at the end of the night. I've told you this before, but I can see us working through anything and everything with the foundation we've built so far. We'll get through it, we'll get through it all. So, thank you, babe. Thank you for that and thank you for working with me and putting in work.
Last, but not least... I want you to be in my future. Our house, our zipline, Poops and Sippee, our pool, our kidney stones lake, our statue in the front, our Meek Mill door bell and a bunch more. But all that really matters is you and I together.
You are no where close to my past, babe. You've exceeded anything I've ever expected of anyone and there's no where else to go now but to keep going forward. You're the best part of my day and the better part of me. You mean a lot to me and I care about you a lot. You're truly, truly the most amazing man ever.
You're napping now cause you sent me some zombie text earlier, so I'm gonna send this off to you so you can read it when you wake up.
I miss you, baby. Olivejuice <3 Almost on your level doe. ;) AhhhhhhhHHHHhh!
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