I was born alone, and I will die alone

in a world so D I F F E R E N T in the end we're the S A M E Once upon a time there was a girl. She was sad and lonely and made poor decisions with her life. She had a relapse. { This a roleplay account for an original character in the Durarara!! fandom, she also heavily interacts with the Sherlock fandom, but will interact with absolutely anyone. If you want to RP drop me an ask, or just write up a starter and tag it kimuramiu. } -- This blog can be considered triggering. There will be posts about depression and addiction. The readmore cut is only used for OOC posts and drabbles/fics. I'll tag graphic sexual images/gifs as NSFW. There will at times be some threads that include NSFW material, and they are not always tagged.

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Hiatus

I'll be on one. For some time. 

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M!A: Sex obsessed and Nearly Naked

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[Text] Well, as long as you don’t mind me starting without you. -J

[Text] How long do I have to wait? -J

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[TEXT] Fuck. Too long. Hold on, I'll find a way out. - MK

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M!A: Sex obsessed and Nearly Naked

John finished  stripping out of his clothes, down to nothing but his boxers. He  came out of his bedroom and lounged on the couch.

[Text] Come out and play! I’m in the mood for some fun, if you know what I mean ;) -j

He smirked and let his phone lay beside him as he began to fondle himself through the fabric of his boxers.

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Miu's face turned pink when she read the text message she'd just received. John never sent her things like this.

[TEXT] Some fun, huh? Can it wait till after I get off work?

She checked the clock, her break wouldn't be for another hour or so. It didn't seem like John was in the mood to wait.

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Blairy Christmas

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John smiled and nodded while he looked down at Blair. “Look at you, just as pretty as mummy.” he said, nuzzling against the tip of her nose. He looked back up at Miu and wiped a spot of flour off of her cheek. “You’re covered!” he teased, laughing.

“I’ll go get the little one ready. There is no way she’s not wearing that red dress.” John grinned and rocked the little girl.

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Miu gave John's shoulder a squeeze before heading into their bedroom. She rummaged through her closet, looking through her dresses before deciding that she'd rather just wear jeans and a festive jumper. She headed into the master bath, turned on the shower, and slipped out of her clothes. 

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Blairy Christmas

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John walked into the flat, snow coating his hair and coat. He sniffed the air, grinning when he smelled Miu’s cookies. He took his coat off and hung it on the heater to dry it out. 

“There are my girls!” he said excitedly, heading to the kitchen. He held Miu from behind and kissed her cheek. “I missed you, love. How was Blair?”

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"Good. Took her shopping with me. She's rather well behaved for the most part. She'll get a little fussy if she feels like she's not getting enough attention. Oh and, we got that." Miu pointed to the counter on which sat a tiny santa hat. "Thought she could wear it tonight. I also grabbed a couple bottles of wine."

Miu crouched down to scoop up her baby.

"Come on, Blair Bear, say hi to daddy."

As soon as she was picked up Blair started wailing, but hushed shortly after she was placed in her father's arms.

"She does that," Miu sighed, shaking her head with a smile. "Silly baby." She poked the baby's foot. 

"Right, do you mind taking over while I go get washed up and dressed for tonight?"

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Blairy Christmas

It was a sort of tradition that the Watsons join Sherlock in 221b on Christmas Eve along with a few other close friends. It was their annual Christmas party. Mrs. Hudson took over the decorating once John moved out, Sherlock couldn't be arsed to deal with such silly things.

John was at work while his wife stayed home with their new daughter. Blair was nearly a month old.

Miu was in the kitchen baking cookies. Blair was close by, just next to the kitchen table, in her little bouncy seat which Miu continued to rock with her foot. 

The little Japanese woman had her hair piled on top of her head in a heaping mess. She wore an apron with pink hearts on it, and she was covered in flour. Somehow she'd even managed to get a spot of it on her forehead.

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“No. I just need to increase my risk of getting an STD or HIVs.”

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"Man, you are fucked."

"Do I even want to know why you want an STD?"

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Miu, what do you most like and most dislike about your mun?

Well, I guess I like that she still puts up with me even though I'm such a mess. 

But I still dislike that she made me kill myself, even though she brought me back.

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“Oh my fucking God, where is the nearest prostitute.”

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"Been hitting the viagra again, Roppi?"

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Ask the Character about their Roleplayer

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Bringing Blair Home || j-h-watson

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John smirked and tickled Miu’s sides. “I know, but after Rhys, I thought we’d never experience this.” he said, before hugging her tight to his chest. “I love you, more than you’ll ever know.”

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A smile tugged at her lips and she giggled as John's fingers ran up and down her sides. 

"I know. I didn't think it was a possibility, having kids. It upset me greatly, but what hurt the most was thinking that I could never provide you with the family you've wanted."

Miu snuggled in closer to her husband, pressing her nose to his chest. Though the smell of cigarette smoke still lingered rather strongly on herself she could still smell the mixture of his musky cologne and tea. It was her favorite scent; it was John.

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I JUST LOVE SO MUCH WHEN I'M ALMOST DONE A REPLY AND THEN MY COMPUTER FREEZES AND CHROME QUITS AND I WAS LOGGED ON TO TWO ACCOUNTS AT ONCE SO ONE WAS OPEN ON INCOGNITO AND OF COURSE THAT WAS WHERE THE REPLY WAS BEING TYPED SO THERE IS NO GETTING IT BACK

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all I want for christmas is (shiz)u(o heiwajima)

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Bringing Blair Home || j-h-watson

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John chuckled and nodded. He kissed Miu gently and pulled her close against himself. “Thank you, love.” he said softly, nuzzling against her neck. 

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"Don't thank me, she wouldn't have existed without you. It takes two people to make a baby. I literally did nothing except for walk around for the past nine months completely oblivious to her presence."

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John smiled and hugged Miu tight. “So that’s how he got that scar. I always wondered.” he mused aloud before kissing her cheek. “We’ll be alright. Somehow.”

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"I'll make this right if it kills me, I promise. You mean the world to me. You are my everything, John Watson. Without you I'd be nothing."