Drifted acuity!
Lost in the chain of thoughts
Falling into the trap again
Helpless, bounded tired becoming voiceless
Lessons learnt are non sensible.
There's no whereabouts of the reason
Definitely this feeling is a season.
Inner tides are always high
Mind is on a psychedelic journey
Delusional, hypothetical, unethical psyche
is a controversy.
You crumble, your world crashing & collapsing
Feeling defeated winning your anxiety.
It's negative, you over think anything to everything, typical turbulence
And then you become apologetical of your presence.
One moment everything seems fine,the other you're anxious, nervous, sweating like a criminal
Getting excited, making plans,suddenly hard hit by procrastination losing it all.
You become indecisive, social gatherings are awkward
Heart racing high,pounding like a frog,
having answer to every question, yet standing muted crawling inward.
It's like you have a lot to say,
significant to put across
But this goddamm bridge is taking lifelong to cross.
Writing without exploring is half pint difficult
but then the experiences you have imagined are only yours True and Cult.