Blind Icicles

JULYA KYBURZ // snowed in by nami

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A STUDY OF ... the taste of blood, the passing of habits, abuse's influence on a child, forced murder turned willing, unending anger, unknowing parental figures, starving in the sun, and hibernating to stone.

the pillar man JULYA KYBURZ from JOJO'S BIZARRE ADVENTURE.

snowed in by nami

Don't be a dick. This is probably my number one thing, this is for tumblr, it's writing, it's for fun. So lets have fun.

Selective. Mutuals Only. For the sake of my comfort, this blog is selective and mutuals only, meaning if I don't follow you, please don't try to thread with me or reblog my posts. I'm okay with sending questions or anons, but actual threads is a nono.

Mun =/= Muse. I AM NOT JULYA. Big important. Please don't equate her morals and actions to my own.

I will not hold back my muse. I don't like to restrict or hold back my muse. I let the muse go in the directions the muse wants. The second I feel forced or the muse feels forced to do something that's out of character or unrealistic for the character, it causes inspiration to dwindle. That being said, I will ALWAYS ask before I do anything drastic. Communication is key! If there is ever an issue with anything, just let me know and we can discuss!!

Triggers. This blog is going to have a lot of triggering content. For that reason this blog is 18+ only. To list the main triggers: child abuse, starvation, torture, murder, manipulation, suicidal history, ptsd episodes, and intense anger issues. as for my own triggers, I don't have any. You don't need anything specifically to tag for me.

Discord/IMs. Discord is open for mutuals!! I am practically always on discord, I do the occasional discord drop, but all you have to do is ask and I'll give it to you.

Other Blogs. I HAVE MANY OTHER BLOGS...If I am not here I'm probably on vitrumbra or picavecalyx!

Activity. Holy heck is my activity going to fluctuate. I have am a full time college student going into animation, and I also have a bunch of other blogs...and general needs for my own mental health. This blog is likely going to be LOW ACTIVITY for that reason. If you want to see me somewhere I'm more active, go to picavecalyx, I'm pretty much always writing on there. I also do discord, which I'm likely to respond usually immediately.

Length. I have a habit of writing a lot. Like a lot-- You don't need to match my length, I just ask you give me enough to work with...that being said if you reply to like 5 paragraphs with a single sentence, I probably won't continue the thread lol.

I think that's it? I'll add more if necessary :)

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i'll probably be getting new icons + promo done after i graduate(in . literally a week) that being said, julya brainrot is real and i've been replaying her playlist and like. maria mena definitely still stands as the silva-est core artist of all time. like takes one to know one still holds up as the julya song of all time, especially in regards to her relationship with caspian.

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i think it's better that i never specify which of the pillar men is julya's actual father[even though the parallels make it obvious who] because it's funny. and also it doesn't really matter. since they're all dead(or dead adjacent).

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BIOGRAPHY. julya kyburz.

Name. Julya Kyburz Occupation. Assassin for Hire Species. Pillar Men Age. 23 Years Old [73 Years Old] Height. 180cm

Place of Birth. St. Moritz, Switzerland Date of Birth. 11.28.1940

Residence. Canada Parental Figures. Lara Kyburz[biological mother], Caspian Sable[adopted "father"] Siblings. N/A

Skills. excellent marksmanship, loose weather manipulation[only snow/cold weather], able to detect weather events, immediate regeneration, enhanced senses, absorption of living material, protective stone shell.

Appearance. Julya has long wavy blond hair that is generally tied into a low pony tail. She has milky white eyes with barely a distinction between her irises and her sclera. Julya usually wears a large scarf that covers the lower half of her face, but she can also at times be seen wearing a basic white button up and tie. On her left eye is a red triangle-like mark that points upward and on her right is another that points downward. Additionally, Julya has two horns that resemble screws. They are above her ears and point slightly backward.

Biography. content warning: Parental Neglect, Alcohol Abuse, Suicide, Abandonment, Sexual Abuse, Physical Abuse, Mental Abuse, Grooming, and Self Harm.

Julya was born in St. Moritz, Switzerland, to Lara Kyburz and no father. They lived in a remote cottage and due to Julya being blind, Lara began to isolate her from the rest of the world. This got worse with time; due to Julya being half pillar at the time, Lara couldn't touch her without risking having parts of her flesh absorbed. Not only that, but Lara began to struggle with earning money and feeding not only herself but also Julya.

Julya struggled to eat most things, so Lara began to draw her own blood to give to her daughter, which only made Lara's mental and physical health degrade faster. Julya herself, as she grew, would wander off whenever Lara wasn't home--usually her mother went drinking for long periods of time--into the snowy woods around their home. Given Julya's high tolerance and immunity to most damage, she would stand out in the snow for hours, listening to the wilderness, growing to it enjoy it more than being in her home. By the time Julya was 7, she began to worry about her mother and why she was alone all the time, since Lara would leave for hours and hours, even days without feeding her. Though she was always reassured then everything was fine and Lara was very happy.

This eventually spiralled completely on Julya's 10th birthday, where her mother decided as soon as Julya fell asleep that it would be better to simply end her own and Julya's life. Neither would suffer that way. Lara set a fire that burned the entire house ablaze, though while Lara burned and her screams soaked the air, Julya remained untouched, awoken and unable to do anything as she smelt burned flesh and heard everything till it came to silence in the morning. Later on, she would have an intense phobia of fire and due. Rather than dying, Julya fell into a deep slumber, turning to stone for 50 years within the wreck of her burnt home.

She was awoken by a man named Caspian Sable, using his stand--which had the capability to give any stone/statue life--[HEY JUDE]. Julya was still mentally and physically 10, and Caspian took it upon himself to "take her in." At first, their relationship was wonderful. He taught her to read, taught her english, history, everything someone her age could need. Soon, however, Caspian learned that with a simple touch, Julya could kill someone; leaving nothing in their tracks. No evidence. He also learned that if he let her starve or standing out in the sun, she would revert back to stone. With his abilities, he could turn her back but when she would awake she would have a hunger, so intense she would kill whatever was nearby her without hesitation. Caspian used this to his advantage, using her to kill whoever he wanted. This was when she was around 13.

The first attempt to try this was a failure, as he was nearly killed. Though it was a learning experience to Caspian and he soon learned how to better path and control the hungered frenzies Julya falls into. He would manipulate and throw niceties at Julya to keep her under check, not to mention doing his own little 'loving activities' to assure she was under his control. In her mind, he knew what was best for her, and she had no home or anyone that loved her aside from him.

This would change when Julya would meet a boy named Jovanni Joestar and over the next few weeks, Jovanni would convince Julya that what she was doing might not be a good thing...this lead to them getting close and her relationship with Caspian to grow not only more distant but also tense.

Due to this distancing, Caspian saw this as an opportunity to remind her of her place and who she belonged to through both physical, mental, and sexual abuse. An almost "culmination" of all of his supposed good treatment of her. However after it had finished, she snapped and went to kill him, giving a slow and painful death as she ate away at him with her skin. All throughout the process, Caspian would beg and yell and scream at her about how she needed him, and that he cared, and everything he did was for her.

Julya would spend the next week doing nothing, sitting in a corner of the Caspian's mansion and starving herself. At first she thought she was alone, nobody left--then she remembered Jovanni. Who throughout the week had moved his stuff into the mansion and had tried to not only feed her but give her comfort. Julya never argued or protested this, and soon decided it would be best if he lived with her.

There will be some times where Julya feels like she has to punish herself for what she did, mostly by poking her own eyes out--which would so quickly regenerate. Though a majority of the time it was peaceful. With time she adjusted. Julya is large on saying that she hates people with the exception of Jovanni.

Julya would grow hungry and eventually decided that she should take her life into her own hands, rather than sitting quietly and starving in a dark corner. She began to look for jobs, and eventually lead to her leaning that she could earn money for assassinating others or even just tracking them down.

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julya's muse comes back the same week spotify gives me such a julyacore song .........

This heart will not ache, it is too tired This heart will not break, it is an iron pump It pumps my blood through my veins And arteries, and nothing more

This house is alive with smiles and voices This house is a testament to choices

Foolish lover On the street and glancing Into neighbour's windows As they sit at dinner

Foolish lover On the street and glancing Into neighbour's windows As they sit at dinner Living something more

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okay i log off for tonight but uh have sketchies yea >:)

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" verpiss dich!! where did all of you come from? "

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" nice to see you too, joseph. "

@gazelessmenagerie

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i miss her dearly.

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something something, even though julya is a jjba oc, she works well for other things because in usual timeline she doesn't have a stand--she gets that after jovanni dies and that's. much later. she's just a rock vampire.

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Lara was, to little variety, a ‘ good ’ parent. She spent the first years of raising Julya confused and having to learn how to raise a child who she couldn’t touch without paining herself and/or wearing gloves. Later years up until her eventual death were spent either outside of the house, letting Julya roam outside in the nearby forest. During the time she was outside of the house, she was either drinking or working. Mostly drinking. At times, Lara would come home after days of being out, tired and with little supplies to even feed her child. She managed, barely, however she was lucky her child didn’t die while she was out. By factor of species, this was possible.

Inadvertently, Lara was openly aggressive to anyone who came near Julya, she barely made it known that she had a child. Only her closest friends know, and even then, she wouldn’t tell many of those either. Not helped by the isolation of her home being further away from all else, and her wish to not hurt anyone on accident. Nor did she want to hurt Julya in some way. 

When Julya finally turned the age of 10, Lara had decided to give up. Give up on not only life, but also made the decision that her daughter would as well. She lit a fire inside of her home and laid her daughter to (to her hopefully the last) rest. Lara did die, that night, however Julya did not. 

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Julya’s body is practically eating itself. The pillar half gradually becomes less half and more full with time, as it eats and replaces the remaining human cells. She will go through cycles of being extremely tired, but also extremely hungry, when large portions of cells are being eaten. 

Nirvana, went through a similar process given she was also a halfbreed at one point, however no longer goes through them due to there being no human left in her body.

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Julya will still likely never be taller than any pillar men, however she will likely grow taller once her body has completely developed.

Nirvana used to be quite short, however grew taller during the end of the process and is still sort of growing. Just very very slowly.

[gazelessmenagerie]

kindersturm We are NOT best friends.

★ " Really? Oh well, I guess I'll just have to eat all these chocolate eggs I got for my best friend. A whole dozen cases all for me and no one else unless a certain someone with horns says we're best friends! "

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Julya grimaced, crossing her arms...before reaching out quickly to try and grab for the chocolate eggs.

" oh give those to me- "

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who the hell let Joseph be awake. And what the hell is a baby girl.

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plane just made a post but YES I AM STILL HACKED. IF YOU GET A MESSAGE FROM MY USUAL DISCORD IT AIN'T ME.

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I'm reminded of Julya's intense fear of fire and just. Mmmmm.