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vickie - she/he | kiranbir - she/her | 18+ ONLY! | TERFS can go fuck themselves lol

[kindred-daughter]

blog owner is vickie ✧ warrior of light is kiranbir varlineau ✧ 18+ ONLY @archvictorian 's side WOL specific blog! i'm currently caught up to main story! i try to tag spoilers on this blog, i do not tag spoilers on my main blog. i sometimes forget though, i apologise :( common/reoccuring tags to know (or block!) #arr - #heavensward - #stormblood - #shadowbringers - #endwalker - #dawntrail - all these tags will act as my spoiler tag, please block the according expansions for your benefit :D #certified kiranbir post - posts about kiranbir lore/art/general kiranbir ramblings #certified macaria post - posts about macaria lore/art/general macaria ramblings #certified karthik post - posts about karthik lore/art/general karthik ramblings

i never tag canon ffxiv characters unless its art im proud of, so if you've found this blog... wow hey man. thats so freaking cool :)

[sae-mian]

alright be honest

does your WoL/oc lick the brownie batter off the spoon?

[wolquestion]

5/24/26

Does your wol(oc) have or will have any kids? who are they?

[kindred-daughter]

karthik varlineau the way i would and could and never will hate you no matter how angry and scared you are....

bonus... karthik and ayana... los wiwis :]

[warrior-of-fight-or-flight]

ppl should show me their ffxiv ocs/wols actually id love to go see them on y’all’s blogs but I can’t for spoilers and whatnot. Pretty please

[kindred-daughter]

here's my main wol kiranbir :] i have grown deeply in love and obsessed with her. shes like an infection in my brain that wriggles around and demands me to play dolls with her every day some silly doodles of her beneath the cut if youd like to see more of her <3

^ baby/child is her son named karthik... dont worry about his ages nothing bad happened to him ^_^''

[kindred-daughter]

hi here's baby alphinaud with his favourite mlp characters ☝️ and also here are my hc designs for some of the scions. goodbye

[kindred-daughter]

wolstinien but make them... ponies! i'll include a little bit of lore beneath the cut :} nothing serious just me musing about the au <3

very short and simple but my basic concept goes as such: Cloudjumper is the proud eldest son of his parents, both retired now. His father, pegasus, used to monitor the weather and helped created productive weather patterns. His mother on the otherhand was an earth pony who studied local ecosystems and worked with the fliers in the sky to create safe weather events that wouldn't destroy the ecosystem :]! His parents met, fell in love, and his father moved to live on the ground since his wife couldn't joy him in the skies above. Cloudjumper was raised on the ground, but his love for the skies burned bright as a young foal. He earned his cutie mark early on, and was an early flier. Devastated when he tore his wing in a flying accident, Cloudjumper has been grounded ever since but his love for the skies continue to persist! Taking on a job like his mom, he travels Equstria studying and recording local ecosystems. Specifically he takes on a more dangerous task as he specializes in the study and investigation of unnatural and dangerous weather patterns. Softwhisper is based off my WoL, so I'll save that yapping LOL... They ran into one another when Cloudjumper's work took her past her village and she decided to be a thorn in his side.

[archvictorian]

do people like wolstinien ship art or do i need to be sent to the mines?

[archvictorian]

i actually need to blow her up. why is she so preddy

[archvictorian]

messing with... an au/form for kiranbir... corrupted!kiranbir my ultimate beloved?

she is so cool... i had to fight for my life to take the scs though they were using the background/platform of an endwalker trial boss, and first time i was healing, my cohealer carked it and refused to revive so i had to solo heal ToT then i had 2 do it again bc i didnt wanna take photos while a players body was on the platforrmmmm but shes pretty saur it makes up for it

[archvictorian]

woke up thinking about Kiranbir and Yotsuyu actually. After watching Kil replay STB and being refreshed on the events I'm thinking about them ...

STB spoilers / mention of SA & Prostitution \/

Specifically I do wonder if... that got to her. Ya'know? Being a miqo'te who got advantage of by a pirate in Limsa... how many steps was she away from being put in a similar situation to Yotsuyu and by proxy, how far away was she from adopting that same bitter attitude.

Nothing couldve put Kiran on the same warpath by any means but it does feel like their childhood were similar in some respects, and having that feeling of hopelessness where you can't depend on anyone nor seek comfort in community to deal with the trauma that continues to go on far beyond the initial event.

Kiran was disgusted with her as most people would be, but she could sympathize with the start and I can't help but imagine her holding Yostuyu's hand in a final goodbye should she had allowed it because... in some way it felt a little personal to her. It was scary for her, terrifying, and while there wasn't any solution to the situation in that point in time, it still must've sucked making the only safe decision for herself, others, and all of doma: to kill a victim who never got to be a survivor. who never had any connections or stability... at least Kiran has Thancred, because he was the only one who noticed. If not for him? Well I don't think Kiranbir would've recovered half as much as she did, and that recovery is still shaky at best and a secret she wears tucked deep within her breast that not even her closest friends nor allies are aware of. Just because she feels shame, not that she should have it, but because she's still learning to accept asking for and needing help from others... god.

Kiranbir probably had a moment parallel to Estinien in HW with him leaving flowers at a makeshift grave for Ysayel. She probably disappeared into the night and spent hours searching for the only flowers Yostuyu had mentioned during the fight, and then brought her own favourite flowers and left them alongside an empty grave marked with no body and no name. Goodnight, Yotsuyu. you weren't a good person by any means but you werent given the chance to be... ow. owie.

[archvictorian]

finally out of bed and on my laptop. now thinking about this more... but for totally unrelated thoughts bc i said she parallels estinien's silent mourning for ysayle, and now i think she carries yotsuyu with her a little bit the way he carries ysayle with him.

somethings still haunt her im sure, but i think this one might be like... The One. The one to give her night terrors. the one she'd stay up late at night thinking about. the one she'd consider doing differently. the one she'd consider begging fate to change... do we understand?

how sad. how terrifying. how utterly twisted, after the fact, after it all, there were SO many lives lost both to the Garleans, to the primals, to the ascians ploys. Yotsuyu was just one of many, and she made her bed. She dug it with her own two hands, created a grave and she laid in it, willingly. she knew that line, she crossed it willingly, and kiranbir KNEW that. Kiranbir knows that even if she could've been saved from turning into a primal, that being untempered wouldn't change the cruel, yet traumatized woman who reveled in the death and blood of domans for sick revenge. and yet... Yet. Kiranbir probably still thinks about the what ifs. what if there was another option, another path.

the sad truth is if there had been one, yotsuyu wouldn't have taken it; which is something kiranbir wouldn't want to admit, yet she knows it in her heart.

oughhhh a little ghost that haunts her. she looks to the moon some nights and cries.

[archvictorian]

I'm pacing around my brain house right now wringing my hands together and talking to myself because I saw the "learned helpkessness" tweet again on pinterest and immediately thought of Kiranbir in shadowbringers and now I feel sick...

how cruel it is for fate to do that to her... to spend all of heavensward fighting her own battle against herself, against her possessive father, and a war she never thought would reach her. To loose one of her fighting chances to escape, and then crush all hope of recovery because it just doesn't seem possible again... to slog through all of Stormblood and the some, trying to recover what was left and trying to find something worth fighting for rather then going through the obligated motions as the WoL only to end up in Shadowbringers at the mercy of the Exarch who means well but ultimately sends her to her untimely demise. it's not his fault, he didn't know that someone else had sublimented her soul with additional shards before then, and this was not his plan at all, and yet it must've killed Kiranbir to kill that second light warden only to see the effects on her, and then just submit herself to it quietly. She didn't beg for a way out, nor scratch on the doors if her friends to try and find an alternative solution to killing the wardens... she just went through the motions, played the hero, like she did for Stormblood. She stopped crying, stopped worrying, stopped all of it. She went to bed with a headache and in pain, and she woke up feeling worse until she finally died and killed herself... like wow. ok. whatever. just walk that off I guess

Learned Helplessness post you destroy me. She truly was just wearing a shock collar unable to do anything about it, and she whimpered and whinned whenever she got hurt knowing the outcome and knew nothing could change it. nothing. so why try and why pretend it could be chsnged. she was fated to die ultimately.

[archvictorian]

thinking of it now but I have a very specific image of Kiranbir post revival and I think this adds to it the more I think about it. of course after death she would self destruct on a second life. she's just going through the motions at that poiint- the world is saved and people have no need to the WoL, and yet she's available and what is she meant to do now with her free time???? she's know nothing but being a WoL in the most recent years, and what she knew before that was a truly unh restrictive life that she cant return too. Given a second chance she'd do what she knew how to do: help, and in return she would neglect herself and tear herself apart. it's all she knows how to do anymore. and to be shown something else, and alternative, it feels so alei and uncomfortable because how can you conceptualize a life outside of this? outside of this deep pit in your stomach that is full of despair because youve died once and now you cheat death on a second life but for how long? how long does this get to last? why attempt other wise ... ugh Kiranbir:(