You Know, I Get It

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[qk1w1]

Neil: if i say i love you would you say it back?

Andrew: yes

Neil: i love you

Andrew: it back

[lillapillas]

He pretends he doesnt like drunk neil. Its a lie

[s-hanna-h]

[whoisflattery]

say hi andrew

[crows-and-crumbs]

An (almost) no touch night, where they still make it work because the world didn’t end when they were in college

Feat. King Fluffkins and Sir Fat Cat McCatson

[deklo]

fem!andreil 😌🖤 hehe

pls don’t repost!

[hamrikaa]

"Andrew ghosted a kiss across Neil's hip before–" well, you know 👀

[hamrikaa]

They deserve a good nap 😴

[neil-jortson]

Neil and Andrew’s “you came” “you called” moment was for sure when Neil calls Andrew mid panic attack and they go pick up the new car.

[yukaruuyuh]

NEW ANDRIEL COMIC PAGE! ✨

I just read a incredible fanfic this days that makes me feel so cozy and warm omg I almost wished to die (jk haha) hope u enjoy

[toramirr]

Vodka and Red Bull

[notacluedo]

My piece(s) for @aftgbigbang based on @hemmicknicky ‘s summer camp fic :D

[mini-minish]

neil medalhista inspirado naquela fotona da flavinha ✨🦊 neil at the podium inspired on a picture of flavia saraiva

// comms open!

[foxstens]

kevin day

watched a man be cut into pieces when he was 12 so he would understand what happens to those who defy the moriyamas

was raised in a cult, subjected to extreme labour and pressure and expectations from a young age, running on 16 hour days with no privacy and little to no autonomy

was raised in an environment where everything hinged on his ability to play. was deprived of food and rest if his performance wasn't satisfactory

was abused physically, emotionally, psychologically by his coaches, his godfather, his 'brother'. was forced to watch said brother inflict unimaginable torture on his friend for years

was forced to hide all of that due to also being a celebrity and growing up in the public eye

unexpectedly had to remove himself from that toxic but familiar environment, leaving his friend behind, in order to survive

had to learn how to function outside of that environment while adapting to a new team and using his non-dominant hand for everything in mere months

so yes i think he deserves some respect

[jeanmoreau29]

Kevin Day is like “Please don’t kill yourself we have Exy to play.” And it’s worked like 2 times for some reason

[minyard-05]

aftg from anybody else's perspective would have neil as like. this skittish weird kid who looks like we pulled him out of a dumpster turns out to be actually kind of badass and woah has he secretly been this cool and planned out the whole time?

but it's so important that its from neils pov because we get to know that he actually is a weirdo who's having a panic attack 90% of the time and the other 10% he's serving cunt on accident

[palmettoshenanigans]

40% of his panic attack is related to his serial killer father and mafia ties, 50% of his panic attack is caused by the other 10% that's serving accidental cunt cus it's blowing his cover

[king-fluffikins]

Neil: I must Survive. Nobody can know who I really am. I’ve been on the run for eight years and as far as I’m concerned I still am. Human connection is meaningless. A life I cannot leave in a night is certain death.

Also Neil, to the people trying to kill him: What are you, a fucking pussy? I railed your mom last night and she paid me, which was a nice change of pace. What are you gonna do, cry? Do it, I dare you. I’ll use your tears to water the garden I will grow from your corpse.