I’m All You’ll Ever Need - Jermajesty Jackson
pairing: obsessed! jermajesty x bsf! reader
summary: you work as a production assistant for the michael movie where you meet jermajesty
content: possessive, obsessive behavior. jermajesty is a bit toxic in this one.
Part of working on a film about Michael Jackson meant that there was never really a moment where you could forget how large the project was.
Even on the days when your feet hurt from standing for hours, your hands were full of call sheets, and you had spent the last six hours running from one side of the set to the other, there was always something extraordinary happening around you.
You were a production assistant. It wasn't glamorous. Not usually.
Most days consisted of fetching coffee, relaying messages, finding missing pieces of equipment, organizing schedules, and doing whatever else needed to be done before someone important realized it needed to be done.
You loved the chaos. The constant movement. The feeling that you were somehow a small, insignificant part of something much bigger than yourself.
And, of course, there was the fact that Jaafar Jackson was playing Michael.
You had met Jaafar early into production. He was kind, funny, and surprisingly easy to talk to despite the fact that his last name alone could make almost anyone nervous.
You had been working near set when he had first introduced you to his brother.
"That's my little brother, Jermajesty."
You had looked up from the clipboard in your hands.
No instant realization that your life was about to become something entirely different.
Jermajesty noticed that immediately.
He noticed everything about you immediately.
The way your fingers tightened around your clipboard whenever you were nervous. The way you mindlessly played with your curls when you were trying to focus. The way you smiled at people even when you were exhausted.
He noticed the way you always apologized when someone else bumped into you.
He noticed how you never seemed to know what to do when a man flirted with you.
And, more importantly, he noticed that you didn't seem to have very many men in your life.
That was what made it so easy.
Jermajesty didn't begin by trying to make you fall in love with him.
That would have been too obvious.
Instead, he became your friend. Your best friend.
It happened gradually enough that you didn't even notice it happening.
At first, he would only come to set when Jaafar was working.
Then he started coming even when Jaafar wasn't around.
"You're here again?" You had teased one afternoon.
Jermajesty had shrugged, leaning against the table beside you. "Maybe I like it here."
You raised your brow. "You don't even work here."
He didn’t hesitate with the response. "Maybe I like seeing you."
He had said it so casually that you hadn't thought anything of it.
Jermajesty had watched you do it.
He liked your laugh. He liked that he was the one who had made you do it.
Soon, he was texting you, insistent on getting your number to make sure you got home okay one night.
He always seemed to know when you were tired.
Always seemed to know when something was bothering you.
And you had never had a guy friend like that before.
So you assumed it was normal.
You assumed all guy friends wanted to know where you were.
You assumed all guy friends got irritated when you didn't answer their texts.
You assumed all guy friends wanted to spend nearly every free moment with you, even if it just meant taking a nap.
You assumed it was normal for Jermajesty to stare down every man who spoke to you for too long. You assumed it was normal for him to ask questions about them afterward.
You had looked up from your phone. "Who?"
"The guy." There was something in his voice that you couldn’t quite place, but you had shrugged it off.
You had thought for a moment. "Oh. That's one of the camera assistants."
Jermajesty had smiled. "No reason."
There was always a reason. You just didn't know that yet.
The first time your friends tried to set you up with someone, Jermajesty had been sitting beside you on your couch.
He had insisted that he’d come over, claiming he hadn’t seen you in so long since you were out of town for a day to see your parents.
You had been scrolling through your phone while he watched something on television, your legs draped in his lap.
He had placed them there himself, running his hand up and down your smooth legs.
"Wait," you said suddenly.
Jermajesty looked over. "What?"
"My friends want me to go on a date."
His expression didn't change.
He had tuned his gaze back forward, gazing at what was on the tv. "A date?"
You showed him the message. Jermajesty read it.
He looked at the picture your friends had sent you.
The guy was attractive. Too attractive.
"What do you think?" You asked, valuing his opinion most of all.
Jermajesty looked back at you. "I think you shouldn't go."
He shrugged. "I don't know. He seems like a douchebag."
You gave a light laugh. "You've never met him."
You laughed harder at that.
That night, after you had fallen asleep while watching the movie, he picked up your laptop.
Your messages were already on the screen.
It took him less than a minute.
He sent the message himself.
‘Sorry, I don't think this is going to work out. I don't think I'm interested anymore.’
He waited for the response.
‘Let’s call the date off.’
Perfect. Jermajesty deleted the messages, leaving ‘Let’s call the date off’ for you to see in the morning.
Then he closed the laptop.
And picked you up, carried you to your room, and went to sleep beside you like nothing had happened.
The next morning, you woke up to the message.
You stared at the screen. Your heart sank. Jermajesty noticed.
You turned the phone toward him.
For a moment, he said nothing.
Then his hand found your knee.
His hand tightened. "You are."
It was embarrassing. You had barely known the guy, but you had still been excited.
And now you had been rejected before you had even gotten the chance to meet him.
You looked at him. "What?"
"You don't need anyone else."
His voice was soft. Certain.
He reached for your phone, blocking the guy’s number.
Jermajesty watched it happen.
He had been waiting for this.
Waiting for the moment when you would look at him differently.
"You have me," he repeated. "You don't need some random guy your friends found online."
His thumb brushed over your knee.
"But I'm here, aren't I?"
Because you didn't need to.
He knew you were listening.
"You don't need anyone else in your life," he said quietly. "I'm all you need."
The words should have scared you.
Maybe, if they had come from anyone else, they would have.
But this was Jermajesty. Your best friend.
The person who knew everything about you. The person who always answered your calls. The person who always showed up. The person who made you laugh when you were upset. The person who had slowly, carefully, deliberately made himself the center of your entire life.
So you smiled. And leaned into him.
Jermajesty looked down at you.
His smile was soft. Almost loving.
You still thought he was your best friend.
He had never wanted to be just that.
And now, finally, you were beginning to understand that maybe you didn't want him to be either.
After that, things changed.
Not drastically. Not enough for you to question it.
Jermajesty was simply more affectionate.
At least, that was how he explained it.
He had always been touchy with you, but now there was more of it.
His hand resting on your lower back whenever you were walking through a crowded room.
His fingers wrapping around your wrist when you tried to walk too far ahead of him.
His arm draped over your shoulders whenever you sat beside him.
His hand finding your thigh whenever you were sitting together.
You never thought much of it.
You had never had a close guy friend before.
So when Jermajesty pulled you against his side in public, you assumed that was just what close friends did.
When he rested his chin on your shoulder while you were talking to someone else, you assumed it was normal.
When his hand wandered over your waist and lingered there, you assumed he simply wasn't thinking about it.
Jermajesty was always thinking about it.
He had become especially affectionate at work.
There were always people around.
Crew members. Actors. Your friends.
It made it easier for him to touch you.
He could always pretend it was innocent.
He would come up behind you while you were reading over a call sheet and wrap both arms around your waist.
You gasped. "Jermajesty."
His response was soft. "What?"
He would laugh into your shoulder. "Sorry."
You would try to move away.
He wouldn't let you. "Just give me a second."
"A second for what?" You giggled at his antics.
He would whisper into your neck for only you to hear. "To miss you."
You would roll your eyes.
He would smile against your skin.
Sometimes, he started kissing you.
The first time was on your cheek.
You had been complaining about something that had happened on set, dramatically throwing your hands in the air while Jermajesty listened.
When you finally finished, he leaned forward and pressed a kiss to your cheek.
You stared at him. "Did you just kiss me?"
"Yeah." He said it so casually.
He looked genuinely confused by the question. "Because I love you."
Your heart gave a strange little flutter.
Jermajesty smiled when he saw your expression.
"Not like that," he added, though the words came too quickly.
"Friends can love each other."
Or, at least, that was what you told yourself.
After that, the kisses became more frequent.
Sometimes the corner of your jaw. That one always sent a jolt down your spine.
But they were always casual.
Always followed by the same explanation.
"That's just how I show affection."
"Through physical touch?"
He said it like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
Because Jermajesty did. And he was your best friend.
So when he pressed a kiss to your temple while you were standing beside him at the premiere of Michael, you didn't think anything of it.
You were too busy staring at the cameras.
The premiere was overwhelming.
The lights. The press. The people. The noise.
You had spent months working on the film, and now you were standing there watching everyone celebrate it.
You were dressed beautifully.
Jermajesty had told you that several times already. "You're staying with me tonight."
You glanced at him. "What?"
"You're staying with me."
You laughed. "I have my friends here."
His hand settled against the small of your back. "You can see them later."
He smiled. "I'm protective."
You rolled your eyes, but you didn't move his hand.
You never moved his hand.
You had gotten used to him. To the way he stood close. To the way he touched you. To the way he watched you.
When one of your friends finally came over to pull you away for a picture, Jermajesty's hand tightened around your waist.
You pointed toward your friends.
He stood behind you for the picture, one hand resting firmly on your waist.
When the picture was taken, he didn't move.
His eyes were on the people around you.
On the men who looked at you for too long. On the people who spoke to you as if they had some right to your attention.
Then his gaze returned to you. "You're pretty tonight. Always really. "
You smiled, willing yourself not to get flustered. "Thank you."
You expected another kiss to your cheek.
Instead, his lips brushed against the corner of your jaw.
Soft enough to make you question whether it had even happened.
Jermajesty was already smiling.
You didn’t know how to take that. "What?"
He shrugged. "Showing affection."
You opened your mouth. Then closed it. "No."
His hand slid lower against your waist.
Not enough to be obvious.
Just enough for you to feel it.
Nobody seemed to notice. Or maybe they did. You weren't sure.
Jermajesty leaned closer to your ear.
"You're with me tonight." He repeated.
Your heart fluttered again.
You turned to look at him. He was already watching you.
There was something different in his expression.
Something that made you suddenly aware of just how close he was standing.
"What if I want to go with my friends?"
His smile didn't disappear.
His hand tightened against you. "But you're coming back to me."
It wasn't a question. He was telling you.
You stared at him. Then laughed softly.
Jermajesty smiled. "Yeah."
He leaned down and kissed your forehead.
"Good thing you love me."
Your cheeks were warm. "You're my best friend."
Almost fondly. Almost like he was reminding himself.
Then he looked out toward the crowd.
His hand remained on your waist.
Because Jermajesty was your best friend.
Because this was simply how he showed affection.
Because you had never had a guy friend before.
And because you had no idea that every kiss, every touch, every arm around your waist was slowly teaching you to accept the idea of him being something more.
He knew exactly what he was doing.
And when you finally leaned into him without thinking, resting your head against his chest while the cameras flashed around you, his hand moved up your back.
You didn't see the smile that crossed his face.
You didn't see the satisfaction in his eyes.
You only felt him press another kiss to the top of your head.
"You don't need anybody else."
And this time, you didn't argue. You agreed.