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just hurt myself by attempting to draw something and immediately failing so badly I want to cry. I hate art, and my inability to do it

anyway, back to gaming.

survived one week on new project, got through the game twice, still stressed the fuck out

bruh I hate pokemon but if I want to engage with beastieball at all I'm going to be forced to look at those ugly shits

I was falling asleep upright after work yesterday, but I bravely held off until just before 21 because I didn't want to wake up in the middle of the night.

I ended up sleeping 10-11 hours, and had so many dreams, on different topics- including my previous project and the current one. This is some sort of revenge for switching I guess

#dafaq you mean brain “old Montelli level” it never looked like that!!!#also who are these people those are not the companions in the game #but the plot is correct #and the other one #it wasn't very close #but the steering ffs #I hate the way you move in those games

It just dawned on me I'm gonna have to test sex cutscenes 😩

I really thought it was going to be a rhythm game, but why would they need audio testing for that, they'd have in-house testers for that

#Game tester stuff

i fucking knew I wouldn't be able to fall asleep. I'm supposed to get up in 3 hours.

First day on a new project with no sleep. WONDERFUL.

Kurwa nienawidzę mojego pierdolonego mózgu

everything is pissing me off so badly. Violence. I need more violence which I can enact on people who deserve it

why are pet owners obsessed with animal genitals

"why can't I sleep, am I stressed? I don't have a reason to be stressed" <- changes project and work hours monday, is in the middle of moving, needs to go to the dentist ASAP

#vent #I am not freaking out #im just staying awake through the night because that's how I cope now apparently

dragon pet peeve of mine is when dragon eggs are portrayed as scaly. That's like showing a bird egg covered in skin

i feel so conflicted over changing projects :( I want experience but the current one is so good

I guess I just have to hope it's only two weeks and they don't extend it, gonna be like win-half a win situation