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14. French kiss
She had always thought kisses were such innocent things. A husband’s pecks his wife on the lips, a mother kisses a baby on the forehead, completely innocent and an expression of affection.
But now, Peyton was finding that kisses were more than just little love pecks. They could be something of a more.. sensual nature.
And she found that out very fast after Ellis, whom had her pinned up against a wall in his apartment, started to creep his tongue into her mouth. One hand had her wrist pinned against the wall, while another hand was cupping the side of her face. Every movement his lips or tongue made, sent wild sensations down her spine and into the pit of her stomach. When there tongues began to tangle and dance, she couldn’t help but give a brief whimper.
Kisses may not be innocent anymore.. but Peyton had to admit, she liked them twice as much now than before.
And things had moved so quickly. Lately, Peter couldn’t tell the difference between a really good week or a manic episode. No, not with her. although they had just met again last week, since then, Peter’s mood has been elevated, he’s been more sociable, the thoughts in his head have been racing: and he hasn’t had a good night’s rest since well, he can’t seem to remember when, restless nights, he thought about her. God, he finally had everything he needed. Everything was falling into place. Or maybe he just falling in love. Until he fell apart.
Well, everything’s good has to end, right? The higher you get, the further distance you’ve got to fall.
He could hear something in the back of his head. Screaming. The word was muffled. With his eyes closed shut, he tried to silence it. Until it was right in front of him.
The word STOP screeched in his ears as his eyes opened, Peyton was screaming it. No, she couldn’t have been. This was all in his head. He pulled back immediately and turned around, only to bump into himself///no, a delusion. God, no. It wasn’t real. And he could only think of Peyton’s face, hear her voice, how panicked she must be right now, Peter calm down Peter GOD CALM PETER STOP
He screamed in his head until he found himself screaming it out loud. The scream turned to a whisper. At some point, he had fallen to the ground- And he muttered to himself. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”
As if he could actually be normal.











