this just isnt going to work out.

"𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑚𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑠 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑠." minors dni : 20 : dead dove

[kingrook]

𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑹𝑶:

call me rook or luther i use it/its pronouns

mainly just going to post whatever i want. fair warning ill probably post angry or dead dove stuff.

i dont have the best memory and tend to disappear for awhile. i do not like being referred to as human or anything human like.

𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐝𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐟𝐟 𝐢 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞:

incest, noncon, somno, stalking, kidnapping, gore, underage, xenophilia / monsterfucking, cannibalism, self harm

may add more if i remember them

[kingrook]

gotten so bad i just sit outside at night doing nothing but thinking

[kingrook]

got a week off of work, so far all im doing is sleeping and playing fallout new vegas

[kingrook]

started T about 4 weeks ago and i already have some bottom growth... makes me feel giddy

[kingrook]

i wish i was alive like everyone else.

[kingrook]

i was confessed too and i didnt feel upset afterwards... its like emerging from a cocoon as a butterfly this is so rare for me...

[kingrook]

one day i hope i can tell my friends i love them without feeling like im gonna vomit.

[will-yousteponme]

need a cnc scene where i'm held down and forced to take cock after cock. i can't cum from penetration, so i'd make such a good toy. then made to cum until i'm screaming and begging them to stop, only for them to start fucking me again. repeat until i pass out, and then again when i wake up.

[kingrook]

i have TERRIBLE impulse i wish i did not say yes to this.

[consume-what-you-envy]

a dom placing the softest kiss on your bruises, petting and comforting you aww baby does it hurt? yeah? only to hit you two times harder when you nod yes

[kingrook]

i really hate how lables are treated now, its either youre this or that. people no longer treat them like a spectrum and its so annoying. even if youre unlabeled youre still forced into a box.

its even more annoying when you dont even wanna be seen as human cuz you dont FEEL human. random people around me force me into this box, my friends force me into this box, i HAVE to force myself into this box. it feels so pointless to correct anyone anymore.

theyll gladly call eachother monsters and use theyre preferred pronouns and neos but when its me im a "person" or "them" i only have one name to them. i try so hard to respect them and its like they cant even do that when it come to me.

[kingrook]

next couple of days are gonna be really interesting and im not looking forward to it.

[kingrook]

its really nice finding out youre not crazy about feeling like youre being mistreated by your friends

[rosivaly]

TW for SH i suppose :3?

big bro having me in his lap, holding my arm in place as he forces me to relapse

dragging the razor over and over my wrists and thighs

sobbing but clenching and sucking in his cock more in my boycunt

he can’t help but slice my skin again for me to clench around him again and again

[fluff-snuff]

I keep fantasizing about being taken care of by a cool (predatory) dad…

Dad who buys you all of the video games and snacks you could want

Dad who buys you weed and lets you smoke it at home

Dad who never neglects to tell you how much he loves you

Dad who feels you up when you smoke a little too much…

Dad who tells you it’s normal for father/son bonding to be so intimate

Dad who has you bounce on his lap or bury your face in his crotch when he’s watching TV

Dad who fucks you with a beer bottle when he’s drunk…

[toothy-mutt]

consider: snuff film maker's pet? getting to join in on some films n rough up the victim too, cleaning up the blood and gore of a finished scene and getting fucked by em as a reward, if you're lucky maybe they'll let you use the fresh corpse as your personal toy! just a treat for doing so good for them :) even better if you were intended to be a victim yourself, but they liked you enough to keep you around

[kingrook]

i wish i was loved and normal enough for someone to care if im a virgin or not