hi everyone! sorry i’ve dropped off the face of the earth once again. if you’re following me on twitter, i’ve been going through a rough patch in life and have been taking the smallest of breaks and stuff. that being said, i still want to interact with people here. i currently owe the following people inbox memes:
@pijichu , @alxvensxoul , @xozitao
if you guys would like me to continue or drop the meme/thread pls let me know (replying to this post with an answer is ok!) so i can respond or whatnot accordingly ; ; and to anyone else reading this, feel free to send me something, or start an interaction. i’ll do my best to reply much faster now!
[sms] jinseok I have to give you your Christmas present!
( ♠ ) HVNIBEE SENT A LINE!!
( SMS → HANI “NOONA” ) ( ✉ ) giiiirrrrllllll i have to give you your stuff from LA!! ( ✉ ) when we gonna meet up?? you’re always busy it feels like!! or at least busy when im free.. lol( ✉ ) if not i GUESS ill just have to mail your gifts to you or somethin..
eee thank you!! these sorts of messages make me feel all warm inside :’) i’m really happy to be back, and i know i say it a lot, but i’m forreal gonna try my hardest to come back, especially w/ a bunch of others returning also!! * v * i have a lot of muse for BM and i’m just really excited to bring him back to the dash where he started. so please!! help give me threads for him!! hehehehehehe
Just stopping by to say you're doing an amazing job and to keep it up! Send it to the first ten people (or more) on your dash to spread mun positivity. 💕
thank you & you!! you keep being amazing also! i hope we’re able to roleplay together in the near future!
been a lil busy w/ the quarter starting up again ( professors are bein asses about textbooks ), but i’ll be getting to those follow backs + inbox messages + etc real soon! thanks for all the love towards my muse, it’s making coming back to the dashboard heartwarming. if you ever do need me tho feel free to hit me up on twitter @bigmacchu!!
Seeing as how you won the last game we played together, would you ever cheat in a KARD game then? Get it.. ?
Oh heeeeckk to the no, you did not just throw a lil pun at me just like that!! I ain’t lettin you play no games like that.. you be cheatin now with this pun.. throwin me off. ㅋㅋ but if I ever gotta answer you, cheatin is a big no! Ain’t ever gonna cheat. KARD game or not. Only playin fair and square!!
Let’s see how well this goes... but here’s attempt number 34093857 at tryin to come back to tumblr.. deleted 90% of my posts to start fresh.. so where’s errybody at? Where’s the love? HOW Y’ALL DOIN??
Thank you for existing. Send to ten people you think deserve a sweet message in their inbox. 💖
Oh ma gawdddd.. my heart is burstin at this. Thank you for the sweet message, it made my day!! Right back at you, whoever you are. Thank you for existing and brightening up people’s day with messages like this.
Conveniently I’m online when this is sent.. ahaha. What great timing. 😅 But! To answer you! I’m trying my best at the moment to return to tumblr. It’s a little difficult as I’ve noticed general activity here has lessened dramatically in the past month or so, so I’m struggling to find partners ( or maybe I’m just too shy to approach people, haha ). But. I’ve made a new theme, looked to update some pages, and am hoping to find more active people to follow in the next few days and reach out to those on my dashboard as well. So, I guess you could say I’m attempting to be active right now? There might not be much of a promise there however as I know I’m terrible with dash activity.. 😅😅 I’ve also fallen to the twitter trap.. but! I do want to write more again here. So just. Fingers crossed I remain active for good. If you’re looking to roleplay with me here, please please please do!!! I love meeting new people and having lots of threads!!!
( ♥ ) TAG GAME: MUSE QUESTIONS, ANGER TYPE, AND DISC PERSONALITY TEST!
thank you jkbaws for the tag!
tagging: no one, because i’m inactive af. lmao. if you wanna steal any of these games tho go ahead!
FILL OUT THE QUESTIONS ABOUT YOUR MUSE!
1. WHAT DOES YOUR MUSE SMELL LIKE?
Matthew smells like pure sweat 50% of the time, the other 50% some form of cologne, usually something subtle and not overpowering. He doesn’t mean to be sweaty all the time, but given his near addiction to working out, it’s only a given his natural scent has waned in this direction. The cologne is to cover it up if he fails to shower, or, in some cases, just to smell a little nicer during the day.
2. HOW OFTEN DOES YOUR MUSE BATHE? ANY BATHING HABITS?
He showers at minimum three times a day: once in the morning as he wakes up, again after a gym session to wash off the sweat, and finally again at night after the day’s over. To some it may seem like excess, but to him it’s nothing much, just something he’s grown accustomed to as the years have passed. He’s also accumulated a million shampoo and body wash bottles because of his showering habits; there’s always at least four in his shower at all times. He has no particular bathing habits despite showering so often; if it is considered a “habit,” Matthew simply follows the same “routine” each shower: rinse hair, rinse body, dry off. He may hum to himself in the shower, however, but that is something he doesn’t like to admit to.
3. DOES YOUR MUSE HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS?
Matthew only has his ears pierced, no tattoos. He doesn’t know if he particularly wants any tattoos in the future; for now he’s satisfied with his ears pierced. He has three of them, by the way, two in his left ear and one in the right.
4. ANY FACE / BODY MOVING QUIRKS ( I.E. LEG SHAKING )?
Like anyone, when a little impatient Matthew may begin to shake his leg or tap his fingers against something. But overall, the man can stay fairly still in his seat. That is, unless he’s hyping someone up, then consider Matthew standing and shouting with a huge smile on his face.
5. WHAT DO THEY SLEEP IN?
Usually Matthew is shirtless when he sleeps, accompanied with either a pair of underwear if it’s undeniably hot, or something along the lines of basketball / mesh shorts. If it’s a bit colder he may put on a shirt or tank top and instead sleep in a full “outfit,” and if it’s near winter, possibly sweats instead of shorts. Nothing fancy or matching, as he does not own a full set of pajamas.
6. WHAT IS THEIR FAVORITE PIECE OF CLOTHING?
Probably his vast array of shirts--specifically his tank tops he may wear to dance practices or studio sessions by himself ( and even the gym too! ). They’re easy to move in and don’t cling to his body as he works himself out, which means less sweaty clothing to peel off once the day’s done. He enjoys the freedom of movement in his dressings, hence why most everything he owns is baggy.
7. WHAT DO THEY DO WHEN THEY WAKE UP?
As mentioned in another post, Matthew almost immediately prepares to go to the gym upon waking up. This means quick shower, something to eat, and dressing for a workout. Then he’s off for a few hours as he works out. If there is no time for a gym session in the morning, then upon waking up he simply showers and gets dressed, and then is whisked off to whatever KARD schedule there may be that day.
8. HOW DO THEY SLEEP?
He sleeps on his stomach, usually, with a pillow half tucked under his torso, almost as if he’s cuddling someone. The blanket is usually only pulled up to his waist as well, leaving his shirtless self exposed to the cooler air of the room. Nothing special, but, it is how he favors to sleep. If it’s cold, then he may pull up the blanket all the way and opt to lay on his side, where he can curl up warmly under the covers.
9. WHAT DO THEIR HANDS FEEL LIKE?
Somewhat calloused from lifting weights for years is how Matthew’s hands feel. They aren’t too worn or “hard,” but running one’s fingers across his palms renders the feeling of slight harshness where his hands grasp constantly at the metal bars of weights. Definitely not “soft” or “smooth” in the slightest.
10. IF YOU KISSED THEM, WHAT WOULD THEY USUALLY TASTE LIKE?
Matthew doesn’t share kisses often, or at all as of late for that matter. There’s no pinpointed taste of what his kisses would be; perhaps “normal” for a lack of better terms, just like whatever he may have eaten that day or something along those lines. He’s not one to partake in relationships, so he cannot say what he exactly “tastes” like 100%. Perhaps a bit “powerful”? Heh.
WHAT IS YOUR ANGER TYPE?
RESULTS: NUMBED THROUGH PAIN.
You seem to shut down in situations that would arouse anger. It seems you go into a state of minor shock and your mind struggles to deal with the current situation. You are the kind of person bullies would get bored of. You're like a concrete stone on the outside, but on the inside... You are hurting more than they think.
DISC PERSONALITY TEST!
Take this test and post the results.
The highest percentage is likely to be your most dominant personality factor, the second highest your next most dominant personality factor and so on. As such for you the disc factors are ordered as: dominance, influence, steadiness, compliance.
DOMINANCE: describes the way you deal with problems, assert yourself and control situations. They are usually self-sufficient and individualistic.
INFLUENCE: describes the way you deal with people, the way you communicate and relate to others. They are generally optimistic, outgoing, and socially skilled.
STEADINESS: describes your temperament - patience, persistence, and thoughtfulness. They are usually patient, calm and controlled.
COMPLIANCE: describes how you approach and organize your activity, procedures and responsibilities. They are usually peaceful and adaptable.
NOTE: if you get an equal score of almost all the traits, it could be due to signs of un-diagnosed childhood trauma. A lot adults with a equal scores on these personality tests are often those submissive to expectations of society. To further explain, they do this so they can never “be wrong.”
You have a strong inner motivation to influence people and circumstances. You thrive on competitive situations and challenging assignments. The stresses and pressures of everyday work and life are unlikely to reduce your effectiveness and enthusiasm.
DOMINANCE ( COMPARATIVELY HIGH ):
- enjoy competition and challenge.
- are goal orientated and want to be recognised for their efforts.
- aim high, want authority and are generally resourceful and adaptable.are usually self.
- sufficient and individualistic.
- may lose interest in projects once the challenge has gone and they tend to be impatient and dissatisfied with minor detail.
They are usually direct and positive with people, enjoying being the centre of attraction and may take it for granted that people will think highly of them.
They may have a tendency to be rather critical of others. Consequently, other people may tend to see them as being rather domineering and overpowering.
INFLUENCE ( COMPARATIVELY HIGH ):
- are strongly interested in meeting and being with people.
- are generally optimistic, outgoing, and socially skilled.
- are quick at establishing relationships.
Sometimes their concern for people and people's feelings may make them reluctant to disturb a favourable situation or relationship.
STEADINESS ( COMPARATIVELY LOW ):
- tend to enjoy change and variety in their work and non-work life.
- are expansive by nature and tend not to like routine and repetitive work/activities.
They enjoy stretching themselves intellectually and physically.
COMPLIANCE ( COMPARATIVELY LOW ):
- are independent and uninhibited.
- resent rules and restrictions.
- prefer to be measured by results and are always willing to try the untried.
Free in thought, word and deed, they long for freedom and go to great lengths to achieve it. They feel that repetitive detail and routine work is best "delegated" or avoided.
( ♥ ) TAG GAME: UNDERUSED CHARACTER QUESTIONS!
thank you seouy and sominjn for the tag!
tagging: @kasiun @4dchu @ahnyonce @kngmnzy ( just tagged some recent followers. y’all don’t have to do this if you don’t want to! )
INTRODUCTION:
BIRTH NAME: Matthew Kim ( 매튜김 )
KRN: Kim Jinseok ( 김진석 ) & Kim Woojin ( 김우진 )
STAGE NAME: B.M. ( 비엠 )
AGE: 24 ( INT ) / 26 ( KRN )
BORN: 20 October 1992
WHAT WOULD BE THEIR TWITTER NAME? WHAT SORTS OF TWEETS WOULD THEY TWEET?
Matthew isn’t the most creative of people when it comes to usernames. That being said, however, the lack of creativity arises from him already having “pre-selected” a username for all his social media. He’s sort of established himself as “Big Matthew” and has had the nickname for so long; he can’t really see himself naming his social media any differently. Therefore, his Twitter handle would probably be some form of “bigmatthewww,” like his Instagram is. Maybe a few more Ws or another letter as there is the possibility that “bigmatthewww” may be taken due to K.A.R.D’s surge in popularity ( fans do enjoy having usernames that relate to the band after all! ). The only time he’d choose something different would be if “bigmatthewww” was taken, or he was attempting to hide himself on social media under a private account.
WHAT’S THEIR FAVORITE GENRE OF MOVIES?
He’s always a sucker for action-packed movies. So it’s unsurprising that Matthew tends to favor the action-type films over all else. Superhero flicks are always fun to watch, or heist movies with intense sequences. They’re a roller-coaster of a movie and never cease to capture his attention in full, which can be difficult given his short attention span. And not to mention the fighting sequences or the explosions excite him! Always so amazing to see unfold, as he would say. However, Matthew also favors crude and crass comedy movies if he needs a good laugh, but also won’t hesitate to watch a B-Grade, low budget horror film if he needs something “stupidly funny” to view.
WHAT’S THEIR TOP QUEUE ON NETFLIX?
Given the new and packed schedules, Matthew’s had a harder time to watch Netflix series as of late. However, if he does happen to have time, he’ll find himself viewing random episodes of his favorite shows that are available on the platform. These include American shows such as Parks and Recreation, The Cleveland Show, Power Rangers ( that was his childhood! ) or Japanese anime such as Naruto. If he’s feeling up for it, however, he may attempt to start a popular Netflix original, such as Black Mirror, Stranger Things, or one of the many Marvel series. There’s no promises however that he’d be able to finish them though.
APPLE OR ANDROID?
Matthew currently owns an iPhone 6, making him an Apple user. However, during the Wild Kard Tour and Secret Kard videos, he used an LG / Samsung phone for sake of promotion ( LG is a sponsor of K.A.R.D, as outlined at the beginning of their “Rumor” and “Hola Hola” MVs. ).
FAVORITE SEASON? LEAST FAVORITE SEASON?
Matthew’s a very energetic person and so it’s also unsurprising that he finds summer as his favorite season. He feels he’s most free in the summer; there’s less obligations, the sun’s constantly out, and there’s a number of things you’re able to do that you couldn’t before in other seasons. The brightness of his surrounding reflects on his overly cheery nature in summer as a result. He spent a lot of summers as a kid playing outside, which also adds to the specialty of summer to him. On the flip side, Matthew is not the biggest fan of winter. It’s much colder to him then, and in South Korea it snows, something he’s not quite used to given his overly warm hometown of Los Angeles ( Los Angeles winters are not freezing cold, but at most mild in temperature ),
ARE THEY A BOTTOM, TOP, OR VERSATILE?
Matthew is one-hundred percent a top. He’s dominant in nature and already a natural born-leader type, so it’s no surprise these traits reflect in these aspects. That does not mean he is entirely stubborn or set in his dominant ways, however; if a partner expresses their distaste for an overly dominant Matthew, he will take the time to reel such aspects of him back and allow more control to the other party ( whether intimately or platonically ). This makes him versatile if needed, but for the most part Matthew falls on the definitively “top” spectrum.
DESCRIBE THEIR MORNING ROUTINE. DO THEY WAKE UP EARLY OR SLEEP IN? DO THEY PRESS THE SNOOZE BUTTON A BUNCH OF TIMES OR DO THEY IMMEDIATELY GET UP?
Matthew’s morning routine is nothing overtly special. On any particular morning, if schedules permit, Matthew will wake early: he is not the type to sleep in, weekends especially. At most he may hit snooze once. This is because he finds the morning hours to be time where he can work out and keep himself in shape. Thus, he’ll often wake at early hours, following the wake up call almost immediately with a quick shower and then an hour or so at the gym. He’ll return back home mid-morning / early afternoon, showering again to clean himself of gym sweat before starting his day with K.A.R.D schedules or whatever else has been planned. If an event is scheduled for a particular morning and there is no excuse for him to be late, Matthew will instead wake up in the morning, shower, and then head out to the desired location to participate in said schedule. He will then reserve time at night to work out to make up for the loss of a morning workout, unless he finds himself too tired from whatever the schedule may have been. Usually, though, Matthew has enough energy by the day’s end to hit the gym if he missed his morning routine’s.
