❝ Guess who’s back? Definitely not me! ❞
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❝ Guess who’s back? Definitely not me! ❞
"I remember a while ago, you asked me for my favourite love quote. I couldn't pick my favourite, I know so many, what with being the literature obsessed weirdo I am, and all."
"Anyway- I was re-reading a few novels, not exactly much to do while sitting in a hospital bed waiting to be discharged, right? And I came across a line I hadn't heard in a while. I'd never really paid much attention to it before. When I say before, what I really mean is before I was madly in love. With you, of course, just in case you didn't already know that. Maybe you didn't, sometimes I'm not entirely sure what goes on in that beautiful mind of yours."
“He's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.”
"Courtesy of Emily Bronte and her Wuthering Heights. The Bronte sisters really never fail to impress. So like many things, that made me think of you. Well, more of you. You never really leave my mind anyway, such a funny thing isn't it."
"I'd quote the entire book to you, but I'm tired - as per usual - and somebody would probably sue me for copyright infringement and where would Angus live if I lost my apartment? He'd terrorize the whole city and nobody wants that."
“If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger.”
"At the risk of turning even soppier than I am now, I'll stop. Don't forget to sleep eight hours, eat healthy, and drink your daily dose of coffee, Daisy."
/breathes in, breathes out;
BEAST (B2ST) - '숨' Breath.mp3
RULE 1. You can only say Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks! Now, here’s what you’re supposed to do and please do not spoil the fun. Delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 3-10 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.
Tagged by: rijinculous
Tagging: jeonsamuel taevinyl yunhyxong sugast hyexagon snxrky
I could not capture you even if the words were written in my own blood, because this skin can only hold so much. Because I can no longer look at you without burning. You are too painful for poetry and too big for language. You are far too many things I don’t know how to write about.
Kim Visda, excerpt from “For Lack Of A Better Poem” (via hellanne)
sugar-coated bullets //
Jungkook having to cast a gray background behind him whist shamelessly boasting pretty features and selling out charms his bold confidence sold wasn’t particularly just as challenging as having a thin cloth over his head, one eye poked open and pressed against the optical viewfinder. Officehours included Jungkook coaxing and encouraging the moving doll in front ofhim to keep doing their seduction, working double time in finding the model’s most photogenic angles. It’s almost absurd when the boy shoots a cockeyed glare at his boss for suggesting to get up there and replace the girl who should have been on the call next for the shoot. Jungkook’s initial reaction was to politely decline and mentally cuss at the staff because he had nothing to do on what happens outside the role of position his job brought but he reminded himself that he did something to do with the female’s disappearance for leeching at her neck this morning. Alright, he might have had done a lot to bring it up to this. His conscience waves over and he was left to give a wishy-washy yes. Not that he regretted the feast; he had to control all possible hunger if he was to spend an entire night with Kim Seokjin. Blood would look great on porcelain skin but never on expensive suits, Jungkook might have had it easy but he had a thrifty mind. That's Seokjin's suit, not his. Wounding his date wasn't entirely what you'd advice to the next guy on his first date.
This frugal attitude lead him to just smile, scowl and possible make love to an inanimate object flashing every minute with his eyes and tongue for an hour (he's exaggerating, it only took twenty minutes) because the team manager’s paying him twice as much for the work and this is what he needed, an extra pay, just to afford a spontaneous gift for his hyung. Again, not that he didn’t have the financial security to buy his friend a bouquet of pure white flowers accessorized with diamond jewelry but Kook learned long enough that what comes around goes around. That and, he got free hair and makeup done, that kills two birds at once. He didn’t need to do a gig to look pretty, normally his band members would style him up so he had to personally thank the artist for thickening the pencil rimmed in his eyes to suit his standards. Would anyone say no to a purring Jungkook, not really. That’s how the model Kook replaced for sort of passed away out of blood loss. Ah, well, you win some you lose some.
Nineteen Kakaotalk messages (that could have been deliberately argued as a spam) later he’s parking up at Seokjin’s street, the present on the passenger seat and he’s smiling at thought of the surprise look his hyung would wear when he sees the gift. He swipes a trembling thumb over a specific contact name.
— ❛ Just open the car door, yeah? It’s unlocked – yeah, uh take the passenger seat’s side, cause I’m driving. See you, hyung. ❜
( ' because I stalk yo blog. ) Send me a ship: Jinkook.
runs away— here you go.
Music helps me to express feelings in a way words often cannot.
Jane Chen (via wordsnquotes)
my world (your street) //
Snap and trip. Shutter, it falls. It goes like droplets and it as much as this poem starts in a metaphor. It doesn’t do sense to the brain, logic is abandoned, and mental deprivation is welcomed. Through dark orbs of bright lust and clear white irises reddened in blood that shoots knives and pens against the object of temptation. The subject if the limelight and he gets poetry and verses inspired out of every words he asks, Jiwook’s groaning against the crevices of his fingers, molding unto the shapes of his fists as he the lightning spreads around the bed, creating a makeshift studio in the middle of the night, in the attention of two boys, they are surrounded by camera lights of equipment, they are the center of film from that one thing Jungkook is holding. He pressures more questions at Jiwook.
“How was bed last night?” He doesn’t get an answer. That is the absolute devotion Jungkook likes, or lack thereof, he doesn’t get words from the boy, and by the little silence comes the most suppressed reactions. Snap.
Pitter patter. The rain is starting and it falls into place as much as Jiwook falls into the crisp sheets and Jungkook is holding the camera at level to the hacker. The interruption of their breathing is almost as uninviting as the hits of heavy singular droplets coming into a noisy unison against the window of Jiwook’s room, “What do you fantasize about?” Snap.
It’s always like this, they reunite at rain time. Damp pavements and foggy evenings.
// Jungkook’s settling against the other’s legs, all clothed and civilized as a photographer and whatever pride the name and label gives him as he lets himself be in control with the shutter at the tip of his finger, be in the lead, be in behind the lenses, letting Jiwook be the star, the one that shimmers in sweat and beads in perspiration while Jungkook is as low and hidden as the night sky, waiting for the darkness to swallow him whole. Waiting for Jiwook to tear him apart. “How hard do you come when you touch yourself?” He gets no answer. He gets a wince. That settles enough. Snap.
Jungkook asked for a shoot and with that deal, he will delete all the evidence. Jiwook didn’t agree, but Jungkook compromises, shown just what type of photography he did. Jiwook didn’t ask where Jungkook attained the black clear book – Jungkook finally thanks Jiwook’s uninteresting persona and shortage of curiosity. Bruises on unholy places, parted lips that is pained in blood, a curve of swell bellow a thigh, invisible stretch marks that only appears when it layers in flashes and artificial lightning. Lightning. The professional lights are hot against their skin. Jiwook’s skin, to sway out confusion, having the boy’s shirt removed entirely for the pictorial.
There are close-ups of overly exposed necks and arching backs and Jungkook spaces out, only to get pulled thrice harder into the attraction Jiwook holds.
“Isn’t it about time you fuck me, hyung?” Everything becomes better when he starts getting auditory, with ominous dirty talks against the elder’s face, his lips shoved against the other’s mouth, he’s rough and speedy, like being this racy couldn’t get him to come any slower, but he reminds himself that as soon as his member stir against his loose blue jeans, he is in this for the prize of shots he acquires from the new model. There are enough amounts to sell. He promised not to show his hyung’s face, he states. Before Jiwook is granted the chance to deny Jungkook’s preposition of the invitation, he dissolves under the heat of light together with the camera, leaving Jiwook disconcerted and turned on under the beaming, blinding equipments of florescent lights. The boy can only do so much of threatening the male with a good time.
Again, where did Jungkook supply all these props while he was freshening up in the shower? All Jiwook remembers are the faint coaxes of Jungkook. This is how he got into this mess.
Dearest Kaneki-kun,
I really don't know when you're going to see this, but that's okay. I just wanted you to know that I love you a ton. I know that I'm not the best friend someone could ask for, and I know that life is really shitty 90% of the time. But what I also know is that it's people like you and me who keep going. We endure. We are the everlasting.
I really don't know what I would do without you. You've been my savior in so many ways, and I don't know how I'll ever repay you or thank you enough for that. You never fail to make me smile, and you always remind me what it is to be a best friend. You remind me that souls are precious. You remind me what is is to care for someone else.
Can I be honest? I worry about you, best friend. I worry about all of my friends and family, to be honest. With you it's a worry that life isn't going to give you what you deserve. You've done nothing but be an amazing friend, and life for some reason hasn't seen that yet. Whatever the reason I do know it gets better. That seems impossible, but it does. Trust me. I've been through hell and back. What I've found to help is friends, and I know I may not be much, but you've got me.
I promised you once that no matter what we'd stay together. You promised me that too. I don't go back on my word, and I know you don't either. Always remember our promise? I'll get a matching tattoo with you if I need to if it means you won't forget. I'll get it with your name and maybe some cheesy heart or something. Maybe I'll just get your face tattooed on my back.
If I could I would keep you with me always, and I would take care of you. I would promise you rainbows and sunshine as I fed you more food than you could possibly eat. We would watch dumb indie movies and play music... I would give you the world if I could.
This whole letter is probably a jumbled mess of thoughts, and I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry that I lack your way of painting vivid images with words. I'm sorry that instead you get lame-ass Kim Taehyung leaving you messages in your drafts.
I love you, Kaneki. You're the best friend a phoenix could ask for, and I promise for as long as my immortal soul lives I'll be your best friend. And even though I won't remember this life when I'm in my next, I promise to come back to you and befriend you all over again.
-Tiger hyung
P.S. I owe you a mixtape.
⎾ mingott: ⏌
“Talent has nothing to do with— that." He shoots a glower of warning their way; because here it is, the last straw. He will not debate on such a topic, because if Akira values his words by any extent then he will take it into consideration. For the next few minutes, it’s rather silent. Akira thinking, Minjae praying that the jam of cars will just let up already. This is why the older prefers to not drive the highway, even the train is less expensive and not as time-consuming. Since when can you not take the train from Seoul to Busan? You can! So why didn’t they? Quality time together? He doesn’t even notice the other maneuvering to his knees, and leaning over. The hairs on the back of his neck stand up, and his skin turns cold. What was that? He attempts to nudge the boy back into his seat. “Yah! Don’t say that, you’re not even legal. Put your seat belt on, we’re in a car.” Minjae shifts uncomfortably in his seat, leaning away just a tad, as he clears his throat nervously. What is wrong with the kid, saying such things? It bewilders Minjae, and leaves him feeling empty and sullen. But apparently Akira is kidding, so does it really matter? He dares look over, and sees a cigarette positioned between the boy’s lips. He groans in detest and rolls his head in response. “You don’t listen at all, it’s remarkable. Seriously. I’m your hyung, respect me!”
“Penny for your thoughts,”but a dollar for your insights, Akira thinks – sings in his head and this has the younger spinning sideways to take over his hyung’s car radio, taking a disc from the CD sleeve and smacking it to the player before the first line of his favorite band’s song starts playing. If Kira’s guitar playing might have been annoying, this was taking it to a more exasperating level because there you have it, Minjae’s best friend rocking along to a track and completely disregarding the latter’s solid request by head banging on his seat, hands nowhere to grabbing the belt and securing it around his frail, hyperactive body.
Yet, the way the driver shouts only eludes the boy’s obedience to falter down because these moments when Minjae just drops his guard down and looking absolutely done with Kira’s behavior has the smaller frame cackle in delight every time. He could fool himself the red on Minjae’s face was from a blush dusting his cheeks than the rose crimson hue you see on people when they’re mad pissed.
Yeah, here’s Minjae yelling at Akira and the boy misses these moments, really. When he’s getting on his hyung’s nerves only to be that one solid person to calm the blood pressure rising at Minjae’s nape to his head. So here we have the teenager leaning in, kneeling at his seat and hands on the latter’s shoulder, obviously if the car was to crash at any given minute to this situation, Kira would die from the chunks of shards his body would take from the blow, as per his friend who has a safety belt on, would probably only earn a few minor injuries (if they did get hit by a truck, Akira’s betting he’d be protectively wrapping limbs around the male, when in reality he’d only look like he’s clinging for his dear life). He’s like a small child in a vehicle that’s waiting for a parent to strap him down in the middle of the backseat between two siblings that would make to be his guardian. Except this Aki is sixteen, he should be distinguishing what’s wrong and right, what’s bad from good and what he’s doing right now is borderline evil because he’s taking the cigarette to his mouth once again, not bothering with the windows to be rolled down. Akira dives forward, a bare inch away from Minjae’s mouth and blows the secondhand pollution past the other’s lips. “This is why you don’t let me ride shotgun.”
Well well well.
— ❛ Look what we have here. Did ya miss me, my pretty? ❜
{ ; smiles widely as soon as his eyes met yours, waving warmly before approaching you. } Ah, hello there! I'm Haneul, it's a real pleasure to meet you ~ How are you doing today?
( ' with his neck craning to his side, his squint falters into a long, curious gaze Doll-like eyes rimmed with kohl staring bright ahead with curiosity and pleasure plastered on his face, a hand reaching out Jungkook's lips paints pink with one side tugging up )
"Ah, well Alive and breathing, I guess, hah. Haneul, eh? That's a deep name right there. I go by Jungkook 'round here What's up?"
Lays down here.
— ❛ Heu~ Ah, a human sacrifice for me to feast on, straight into my territory. What a piece of cake you are. ❜
Minjae can only withstand so much of guitar strings strung. So much paranoia — because the older thinks he thinks too much. If only his mind could slow to a dull roar if only for a moment. But no, he’s wondering now — how does that boy, the one he finds so precious, tantalize his fingertips down to calloused pads of skin? And if Minjae, by any chance, was struck more severely with consideration, he’d surely react to images of Akira’s fingers eroded down to fleshy stubs.
In the real world though, there is no missing fingers and it’s not realistic to think a guitar could damage one’s hands so dramatically. And in the real world, heavy traffic holds his car in place, and this seems to cease the raw picking of threads in the seat beside him.
“Thank god—” he remarks with bitter relief. “I thought you’d never stop.” Hoarse laughter punctuates this to emphasize on — what? He tries to pass it off as he’s joking. But he’s not. Maybe his temper is too short.
The two dab in silence for a few moments more and you’d think the driver had prepared for the other’s question based on his immediate reply, if not for their hum of thought beforehand. “I got rid of ‘em. I don’t let anyone smoke in my car, sorry.”
A hand strays from the wheel to throw a playful punch at Akira’s forearm, and he fusses to mock the other’s voice, “Yaaaah— But Minjae—! I can’t live without my smokes.” He chuckles dryly and shakes his head, staring at the vehicle stand-still in front of them. “You ought’a quit anyway. You’re a minor, and, it’ll dry you up to a nasty wheezing prune.” He thinks for a moment, how to sway the boy’s opinion if only a smidgen — hey, compliments always help. “And you’re so cute now! Your skin is so pretty and your voice is nice. Smoking will change that to, uh, decaying skin and you’ll sound like a frog!” Mic drop.
Wait — “And your breath will smell like torched asshole!”
A poor kicked kitten, that’s what Akira resembled as. After taking the hit Minjae blows on his arm, he winces more in slight surprise than of the pain the impact made on his muscle. The kid has the side of his head against the transparent tinted window of his friend’s car, his body curled protectively – and just like the instinct he had overgrown to, he kicks his shoes off the carpet floor to plant the heels of his feet on the edge of the cushion. Fetal positions like this makes him feel the most comfortable and he only ever does this when he’s alone in his room or a scenario with Minjae is happening. Scooting the farthest away from Minjae as he shoots him a look of pure hurt, there are eyes that glint in a layer of fake tears. He clutches at the fabric of his shirt close to his chest, pretending to be heartbroken and it’s absolutely wrenching, the face he makes – accompanied with Akira’s voice cracking in the middle of the sentence.
“Ah, man. This hurts my pride, really. You think my talent is easily sabotaged by a few sticks of tobacco? Truly, you don’t believe in me, hyung. I feel betrayed.”
Akira drops the subject in the end, closing the glove compartment with his toes, feet resting on the dashboard and he’s enjoying his position, really. His forearms on his knees and his head tucked neatly into it, smiling to himself as he secures his face out of Minjae’s sight, he’s grinning in secrecy, almost like a child getting the first taste of rebellion on the very tip of his tongue, too determined to let the trivia of such vice to slip off of his lips. This is why he’s hiding his cackling, he doesn’t know what’s funny, in all honesty, but he finds the words his hyung is saying too spontaneous. The younger misses this. They barely had time to hang out, it’s the schedules, sometimes it has something to do with Akira’s business of being busy and in other cases, he’s too wired at fretting. ‘Ah, a phone call would bother him, that I am sure of,’ ‘he must be practicing – what if he’s at rehearsal, maybe another time.’ Akira pops all these questions on his brain the same way he does with a bottle of champagne on the nights he gets his free time. He’s always so damn jealous of Minjae’s friends and he can’t hide it even when he tried, So, he’s thanking that finally – finally, this trip happened in a whim, the hours of driving, the sudden plans, the organized vacation that only took one phone call. For one short weekend, Akira is sure this will be the longest (and only) bond he’d be able to snatch from the male before reality snaps back at them in the neck and powder the heavy weight of responsibility on their backs when they return to the time-consuming lifestyle at Seoul city that awaits for them.
Back at topic, Akira’s inaudible chuckle becomes obvious when he’s shuddering at the passenger’s seat, head shooting up, the back hitting the head rest with a solid thud and he’s gasping for air, face red. “You wouldn’t know what a torched asshole would smell like, unless you eat ass.”
The boy’s corny like that.
Akira is crawling to Minjae, he kneels on the chair he was sitting at moments ago, hands heavy on the boy’s shoulder blade. The boy’s leaning in, whispering lips blowing air into his hyung’s earlobe. He snorts, finally muttering a coherent sentence. “Do you wanna try that on me, though. Hmn, Min-kkuma?” He’s throwing his head back, going back to his seat, arms hugging his stomach and he’s shrilling in delight.”I’m kidding, I’m – ah,” He wipes a tear (real, this time,) off the side of his eye, finally catching his breath, a lazy smile on his face. “Okay, for real, I’ll open the car window, I’m taking one drag.” He notions a thumb behind his back before feeling for his pants pocket, half an empty pack – Akira stands corrected, there’s three sticks left, two now – and pinches the lighter out of his breast pocket. He looks over at his hyung, lips already closed on the end of the cigar, eyes hopeful yet obedient, as though waiting for a signal of permission or a shake of a head.