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i think developing feelings for a real actual woman has gotten rid of the pervert haze ive been in for the past few months bc now i can imagine myself having a normal relationship with someone

#ill be back to being perverted again once things inevitably dont work out with her so dw yall

im really fighting the urge to deactivate here. sigh. ill resist

#idk what happened i suddenly feel really gross about how perverted ive been

i have a girl i like now and its making me want to put my life back together

#no more porn now...! maybe..#ah maybe i should stop watching it.. i dont know

kinda one of the reasons im hesitant about getting into irl bdsm spaces is that i feel like i dont have the right personality for a dom. like my actual personality is pretty submissive and also i dont think id be very good at like. leading the whole thing..? but i want to lead is the thing im just inexperienced..

feeling the Evil Pervert in me awaken whenever im around a really cute girl whos smaller than me

#extra appealing if shes older but its also ok if we're the same age..

im not attracted to her at all but i really wish i could sexually torment my manager just because shes so submissive. i wish i could force her to watch me fuck her gf (that she definitely doesnt even have)

#really cant stand being around her bc i have to hold back my urge to take her back to my place and fuck her senselessly while insulting her #also the idea of fucking her grosses me out in a way that also turns me on..

had a dream i was fucking this girl who was a lot shorter and smaller than me and when she started straddling me i got really turned on....

#she got on my lap at this like bar place and immediately i was like “oh im taking her to a hotel Now”#also i made her wear a leash and it was 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

tumblr users cannot fathom the concept of a girl who likes jav

#got another hate anon calling me a man -_-#also seemed like it was replying to something but idk what so it was a very weird message ooc

i dont think watching porn made me a pervert freak at all in fact ive been very fixated on sex since even before i really understood what it was

#i also dont think porn gave me any kinks i think they just. introduced me to them and made me realize im into those things.

i love porn because im a perverted sex lover and porn is the only place i can explore dynamics i like that i think are abhorrent in real life.

#like theres also roleplay but im not into that

my relationship with gender is so weird because i really dont like being called a woman at all and id much rather people generally view me as A Guy but at the same time im so connected to my lesbianism and i feel like if i pursue my ideal gender identity ill have to give up such a big part of myself

#i dont label my gender because saying im a guy is also Wrong but id rather people (that im not close with)#assume i am one over assuming im a girl. does that make sense #sorry i like to like roleplay and pretend i am a girl on here (thats how i view it when i refer to myself as one here) so idc if you have #or do call me a girl btw. in case anyone was worried about hurting my feelings or whatever #also i know there are a lot of very masculine lesbians who transition even i just feel like if *I* do it i wont be accepted.

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i gotta clear out my laptop's files before i visit my friend so i dont accidentally open one of my porn screenshots in front of her.. so time to fill up the sunomiki queue again

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i forgot i downloaded a bunch of gravure pics so now i need to remember which ones are my jav girls (and also who they are) and which ones are just normal gravure idols

#reverse image search will be doing all the work here

i gotta clear out my laptop's files before i visit my friend so i dont accidentally open one of my porn screenshots in front of her.. so time to fill up the sunomiki queue again

#need to figure out where to put all my videos i downloaded too bc i think im out of space on my google drive #should make another one ig

sometimes i get scared im a pedophile and then i see an actual kid and im like oh nvm.

#like i dont really have a Complex or anything about liking jav but then people are like “jav is weird bc all the women in it look underage”#so i get scared that im like a super creep but like. i dont know man these women do look young but i wouldnt say they look underage #like have yall seen what teenagers actually look like

getting turned on by watching matsui hinako scream and cry while shes being raped by mizukawa jun.. maybe i am an evil pervert

i dont want to mention this on my main blog in case whoever sent those asks is lurking but after i made that post on my other account about some anon asking me if i was a biological woman i got Another ask that was like "i always knew were you a man even on your old account because no female would post about porn this much" and its just like wow transphobes are so stupid its not even funny.

#“you must be a man because of how much you like sex” god forbid a girl be horny.#like insisting im not a girl because i watch lesbian porn of all things is just so. ok.#im not gonna use me being cis as like an argument here either because like.#women (trans or cis) should be allowed to watch porn without that being seen as a “male” thing to be doing

my ideal relationship is me as the 3rd in a mother/daughter couple so i could be pampered by the mother and then let out all my sexual urges on the daughter

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