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avarice zarkova ; she / they ; aubri ibrag
cyrus bostick ; he / him ; jonathan daviss

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LOADING .. 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕 …
𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒄𝒄𝒆𝒔𝒔 :
avarice zarkova ; she / they ; aubri ibrag
cyrus bostick ; he / him ; jonathan daviss
Patti sat cross-legged in the middle of their dormitory, white faux fur coat enveloping them completely (three sizes too big). They even had a matching Russian hat atop their shaggy mullet; it was a clammy kind of cold, this comedown, a lot of shrugging on and off. Another snip of kitchen scissors. Glossy magazine paper fluttered to land besides their knee. They'd been completely engrossed moodboarding their latest short and would've remained that way, jaggedly cutting around eyes and gluing them inside of open, laughing mouths, closed eyelids sprouting monstrous crows wings, if it weren't for the shrieking meow Doom let out from the hall. Pushing to their feet, the scissors clattered forgotten, and Patti padded much alike their black cat to find her, claws scrabbling to demand entry to the room next door. "Bad slime. Cursed territory." Clearly the scratching had garnered attention from inside, because suddenly Cyrus was opening the door, finding Patti barefoot and cradling Doom, the cat's left fang sticking out like a spiky exclamation point. Rather than acknowledge their part in anything, Patti raised an eyebrow as if responding to a grievously unjust disturbance. "Well? Can we help you?" @kismutt
someone had once told cyrus, 'don't fuck around where you sleep', which .. okay, admittedly, that someone had been his father. and the advice had been in relation to getting caught in his home office with one of cyrus's nannies sitting on his desk, singing an off key rendition of marilyn monroe's happy birthday while cyrus shredded papers downstairs. he went through a phase when he was that age, eight or so, where he loved to watch things fall apart: elaborate lego builds that he'd have someone else make for him just to smash to bits, each click of pieces snapping apart scratching a strange itch. block puzzles, where it felt as satisfying to lose the tiger shape all together than to drop it neatly into place. THAT is the natural order of things, he would say now. things fall apart .. the center cannot hold! he would quote now. maybe it's okay sometimes to fuck around where you sleep, he'd say now, opening his door to a scratching he'd been fairly certain was a friend come to pry him out of his own dribbling hangover. "cachau bant," he was already saying before his eyes fell to the floor. "oooh, now this. this is worse." resisting the urge to slam the door back in patti's face - it's hardly even nightfall, he wanted to groan, lips twitching downwards in a prudish grimace - cyrus allowed himself to squat, which was admittedly an awkward gesture. he struggled, at first, to decide how to bend, to lower himself, twisting like a vine that hadn't soaked up enough water before sprouting. when he did finally reach the ground he was left balancing on the tips of his fingers like they were small ballerinas on pointe, waiting for their count. "doomie. doom and gloom. professor doom. pleasure." and he pantomimed lifting a limp wrist, nodding in the cat's direction politely, face puckered and tart. the act fell like his wrist when he returned to patti's sharp gaze. they reminded him of cassandra, sometimes. someone who saw something more than he did. it unsettled him deeply. "so. i assume you're here to tell me off for something, yeah? you hear how good i did with my tour? think i have myself a fan club now. genuine. try not to be jealous, it's a really unbecoming look on you. too human."
location: rabbithole, several hours later ....
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staying put was more of a challenge than the langston transfer was willing to admit – in her defense, she was scheduled for a show that evening, which meant she’d harassed the rabbithole staff enough for them to agree to give her the post-lunch pre-dinner opening, no coincidence half the place’s customers were still broken off on campus tours. avarice was smiling, an expression that was decidedly unsettling to anyone familiar with the dj. her fingers moved like circuits, as one might type a strongly worded letter, forceful and erratic. she’d been told more than once she really knew how to push someone’s buttons. if only they knew, she’d hum to herself, how good i am with a launchpad. the crowd gathered before her only fed her undeniable god complex, and the tickle that set off in her chest ( where a heart might likely be, one day, excavated in all its fossilized glory ) was pleasant, indeed. it was, unfortunately, embarrassingly easy to stroke avarice’s ego. the ten or so college students, and the real fans she could count on .. less than one hand, were jumping, off beat so that the small crowd seemed to pulse. this is why she always felt as though she were pulling on puppet strings as her fingers sprayed – more bullets, now, than triggers – against her equipment.
“requests? requests?” she finally looked up from her own hands, though she still felt them buzz just below her line of vision, almost glowing with heat. “you look like you’ve got a song on your mind,” finally, with a finger like a knife, she called from the small stage. “if it’s good, I’ll let you touch the buttons.” her eyebrows wriggled like dainty, carnivorous worms.
( jonathan daviss. twenty4. cis man. he/him. ) thank god you’re here, man - have you seen CYRUS BOSTICK anywhere? i totally lost them after their rendition of house song by searows last night. no? they’re like, aye - high and go to PALLADIAN - i think they’re a SENIOR studying FOREIGN LANGUAGES (LATIN, WELSH, GAELIC)? but who knows, these days. all i know is that they’re POSH, DEBONAIR and a CAPRICORN . last night they kept going on and on about how they won LEAST LIKELY TO BENEFIT OFF THEIR NEPOTISM last year, which is cool and whatever, but i just wouldn’t expect it out of them, considering they’re so, like, COMPETITIVE AND SHREWD, you know? anyways - i’m going to check down by wickham-on-heath park and beach, i think that’s where they like to hang. text me if you see them, okay? bye! / as penned by alli. twenty5. cst.
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