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[kittenpaws404]

A little bit of context;

I live with a friend, They work and I go to school. I cannot drive due to personal reasons and my need of glasses.

My friend is called, Housemate. Housemate’s girlfriend is called, Miss. Housemate’s youngest cousin is called, Gremlin.

I do things with yarn, compose, make the occasional puppet and random food combinations.

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It's been a while...

I haven't posted in like a year.. and during that year;

*I got glasses

*got my drivers license

*got into a romantic relationship with my partner, a year and a half and still going strong.

I'm now living with my aunt and uncle, to be closer to my Nana who has dementia. I quit my job back in November due to mental health issues, and haven't been able to find a job since unfortunately. My mental health has gotten better since quitting, but it's slowly being chipped away due to not being able to find a job... And the us government is facing yet, another, shut down.

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Back at it again! :D

Both Miss and Housemate have threatened to buy a child-leash for me. As I have yet again, managed to get into a near death experience and gotten myself hurt while out in public with them.

Please look both ways before crossing the street. 

I can assure you that bouncing off a moving vehicle was not fun for the people around me, nor the driver who i ran into. Thankfully the only injury i sustained was a friction burn on my upper right arm, and the vehicle was not harmed.

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Kittens, Why??

Long time no post, huh? Anyways; Miss decided to adopt a small black and white street cat about 4 months ago- well unbeknownst to us, the little street cat was about 1-5 days pregnant at the time of her adoption. She gave birth to 3 kittens, 2 males and 1 female, they like their mother are also black and white. They are now 6 weeks old, and I have decided (possibly against better judgment) to write down some of the things both Miss, Housemate, and I have had to ‘yell’ at the kittens about.

- “That is a candle- No Don’t- Creator f;;;ing d;;;;t... now how am I supposed to clean up a giant puddle of wax off of the carpet...” -Housmate

-”please stop licking my ears, ear wax does not taste that good does it?” -Me

-”Please remove your bum from my face, I don’t appreciate it.. That does not mean turn around and lick my mo- *choking and gagging ensues*” -Me

-”Aww you want to try some pizza? be careful its hot... Oh dear.. no more pizza for you little one. I am so sorry”- Miss, after one of the kittens threw up pizza

-”Can I just chill on the couch in peace without you fuzzballs playing with my pants?” -Housemate

-”I don’t think you need coffee, little one.... See I told you now leave my mug alone, okay?”- Miss, when one of the kittens decided to try some of her coffee

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Me and Miss had a movie night yesterday and we watched Disney's Encanto. We both loved it and I absolutely adored Dolores, because she would do the little hiccup squeaks like me every now and then.

Miss seemed to like Bruno because she could relate to him, to an extent. Now me and Miss are tempted to try and learn some Colombian recipes to surprise Housemate with.

Housemate's grandma(abeula) was from Colombia and she passed some time ago before Housemate was able to properly learn how to cook and no one kept her recipes so they only have vague memories of their abeula's cooking. But luckily for us, they do have some old pictures of some of the food she cooked for birthdays/get togethers/holidays so some of the recipes for said food should be easy(ish) to find.

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Merry honking xmas.

*Someone* thought it was a good Idea to let me drive a motorcycle because I cannot drive a car due to the fact I'm pretty much blind...  Other than the fact that I am blind, there is another major problem with this idea- I'm a major cactus thorn with pretty good balance.

Now, Imagine; A person in a panda onsie, popping a wheelie for an extended amount of time, laughing hysterically and chasing a (not sober) person down an unlit back-road in the middle of the night. Too bad I only found out that you could play music on a motorcycle after this occurred, I know just the perfect song I should've played while being a menace on a motorcycle.

Anyways, screw this ‘holy’ holiday- I’m making the most of the night.

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Spiny head

I’m starting to actually experience normal emotions, I think. But whenever I try to figure out what the emotion I am feeling is my head starts to spin and It makes me feel dark...like I could hurt someone... if that makes sense...

I’m not sure anymore, all I know is that the weather outside is absolutely amazing, though Miss doesn’t like it due to it being ‘too cold’ and Housemate doesn’t really mind because it give them an excuse to be a little extra lazy and comfy. 

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Turkey day

This will be my second year celebrating Turkey day with Housemate. We don’t celebrate thanksgiving due to the absolutely messed up history and mistreatment of the native americans here before us.

Turkey day is a replacement holiday for thanksgiving that me and Housemate came up with and celebrate in place of thanksgiving. We gather up our friends, and family we are still on good terms with and eat a big meal that mainly consists of: turkey (or deer if we’re lucky), dandelion salad (if possible), country salad, hand made panini bread/yeast rolls, mashed berry sauce, and mixed teas.  And after everyone is done eating the main meal we all catch up with each-other and do bonding activities, like make deserts or work on a quilt, teach each other how to do something new, proudly present an accomplishment to everyone or start up the group karaoke. We all stay together until 5.00h the next day.  I am honestly looking forward to this year's gathering as Miss will be joining us, and she is an amazing cook and a joy to be around :)

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Time Keeps

My birthday is about a little less than 4 months away. 11/3 Housemate’s birthday is a little more than 9 months away. 22/7 Miss’ birthday is a little less than 2 months away. 22/12

I done good and earned myself a second hand acoustic guitar. Our neighbor is in poor health and their daughter was trying to help move them out of their house and into her’s so that she could look after them better and in a more clean environment. I overheard them drop something heavy out on their driveway and looked out the window to see what happened and if I could help in anyway, I seen that I could told Housemate and Miss what was going on and I went to help.  I helped them load up the mover haul, and brought them food at second meal time. Neighbor said they wished that they could repay my kindness in some way, and his daughter asked if they still had their old guitar and they did. I tried to say that they didn’t have to repay me in anyway and that knowing I could help and make someone’s life easier was payment enough, but they insisted on using their guitar as payment. So now my latest task is to learn how to play the guitar.

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Thank you Kind sir

The past few weeks haven’t been going as well as I wished them to be unfortunately... as one could probably tell from my previous post...

As of a few days ago I asked a rather silly question on P.h. that was answered by one of the admin in a kind manner. I sent him a plush with a message of thanks wishing him well, and he sent one back with a welcome.. Well today I logged in later than usual and looked through my notifications only to find about 3-4 pages worth of plushie notifications all from Jacharias, the kind admin who answered my question few days prior.

If on the off chance you read this sir, please know that your random act of kindness is greatly appreciated and made my day a whole lot more brighter. I wish you the best of luck in all of this months endeavors, and I sincerely hope that you have an absolutely splendid rest of your year.

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It’s all in your head, theres no need to feel such things. You are fine, you have friends, you have people who love you. 

Dont upset them, theyll get mad if they see your skin, theyll hate you. Theyll leave you again and youll be all alone. Like the weak pathetic scrap of dirty skin you are.

They wont leave you, you need help. They will help you. Youre not weak, youre strong, youve made it this far you can rest now and go a little more later.

Your grades are slipping, youre failing.

You have 2As and 2Bs, youre doing well considering your classes

Just end this madness already, no one will truly miss you, theyre scared of you and as such lie to you so that you wont hurt them.

Please hold on just a little bit more, they will miss you, they live their own lives and are only trying to return your kindness.

Youre lying to yourself again... Time to put an end to this

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Fun today

Miss and Housemate decided to take me on one of their walks- we walked for 3 whole hours with no breaks, and it was enjoyable. They even let me pick out a fancy water at the store- it was strawberry flavoured, it was good and refreshing (: 

I also had the dosage of my medication doubled a week or so ago, and am just now getting used to it... Drastic mood swings and random bursts of energy are not fun- but thankfully they evened out and am now back to acting like my normal self (:

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Why...

Apparently I eat weird compared to others at my school. And because of this someone took a video of me eating at lunch and posted it online and shared it with their friends.. this happened about a week ago and I’m just now finding out about it.. I’m really not sure how much more of this stupidity I can take at this point.

I’m scared to tell Housemate or Miss because last time something like this happened they called the dean and the person who did it got their phone taken and a weeks worth of detention, while people started calling me racist as the person who got detention didn’t look like me and I unlike them.

I really do not want to be here anymore, but I am too scared to leave

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Darnnit

Miss is upset with me because I’ve been lying and saying that I have been eating consistently, when I haven’t. The only reason she found out was because my blood pressure was surprisingly high considering my diet.. Good golly geese, I don’t wanna eat if I don’t absolutely have to... I’ve already lost a good bit of weight and I’d like to keep it off, I don’t want to be fat anymore...

Miss doesn’t want to hear it, and neither does Housemate- Maybe I’ll be able to convince them to let me eat half of what they give/assign for me to eat? And eat the other half later.. Maybe that’ll work.. Hopefully it will work.

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Caffeine problem

So, Miss wanted to see what would happen if I drank an energy drink... apparently nothing happens.

After a few hours and a bunch of water to help flush the energy drink out of my system, Miss gave me a cup of coffee, straight- no sugar, milk/creamer. I am absolutely wired and shaking like a leaf... So turns out I can drink energy drinks, but not coffee. 

So it’s not the caffeine that’s causing problems, but something in the coffee is. The results of this little experiment are fascinating 

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Something isn’t right...

I’ve been extremely tired and part of my neck is swollen and hurts.. I’m not sure what’s going on but I hope it goes away soon... 

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Many Ideas

I have had so many ideas for things to make and sell- and Housemate suggested that I write them down somewhere, so that’s what I’m doing... I might even make another blog for all of my creations (:

Anyways here’s the list; - Pie pillows (Apple,Blueberry,Cherry,Peach,Plum,Pumpkin) - Mellon pillows (Watermelon,Honeydew,Cantaloupe) - Citrus pillows (Lemon,Orange,Lime) - Pumpkin - Stuffies (Bear,Cat,Dog,Rabbit,Fox) - Ghost - Bats - Cuddle Pills - Poro(s) from League of Legends - Scarves - Drawstring bags - Raccoon dolls - Frogs - Rats - Llamas - Pokeball