I hate feeling helpless when my boyfriend is not in the greatest mindset. I wish I could take all of his worries and pain away. I ask him if he needs anything or if there's anything he wants to talk about, but he shuts me off. He's gotten better over the years, but he'll still do it sometimes. It hurts knowing he's struggling and I cannot do a damn thing. He is the light of my life, and I only wish him the best in life.
Plus, it's his birthday today, which makes me more upset that he's not in the best headspace. :(











