breaking down

"Oh why, Oh why Oh why haven't you been there for me? Can't you see, I'm losing my mind this time?" Kitley || 20 || Sophomore || Hufflepuff || Bisexual

[xandermurdoch]

“Absolutely.” He smiled and pulled away. Smiling sheepishly, he shrugged. “I don’t know, I mean if you want to be then yeah. Sure. I’d like that.”

[kittycalloway-blog]

“Okay! Okay, then-- then we’re-- together.”

[addisonripley-blog]

I think it looks rather nice, who gives a fuck. Guyliner. 

[kittycalloway-blog]

I wouldn’t even call it “guyliner”. My masculinity isn’t that fragile. It’s just eyeliner, still.

[connorvivera]

“Nope, bad idea.”

[kittycalloway-blog]

“You’re making me quite suspicious,”

[cadeblackwood-blog]

I think it looks nice? I don’t know, I’d probably stab myself in the eye. 

[kittycalloway-blog]

I um-- it’s not hard once you get used to it...

[xandermurdoch]

Xander smiled as he kissed him back before slowly pulling away. “That works better.” Grinning, he kissed him again.

[kittycalloway-blog]

“Much better, yeah,” Kitley agreed, accepting Xander’s kisses. He pulled away again after a bit. “Wait, um-- does this mean-- like, are we...?” He asked, trailing off.

[xandermurdoch]

“I really like you and I don’t know how to handle that. So I bought you a rubber duck, except I lost it on the way here. But I tried.” -Unknown

Xander and Kitley moodboard

kittycalloway

[connorvivera]

“Don’t even bother asking…”

[kittycalloway-blog]

“I kinda want to, though...?”

[xandermurdoch]

Xander smiled nervously before going to kiss him. Missing Kitley’s mouth completely, his face tinged red. “And I completely missed. I may have to hide for eternity because of that.”

[kittycalloway-blog]

“Or I can just...” Kitley mumbled, bringing a hand up to cup Xander’s cheek before kissing him.

[xandermurdoch]

“Okay” He smiled and reached out for him to come closer so he could kiss him

[kittycalloway-blog]

Kitley grabbed Xander’s hand, shuffling closer to him, a bit nervously. 

[xandermurdoch]

“Yeah? How about a more direct kiss then to make up for it?”

[kittycalloway-blog]

“I think that would be very nice, yes,”

[xandermurdoch]

“Well then, this works well. No, what do they say about it?”

[kittycalloway-blog]

“They say that it’s like indirect kissing,” 

[xandermurdoch]

“Yep, or at least as far as I know I do.” He smiled and nodded. “Yeah, if you don’t mind I would very much appreciate it.” He got the vibe that Kitley was a muffin. And he was right. Kitley is, indeed, a giant muffin. Just like the person that plays him is also a giant muffin. I’m also trying to fill space because I have no idea what to type. You’re welcome. “Yeah? I’m glad that you do, I was kind of nervous that you didn’t.” He smiled. 

[kittycalloway-blog]

“Okay, um.. what kinda stuff do you like? They’ve got steaks and stuff but there’s also a big list of sandwiches and burgers...” He trailed off, looking over the menu. Kitley may have been a muffin but he didn’t know he was a muffin and the person playing him definitely isn’t a muffin so Kitley’s player assumes Xander’s player is on some mad drugs. Thank you. “I mean, why wouldn’t I? You’ve been nothing but kind to me.”

[xandermurdoch]

“Yeah, I know this is yours. But that’s not going to stop me from drinking it.”

[kittycalloway-blog]

“It’s okay, I’m not an alcohol fan anyways. You know what they say about drinking after other people, though, don’t you?”

[xandermurdoch]

“See, you would make an awful  villain.” He laughed again, there was no lie. Sitting back in his chair, he smiled at Kitley and gave a small nod. “Yeah, at least eating doesn’t require eyesight.” He shrugged “Because I like you, I don’t know. I’m usually an asshole and you make me not want to act like an asshole, which is cool.”

[kittycalloway-blog]

“You have tastebuds, though, right?” He joked lightly, smiling to himself as he flipped through his menu. “Oh, right, and um-- if you want me to read off some of the menu for you, I totally will,” Kitley offered. Truly, he’d gotten the asshole vibe from Xander in the beginning, but now it was different. Kitley knew he wasn’t always grumpy. “I’m glad you feel that way... I um-- I like you too, you know,”

[xandermurdoch]

“Oh yes, I have destroyed your plans. Which I somehow get a feeling would end in you trying to push me in front of a car then feeling bad about it and end up hurting yourself in the process.” He laughed, still picking at the skin around his thumb nail as he talked. “I don’t really have one. But I’m enjoying this, if that counts. This might be my favorite thing so far.”

[kittycalloway-blog]

“I’d probably cry if I’d even thought about it,” He laughed, half-joking but really, where was the lie? He blushed a considerable amount after Xander’s next sentence, and it was times like these were he was slightly thankful the other couldn’t see him. “I-- uhah, uh-- re-really...?” He paused again, chewing the inside of his cheek. “Can I ask um-- why.. uh... why me?”

[xandermurdoch]

Xander sat down and nodded. Smiling, he nodded. “Of course I trust your word for it. So far you haven’t led me into oncoming traffic or anything.” sat back in his chair, attempting to block out the sounds around them. “So uh….what place has been your favorite so far that we stopped at?” he picked at the skin around his nail while he waited.

[kittycalloway-blog]

“Oh, darn, you’ve revealed my evil plans,” He laughed, trying not to sound like he was laughing nervously, but he definitely was. “I uhhh...” He tapped his chin in thought. “I think Belgium,” He said, resisting the urge to say something dumb and sappy like ‘anywhere that i ended up hanging out with you’, since that was just sappy and uncalled for. “H-how about you...?”

[kainedario-deactivated20160506]

People assume everything somebody does is for them.

[kittycalloway-blog]

Which just isn’t true. I barely even know you people, and it’s my face.