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- sub/dom, mommy kink, g!p, and more
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@kittyl1z
hi, this is sienna and its my second acc, @jiwon1es for ive fluff. i'm 19 and i'm jiwon's gf !
writing ive smut:
- ive x fem!reader
- sub/dom, mommy kink, g!p, and more
— THE ONLY EXCEPTION
sophia laforteza x loser g!p reader
summary: with the members scattered around the house, you find yourself trying to keep quiet with sophia
warnings/tags: nsfw content, language, established relationship, 7th member!reader, risky sex, gagging, unprotected sex, riding, cumming inside, not proofread
minors dni
pt 1
laying down on your bed, you were half paying attention to the movie that was playing. it was an off day for you all thankfully, so you were taking the day to relax and lounge around without having to worry about anything. you had been in your room since you woke up, so it wasn't a surprise when you heard a soft knock on the door, and a familiar voice calling your name.
"come in!" you call out loud enough for her to hear.
"CHEERLEADING"
pairing: cheerleader!daniela avanzini x basketballplayer!reader
synopsys: in the lead up to the final, you struggle with the weight of expectations and pressure, but you find solace in daniela's support. the long-awaited day comes, the score is tied and there are only seconds left. you and your team fight hard, actually securing the win. the victory is sweet, but there's something else that makes the moment unforgettable.
tags/warnings: language, fluff, established relationship, a lot of comfort, daniela reassures reader, some suggestive jokes, kissing, hugs, they're so cute I'm gonna cry, mention of newjeans minji
wc: +3,9k
a/n: I decided to do basketball because idk shit about football, so yeah... and also because it was the only other sport that I knew had a cheerleader team. I'm also sorry guys, we don't really see a lot of cheerleader!dani in this story, maybe I could expand it someday...
you let out a deep breath as daniela, your girlfriend, rubbed your shoulders. her fingers worked into your muscles, easing the tension that had built up until now, circular motions kneading your flesh with a pressure that made you sigh in satisfaction. you were sitting on a bench on the side of the basketball court while the rest of your teammates moved quickly up and down the playing area. their movements were accompanied by the squeaky rhythm of sneakers rubbing on the polished wood floor and the echo of bouncing balls.
the last part got me crying ngl i love this sm <3!!
Si me ven hablándole feo a @kittyl1z no es a propósito es que está chiquita y es con cariño
usar esa foto es manipulación para que no diga nada en contra tuyo 🫵
Lara x me fem reader 😫 🥺 pls
IM TRYING 🙏 this is so hard cs i wanna write soo many fics about katz atp 😭 and i can’t even translate the dani fic omg
I’m Sophia in that pic ‘cause I wanna read more about the girlies
dude all the katseye writers here are SO talented, their minds are just *chef kisses*
Lara x me fem reader 😫 🥺 pls
IM TRYING 🙏 this is so hard cs i wanna write soo many fics about katz atp 😭 and i can’t even translate the dani fic omg
♨ lara raj . 𓄹⠀𓈒 ㅤׄ what am i to you? ㅤ𓄼 ⠀ㅤ
ii. ───“I guess they'd think we suit each other. If they saw us,” Lara says, biting her lower lip. “Everyone thought so, didn't they?”
“Yeah,” Yn agrees lightly, something short and quick that makes time stop. “Some things never change, right?”
This is what happens when you suddenly run into your ex-girlfriend in a coffee shop on a Wednesday. This is what happens when you agree to go out with her on something that shouldn't sound like a date. This is what happens when it does sound a lot like one, actually, and you've never really gotten over her.
But, well, Yn and Lara like to think that this is just the natural order of things.
�𝗣𝗔𝗜𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚 𓈒𓈒𓈒 Lara Raj ⋆ 𝑓𝑒𝑚 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 ・ 𝑤𝑐. 7.k ・ 𝑔. 𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿f , hurt/comfort—Exes to Lovers. that embarrassing moment when you see your ex for the first time after a while 😓
Lara likes to call herself a lucky person. Over the years, she has often found herself in situations where only the good grace of luck could save her. Like that kind of moment when you're a kid and you've just broken your mother's favorite plate, and then she finds out and she's angry. And, like the good liar that you are, you just put the blame on the dog or cat or whatever it is that could break something other than you.
For some reason, your mother believes you, you're free from any scolding, and that's luck. Lara really loves that.
Lately, though, She's been trying too hard to hold on to that thought. It shouldn't be difficult, you know, but it is. After a certain point, Lara should just have given up looking for the thing that would keep getting her out of scoldings and bad situations that leave her puffy-eyed in the morning after a night of pure crying. Surely, as the stubborn person she is and always has been, none of that would make her stop believing that it would all be worth it one day. Because, of course, there's only one thing sweeter than luck, and it's called karma.
Again, Lara likes to call herself a lucky person. It doesn't necessarily mean that she is—the universe has proven that to her a lot of times.
And, well, this is one of them, that's for sure. It's a Wednesday, it’s spring, and she needs a coffee. Like, physically needs it, becauses she's miserable to the point of having become addicted to caffeine at the age of nineteen, and apparently, it hasn't ruined her life enough for her to have done anything about it at all.
Much because of her desperation for coffee, Lara just walks into the first coffee shop that happens to be in front of her, without really caring about how it all sounds. This leads her into a relatively empty one, with just a few people sitting at tables studying or working, too distracted to pay attention to anything.
She’s quick to make her order: an iced Americano that she would later make a point of adding a lot of sugar to. It's a soft smile on her lips that she gives to the barista before standing in a corner next to the counter where they hand out the orders, waiting for her coffee.
Meanwhile, she pulls out her cell phone in order to check her inbox to see what her next headache at work would be. Obviously, she gets distracted and suddenly ends up on another one of those pages of cute cats videos on TikTok, and that—that is the real problem. Because if she hadn't been so focused on something other than what was going on around her, she might actually have done something, like run or panic or just—
She should definitely stop drinking coffee.
Because, before she can even assimilate anything, The girl is raising her head once she hears the barista say that same order she's always been so familiar with and a name.
A name that has never, not even once, failed to send Lara to fucking hell for her sins.
Then, Yn, after seeing who is right in front of her, doesn't even seem to really care about her order anymore. An oat milk latte with one shot of vanilla syrup, by the way, which is strange, because she always used to order two, and just didn't add a third one because she was afraid the barista would think she was a sugar addict. Yn, in fact, seems almost as surprised as Lara by the whole situation, her eyes wide as they always were when she was scared, or panicked, or a mixture of the two. Lara guesses that maybe that’s one of the times when she’s just both, actually.
What Yn does, in fact, is stand facing Lara, looking as if she really hasn't realized that she was there before, well, doing it. Lara wonders if she isn't just thinking of turning around and pretending that none of this had ever happened and not even worrying about her coffee. Because, well, that's what Lara is considering doing, and she and Yn have always had terribly similar minds.
But, going against all her expectations and perhaps false desires, Yn does what even she didn't know she had the courage to do, because what comes out of her lips is a simple, “Hi.”
And Lara should have continued with her plan to just run away, because ‘panicking’ is already in action, in truth. However, she also didn’t know she had the guts to do that either, because suddenly all she says back is, “Hello.”
It's silence after that. A terrible, absolute, panic-filled silence. And neither of them really thought that one day that peaceful quietness they were always so used to sharing would suddenly become that.
Well, not so suddenly. It's something that would hurt Laras heart if she even dared to think about it.
Surprising Yn and herself, Lara is the first to break it, pointing with her chin to the drink that has been forgotten on the counter. “One shot, huh? It was always two at least.”
Yn seems to flinch at that, as if still trying to identify that little trace of humor in Lara's voice, though always mixed with a little discomfort. And she can't cling to the fact that Lara remembers it, she can't. Yet Yn does it anyway.
“Trying to cut off,” she shrugs before shyly picking up her coffee, looking at it in her hands just so she doesn't have to face the girl. It's an awkward instant between them where they both look away too many times to count, although neither is really willing to move. Incredibly, it’s Yn who continues, “So... how's your family? Your friends?”
Lara pauses. Trying to pull herself together again. “Oh, you know. Family is family. And Yoonchae still asks me to help her do her homework.”
Yn chuckles quietly. God, Lara has never forgotten how that sounds, but it still seems completely new. “You mean... she asks for your help and you basically do it for her?”
Yn blinks. Are we reminiscing about the past, then? She thinks, a nasty little voice in her head, though not strong enough to stop that particular loud beating of her heart.
“You know I can never say no to her when she makes those puppy eyes.”
The smile that appears on Yn's face is absolutely breathtaking. There's no other word for it when it just looks so... genuine. Her dimples and that little bag under her eyes don’t lie. Lara knows that better than anyone.
"You're fine. I couldn't either.” Yn nods slightly.
Yeah, you couldn't say it to me too, that voice once again, and then Lara needs a lot of strength to let it go.
“And... what about you? Does Manon still send you hundreds of messages to update you about her day?” Lara asks because, Jesus, she misses Manon so much.
“Not as much as before, unfortunately,” Yn says with a shrug. “She's got a girlfriend now. Someone better to do the job.”
“Sorry, but I think she kind of did that with everyone,” Lara smiles softly at the memory of having lots and lots of photos of Manon in her gallery because the girl always made a point of sending them. And who exactly was Lara to deny something as sweet as that? “Never getting tired of talking and stuff.”
“Oh, did she used to text you too?” Yn frowns.
“Every day.”
Yn makes that expression of when she's disappointed about something, though never serious enough. Lara feels like she could die at the very moment. “Ah, and I thought I was the only one.”
You were for me, oh, the voice decided to be sensitive for the first time. Something is happening, then.
Well, maybe this is what happens when you suddenly run into your ex-girlfriend who you broke up with less than five months ago. Actually, Lara hadn't even had a chance to properly celebrate another month that had passed since that, because there is still a week to go before it's really five months. In any case, she could hardly call it a celebration, considering that it would probably consist of her crying more and more about the break-up she hadn't gotten over.
Not that she'd ever thought she could get over Yn. Not that she'd ever thought she could break up with Yn, but there they are, and actually all Lara wants to do is kiss her on the lips and taste the coffee she'd just started drinking. Lara is still sure it would be sweet even with just a dose of vanilla syrup.
But no. She wouldn't do that, because that Yn isn’t there for that. She is no longer the Yn that Lara loved so much to kiss and talk to about life, she hadn't been for much more than just five months.
She's the ex-girlfriend Yn. No longer just girlfriend. It's a distinction that Lara still has to learn to make inside her mind.
Suddenly, it's her order that's called, and she can do nothing but pick up her coffee with trembling hands, knowing full well that Yn is watching her movements, because that's what she always does. It's still too hesitant the way they just stand there, facing each other, waiting for the moment when they would inevitably separate and then that would be the last time.
Well, change of plans, apparently, because it's Yn who says, “Well, that was really nice, actually,” and it’s a second longer than usual before she can fully meet Lara's eyes. “Maybe we should do that on purpose sometime.”
And Lara wishes she could say that they definitely, certainly wouldn't do that.
She can't, however, because she just nods and leaves the café with the one who should at least sound like her ex-girlfriend. Doing what should at least sound like one last time. Far from it, unfortunately.
She already knew for a long time that it wouldn't be at all.
It's not a date.
It's a Saturday night, no longer a Wednesday morning. It's still spring, though, just like that first time. Lara is wearing that pair of jeans that she always tries to forget the fact that Yn really liked but, well, they're really nice, so she can't exactly blame her.
She's not that worried about the way she looks. Maybe a little, maybe too much.
It's not a fucking date. But maybe Lara wants it to be one, maybe yes, maybe no. She’s still making up her mind about it.
As she watches Yn's car drive into her street, she can't help the insistent pounding in her heart, ripping through the walls of her body. She also still can't help the small smile she's forced to give when Yn opens the door for her from the inside, and then it's only a second before she can leave the cold night behind and sit down in the passenger seat.
The car is warm, the heater should probably have been on just a minute before. It was something Yn always did, leaving the car warm before Lara got into it, because she liked to be comfortable, but hated the feeling of the warm air hitting her.
Well, she’s doing it again, apparently. Still on that reminiscing thing and all that, then.
“So... where are we going today?” Lara asks softly once Yn starts driving again. Only after making sure that Lara had put on her seat belt, of course.
Yn hums quietly, just one hand on the wheel. Lara used to think it was dangerous when people did that before she saw her do it, because then all she could think was that this is the hottest thing a girl could do, if that girl is Yn. “How about that restaurant we used to go to?” she suggests, a trace of hesitation in her voice that only Lara could recognize.
“Which one?”
“That restaurant,” Yn licks her lips. “The first one.”
Lara blinks. “Oh. That one.”
It's such a short silence that she can't even recompose herself, because then Yn is looking at her slightly. Fast enough to make it shatter, not so long to break it completely—although it’s so dangerously close. She doesn't even have enough time to say something else before Yn murmurs in that tone of voice that has always been just for Lara: “But we can always go somewhere else if you want.”
Lara chuckles silently. The old Yn would never say that, because she was the one who always made sure to plan all their dates, with no exceptions. Lara trusted her blindly, and her expectations were never broken. Perhaps she still does, even after everything.
“No, it's okay,” She reaffirms, glancing at Yn as she focuses on the road again. It’s much easier to do that when she isn't looking back. “Won't that be too nostalgic, though?”
Yn seems to take a second to think about it and, God, she hasn't changed a bit, still with the black hair that always fell into her eyes and that habit of biting her lower lip when she's too lost in her thoughts. Lara didn’t expect her to change, because it's only been five months, but there's always that type of person who, after a break-up, dyes their hair or changes their style or gets a piercing. Not Yn, though. She's still just the same as before—although Lara thinks she wouldn't look bad with an eyebrow piercing.
"Maybe,” Yn says after a moment, so quietly that Lara wouldn't have noticed if she hadn't been so focused on her in the first place. “but let’s do it anyway.”
And, as always, This girl can do nothing but agree. Accept. Because what exactly would she do for that person who never stopped looking like the girl she fell in love with and promised to keep doing so for the rest of her life?
When they finally arrive at the restaurant, she can be sure that her mind starts to combust with all the deja-vu invading her head without warning. It's a complete avalanche as soon as she and Yn ask for a table for two and instinctively choose that particular corner of the room. And Jesus Christ, Lara should have denied it, she shouldn't have been there, not in that restaurant, not with Yn, not with any of that—
It's a date, she realizes when suddenly everything leads them to that same old table that is always empty, just waiting for them.
Yn pulls out the chair for her to sit on and they both smile. The waiter comes and they order what they, again, always used to. They talk about something meaningless, about the present, about the future, all seeming too sensitive to touch open wounds like the past. Still, Lara can't help but notice the way a lock of hair keeps falling into Yn's face, and she needs too much strength to stop that desperate impulse of her to just lean in a little and—
Look, Lara never considered herself a particularly strong person. She's lazy and doesn't like working out, her favorite weekend activity is watching bad romantic comedies and sleeping. She always hated having to carry heavy things, whether it’s her own home furniture or bags from the market. Just like her physique, she never expected her mind to be strong—in fact, it might even be weaker.
The point is, Lara doesn't know how to stop it all from happening. All of it, from start to finish. She doesn't know how to stop her eyes from always falling on Yn after a pause in their conversation, seeming to hesitate about it in a way that they never, ever did. She doesn't know how to stop her heart from beating so fast after months of feeling completely frozen—she doesn't know how to stop wondering about all those things, about what was and what could have been. God, they'd never had to doubt anything between them for years, but then everything seemed so damned lost overnight.
Well, not really, and she knows it. She's there, with Yn, and it doesn't seem as lost as before. Maybe they have found each other after all, but at what cost?
Because they are in that same restaurant, at that same table. They had been there a thousand times, because she loves the meat and Yn loves anything Lara loves. Because that was the place of their first date, and what happened afterwards was also one of the many... first times they had with each other.
That's another first, then. The first date after the break-up. Just as miserable as the whole story.
Sometimes all Lara really, truly wants, without second thoughts or hesitations, is for her and Yn to just exist. To forget everything and skinny dip in water under the bridge. In what they had always done so well together.
And Lara is resilient most of the time, but she's sinking with the ship when suddenly Yn says, “What are you thinking about?”
She blinks, realizing she has been silent for too long. “Just... you know, it's been a long time since I last came here. Everything looks the same, though.”
“Really? You've never been here on your own?” Yn asks and she looks so innocent. Lara can't even get mad about it.
She just snorts, taking a soft sip from her glass of water which serves as a distraction from having to stare into Yn's eyes, too focused on the liquid. “You know I didn't.”
“Why’s that?”
She needs a second more. Perhaps an eternity. “It reminds me of you. Here. I just... thought it wouldn't make sense if I wasn't with you.”
Yn opens and closes her mouth a few times, so disoriented that she swears everything starts to move around her. “But you love the meat here...” she mutters, a sad sigh escaping from between her lips.
Yeah, Lara thinks, and it's a melancholy smile on her face when she can't look away. But I love you more.
Shs doesn't bother answering after that, because then the food arrives. Just to add to all those thoughts in Lara's brain, she can be sure that the waiter is the same as the one from the first time. From the first date. It's something that would make her just walk out and plan her suicide if she didn't, in fact, love meat.
It's easier to take it while they're eating, even though she can't help but notice the way Yn looks at her, her eyes full of admiration as she watches Lara enjoying her favorite meal. Well, Yn can't help but do that, so it’s okay.
Somewhere between all that, as always, it's really suddenly the way she just lets her gaze linger on the red-haired girl for too long when she asks, again, very suddenly, “Do you remember that time we made a video to our futures selves?”
Lara blinks, and if the grip of her fingers on the fork hadn't been so strong it would probably have fallen straight onto her plate. She doesn't know if she's liking this reminiscing about the past thing anymore.
“Yeah. I guess I must have it saved somewhere,” she replies softly, trying to sound casual. She knows exactly where that video is, though. That album in her phone gallery named with a simple (yet devastating) “gf <3” that, even after five months, she has been unable to delete.
And she has never been able to delete any of it, in fact. When they messaged each other to arrange that “date”, the last texts were still saved in the chat, ghosts hanging around.
“Do you... remember what you said?” Yn asks, hesitation leaking down her throat, falling through her words. It didn't take long for Lara to notice that her cheeks are starting to turn that shade of pink, but maybe it’s just—maybe it’s just the natural color of it.
Lara smiles sadly, her heart heavy in her chest. “I think I said I wanted to marry you,” she murmurs and doesn't have the courage to look at her ex's eyes at the moment, already knowing that there is that same glint as before. “Silly, isn't it?”
“Not much,” Yn swallows dryly, playing with her fingers in that nervous way. The blush on her face has stopped being natural for quite some time. “It used to make sense at the time, I guess.”
I think it never stopped doing so, is a ponderous thought that Lara lets invade her mind.
“yeah,” Lara's lips curve wistfully. “What about you?”
Yn smiles and it looks sincere. She's always been terrible at hiding her emotions anyway. “I told you that you suited me well. Or that I suited you. Something like that.”
Oh, there it is. Lara remembers it perfectly, the day they recorded the video, the way it all sounded like a promise. She remembers when Yn pulled her closer, the cell phone still in her hand, and then they kissed until they forgot all their words and that would be enough. It was always so enough that—
Lara lets out, “You...”
“What?” Yn doesn't even hesitate.
“It’s stupid.”
Yn snorts, something sweet that makes her dimples appear slightly. Lara has always dreamed of always making her smile and then keeping them there forever. “It’s okay. All this is stupid.”
Lara smiles too, she can't help it. It’s all so, so stupid. Impulsive and reckless, just so... them.
They've always been that right from the start, haven't they? Getting carried away and adoring every part of it, without a single thought about the things they knew that were meant to be. And sometimes Lara Raj likes to think that they could just take it all off and start again, but at others she just wants to carry on like this.
Just never change the way they had always loved to be.
“Do you still think that?” She asks, something catching in her throat when Yn doesn't let her look away. A sparkle in her eye that keeps Lara in place. “That we suit each other?
Yn blinks once, twice, and everything starts to slip away, “Maybe. Yeah. I think so.” she pauses. “I mean, can you suddenly stop suiting someone?”
Lara sighs, and all she wants to say is no, you cannot. Not us. But then she has to control herself and looks away, taking a much deeper sip of water than she probably would in any normal situation.
“It wasn't that sudden, though.”
She instantly regretted it, just like everything she had done before. The girl's gaze freezes for a few seconds and Lara can feel her own heart doing the exact same thing.
“Still.” Yn whispers, anyway, because that's what she always does.
Yeah, still, Lara's mind pulses. God, she's really starting to regret all that—not that she didn't regret everything else as well. She certainly, without a single doubt, regretted what had caused them to be there, in that same restaurant they had gone to as girlfriends, but now as exes. And yet, it didn't seem enough for her to even think about stopping it. For her to try to stop the way her heart pounded when Yn sent that message asking her out, and then she knew.
She's never really going to stop doing that sort of thing, is she? What they always liked to call love.
The guilt and regret Lara feels about all the previous events should be the answer to all of it, actually. Because she regrets meeting Yn in the coffee shop, talking to her, accepting everything. And this is only happening because the fact is, Lara didn't want it to happen at all. Under no circumstances did Lara want Yn to have become someone she couldn't even look at, someone she could now only miss—someone who, for so long, had been perfect for her in every way.
She didn't want it to have changed. None of the things, absolutely none of them—and how bad is it to say that maybe Lara never wanted to stop making sure that Yn loved her exactly the way she said she did?
Because, God, now she doesn't even know if she does. Like, at all, and that's just—
“Do you,” Yn suddenly speaks up again, catching Lara's eye as she gently points out with her chin at a couple at the table next to them. “think they would think we suit each other?
Lara blinks, looking at the couple. It's a man and a woman, probably only a few years older than them. They are pretty, and they definitely suit each other, that kind of beauty that complements the other perfectly. She can't help but wonder what they are to each other, if this is their first date, or if it will be their last. She notices the ring on her finger, beautiful and shiny, and Lara finds herself wondering if she has ever thought of taking it off, putting it aside and just... existing without it. Did she ever think that one day she would be able to do it? That one day it would be possible?
Lara never thought she could. Still, the ring Yn had given her is kept in a hidden place in her room and she has never been able to look at it since what they regretfully called the end.
“I don't think they even saw us, Yn,” Lara says flatly, but her heart skips a beat when she can't exactly look at her.
Yn blinks at that, embarrassed. “You're right,” she makes that head movement she always does when she's upset, or ashamed, or whatever that used to make Lara automatically lean in for a soft kiss as an apology. “Sorry.”
Lara sighs, staring at her plate which has already started to empty as dinner goes on. It's not even five seconds later that she looks at the couple again, and then at Yn. At her eyes, beautifully illuminated by the restaurant lights, at her ridiculously long eyelashes fluttering gently, at her angelic expression.
Fucking hell, she hasn’t changed at all. She's still Yn, the same old Yn. The one who hadn't even hesitated to make Lara fall madly in love with her in a pathetically short space of time.
And again, fucking hell. Lara is starting to be really grateful for that.
“But... I do,” the words are out of her mouth before she can even think about it.
“You what?” Yn blinks, her full attention on her again.
“I guess they'd think we suit each other. If they saw us,” Lara says, biting her lower lip in a way that always makes Yn unable to control herself, just giving up and staring at it. It’s only a second before she realizes it and tries to look away. “Everyone thought so, didn't they?”
I think so too, she smiles softly as she watches the couple again, a bad excuse to avoid her gaze. Not that it would ever stop Yn from looking at her anyway.
“Yeah,” Yn agrees lightly, something short and quick that makes time stop. “Some things never change, right?”
Lara turns to her, they look at each other. It's infinite, profound, as if everything is still the same as before. As if they are the same as before.
And they wouldn't talk about it, but they both hope they are.
They would never change. That's one thing—or rather promise— they've known and would continue to know from the very first moment they met.
Lara was sixteen when it happened. When the two of them looked at each other for the first time and automatically knew that there was something between them that would make them happen, from the beginning to the end to the beginning again. And who exactly were they to stop something that looked so much like the fatality of their own beings?
They became that typical high school couples. The ones who ate lunch and drank coffee together, who studied in the library and kissed in the restrooms, just because they were too shy to do it in the hallways. Yn was the girlfriend who picked flowers on the way to class and gave them to her lover, and Lara was the one who kept them all until they wilted, and then Yn would be there to give new ones again. It was the natural order of things, it was how they would always be.
It was only at the end of high school that problems began to arise. They already had them, of course, like every other person and couple out there—like anyone who broke up, like anyone who stayed together regardless. However, they very decidedly thought that there would be nothing in the world that could make them stop loving each other, let alone something that would make them fall apart.
They were right about one of those things. One of the many promises they would never risk breaking.
The point is, relationships are complicated, and any minimally decent person knows that, and so did they. Living practically together, which had always been so easy, suddenly became very difficult for both of them. With the end of the semester, the month, the week and the day, they were constantly stressed, angry, very easy to fight, very difficult to fix. These were things that slowly drained them, making them lose their desire for everything they had always loved: the slow, deep kisses became quick and meaningless, the result of a habit. The times they spent hours talking about life became short minutes where they asked how the day was, how they were, and then the answers would always be the same. The warmth, which had always been so right to make them certain, gave space to the cold, which always created so many doubts.
And although they tried everything to make it different, so that it didn't really affect what they had, well, it did, and it was just too many things to deal with at once.
So, they broke up. Without much talking, without much logical thought behind it. They just sat down on the couch after one of the many little arguments they had during the day, looked at each other, and then it was there.
Something that neither of them had the strength to resolve.
They both cried, it seemed mutual. And anyone looking at it would probably think it was because there was just no more love between them, because there was no longer anything they could fight for. But no.
The love never really died, and that was the worst part. They just couldn't wait for the moment when they would hurt each other so much that they would actually kill it.
Some time later, Lara continued to think and make theories about it. About why everything had ended up that way, why they had turned into that. And, really, there was nothing dramatic about it, something worthy of the silver screen; it was real, human, a flower slowly wilting until it had a chance to be watered again.
Five months passed where they were separated, waiting for the moment when they would have that again.
The answers to all their doubts: why they had fallen in love with each other from the start, why they had never been able to stop doing it.
It had been about four years of dating, five months apart. And still, still, no kind of ending would ever make them forget why they had started in the first place.
At the end of the night, Yn stops the car on Lara's street, in front of her apartment, and then the silence is instantaneous.
The song that was playing before suddenly stops, letting another one start, but neither of them is paying attention anymore. They were talking about something, probably, and all Lara wants to do is beg Yn to just go back to driving, and then they would talk again and everything would be fine.
She just wants five more minutes. She doesn't want to go home.
What happens instead is Yn looking at her and smiling softly, something sad behind her expression as she says, “I really liked tonight.”
The smile Lara is ready to give back instantly trembles. “Me too. Thanks for inviting me.”
“Thanks for running into me in the café that day.”
“Thanks for saying hi to me first,” Lara adds with an amused giggle soon after and this makes Yn's smile become more sincere. Lara feels like she might melt right then and there.
“Why? Wouldn't have said anything if I hadn't?” Yn asks softly, leaning back in the driver's seat.
“I mean, I didn't know what to do.” Lara confesses honestly. “It's good that you did, though.”
Yn chuckles quietly, playing with her fingers in her lap, smiling sweetly when she sees that Lara is watching it. “Well, I didn't know what to do either. I just... thought well, why not, mhm?” she murmurs, and then she has Lara's eyes back on her. It's something that warms her heart just like before. “It felt a bit like before when we were talking. So... I don't know. It was nice. It was all nice.”
“I think so too,” Lara nods, agreeing softly when she feels her ears turn slightly red. And she isn't someone who gets hot easily, but suddenly the inside of the car seems to be on fire. “It's as if... nothing has really changed.”
Yn has to wait a second for that. “It hasn't. Me and you,” she swallows dryly, her voice much more serious when she can't bring herself to look at Lara completely. “Even after everything... we're still the same, aren't we?”
It's a trace of hesitation in her voice that makes Lara have the hungry instinct to just kiss her until Yn is completely sure about whatever she's talking about. Until she never has to doubt anything between them again.
“Yeah. I guess so,” she just assents, however, something quick and short that makes them both look away for a second.
Lara knows that this is the moment when she will probably just leave, go home, and then that would be the last time. They wouldn't meet again, whether in a coffee shop or in the restaurants they used to go to together that now neither of them can go to alone again. They wouldn't talk about it, either, there would be no other messages or calls or excuses for them to see each other. There would be no other time, no other end. That would be it, and that would be that.
But no, of course not. The car doors are still locked, She is still there, Yn hasn't moved. It's a beat of silence short enough for her to have the courage to break when Lara dangerously asks, “Do you remember our first kiss?”
Yn freezes at that, as if suddenly everything is coming back to her brain more than automatically. It had happened a few years before, in that exactly same place, exactly after everything they are doing again this night. The first date, the first kiss— and then…
“Of course,” she mutters, her voice low as she still doesn't dare to look at Lara from that angle. “How could I forget?”
Lara takes a deep breath, just to have the strength. Just to have the heart for it. “You were right there, and I was right here. We were coming back from the same restaurant as now, from our first date. Then suddenly...” she allows herself to smile, Yn's hands trembling from where she can see. “You kissed me. I kissed you back, and it was very weird at first because you'd never really kissed anyone before.”
Yn lets out a laugh. Sincere, loud, the kind that never failed to make Lara's heart flutter just as it is doing now.
“I was nervous!” Yn bursts out, finally looking at her. her dimples are on full display and Lara has to control herself a lot not to just lean over and put her finger in that particular spot.
Instead, she laughs too, because Yn doesn't stop, and who is Lara, if not the person who has never been able to deny any of the various paths that Yn has leading her down?
“But... I mean, are you now?” Lara asks softly once her giggles are no longer echoing around, a very risky question given the situation.
Yn looks at her for a second longer, a trace of laughter slowly draining from her face. Although never that little smile. “Why would I?”
Lara shrugs, hesitantly. “I don't know. You always used to get nervous around me.”
Yn swallows dryly. “Yeah. Used to. In the past.”
“Yeah, but... it could, I don't know, have been one of the things that hasn't changed either.”
It's an instant of silence between them and suddenly the air becomes much heavier, taking much more effort to enter their lungs. Their eyes meet and that contact lasts much longer than it normally would, much longer than it should, but neither of them does anything to stop it. Neither of them seems to have the courage, neither of them seems to want to.
“What else hasn't changed?” Yn asks, her voice trembling so slightly that Lara wouldn't even notice if she wasn't so attentive to the other's every move.
Lara licks her lips and Yn stares, not looking away for a single second. It's so instinctive that she doesn't even have time to feel embarrassed about it. She has all her attention focused on Lara's mouth as it curves around the words, “You know what.”
Yn is a weak woman, she has always known that, but then everything becomes much more obvious when she notices exactly what Lara has been doing. Pushing and pushing right up to the edge until the moment when the other would have to take the first initiative, the first move, the first action. And surely there is no one else in the whole world who loves playing that role more than Yn.
“I know,” She whispers, practically hypnotized by the way Lara's eyes are watching her at that moment, not even trying to hide the fact that she is looking at Yn's lips too. Slow and intoxicating and so damn beautiful.
Lara isn't particularly strong either, because her lips tremble visibly when she can't look away and then everything seems to slow down. “And... what exactly are you going to do about it?”
It's not even a breath later that she knows. And, God, she's never been so happy to know about something, because then Yn is leaning in and Lara doesn't even have the heart to stop the way their lips fit perfectly into the kiss she has spent so long dreaming about.
And none of her dreams would live up to reality, because apparently Yn is determined to make it better . When their mouths meet and Lara automatically kisses her back, it's very gentle for the first ten seconds. Just a pressing of lips as if they are still exploring new waters, mastering new places. At some point, however, Lara is sighing as she leans closer, holding Yn by the face, and then that's it.
It takes exactly one instant and a gasp for Yn to throw her hands all over her, holding Lara by the neck to deepen their kiss. It had been a long time, but she would never forget what it’s like to kiss Yn, never forget what it is like to love every moment of it.
“I miss you,” Yn whimpers between kisses, her eyes closed when all she can feel is Lara against her mouth, blindly searching for more.
Lara smiles at that and Yn feels it, wishing she could do it forever. “I'm right here,” and she is. god, she is.
It's intoxicating the way they get closer and closer, as if they're focused on breaking that claim that two people can never be in the same exact place at the same time.
Well, Lara knows a thing or two about her and Yn. And one of those is that nothing is really impossible for two people who would never stop loving each other.
i love you, i’m sorry
pairing: daniela avanzini x 7th member fem!reader
summary: dani never expected the outcome of your friendship— or when she accidentally confess and mess it all up.
warnings: spanglish talk, friends with benefits, angst (shitty angst i’m sorry), use of y/n, cursing, top!reader, bottom!dani, strap-on use (dani receiving), make up sex, both r and d use the word ‘mami’ (i swear it’s so hot)
a/n: y’all!! so many things to say because.. me posting after a long time? with a katseye smut? IN SPANISH? insane. i’ve been wanting to write a spanish fic for so long now that i just saw the opportunity when i met katseye (hi jade thank you). i was also very scared to do it but my friends have been so supportive about it that i finally did it. a full spanish fic is crazy here so i’m sorry for those who will need to translate this.
daniela jamás habría pensado llegar a esta situación. claro que el vínculo tan fuerte entre las dos era palpable hasta en el aire, aún si no las conocías, todos sabían lo cercanas que eran, sin poder encontrar a dani sin y/n y a y/n sin dani, cada una pegada a la otra como si separarse fuera lo peor que les podría ocurrir. y/n no podía evitarlo, era evidente que la energía magnética de daniela producía una sensación extraña en ella, acercándola más y más, a veces sin razón aparente. una necesidad inexplicable de seguirla a donde fuera la rubia y tenerla lo más cerca que se pudiera, y si no era así, saber en donde se encontraba.
tal vez fue así como empezó, daniela intentaba adivinar cuando había sido el comienzo exactamente, su mente solo recordaba con exactitud y seguridad el día donde tus manos fueron más allá de lo imaginado, guiándose solas por el mismo deseo —inconsciente– de caer en su cuerpo; posándose en sus caderas y luego más abajo, suspiraste en fascinación al ver cómo el pantalón se ajustaba tan majestuosamente alrededor de sus curvas. ella no quitó tus manos, la comisura de sus labios amenazaba en delatar la sonrisa del goce de sentir tus manos.
“you always look so good, mami.”
si, ese quizás había sido el comienzo de todo. pero vamos, ¿quién podría culparla? hacía un buen tiempo que la rubia te miraba con otros ojos, otras intenciones detrás de esa dulce mirada de ojitos de cachorro. tus palabras fueron lo que dani necesitaba para terminar con lo que que sea que ustedes dos venían jugando hasta ahora. sabía que también la mirabas de otra forma.
volteó, quedando frente a frente contigo, pasando sus manos por detrás de tu cuello y rascando con suavidad, sintiendo como tus manos no abandonaban su cuerpo, de hecho, aseguraban su posición justo en su culo.
“yeah? can’t keep the hands to yourself, can you?”
levantó una ceja mientras empujaba su mejilla con la lengua, el coqueteo evidente en su tono de voz.
“no con esa vista.”
fue entonces cuando dani no dudó en arriesgarlo todo, lanzándose a tus labios sin pensar en consecuencias ni en los alrededores. tú, ella, y el acalorado momento que había surgido en el camarín. enganchaba sus dedos entre mechones de tu cabello, como si así se asegurara de que no ibas a escaparte, mientras tu agarre solo se hacía más fuerte, provocando que dani empujara sus caderas contra las tuyas. el beso era lento como los movimientos de ambos cuerpos, daniela tenia un sabor inexplicable y no encontrabas forma de entender lo afortunada que estabas siendo al probar esos labios tan suaves y tentadores.
lo que tendría que haber sido una ocasión especial (según ambas partes acordaron) pronto volvería a repetirse. una, dos, incluso más veces de las que quisieran confesar, todas terminaban con un “una última vez” entre suspiros y besos que ambas sabían que no iban a cumplir. daniela no podía escaparse. en días súper ajetreados y en sus días más tranquilos no podía quitarte de su cabeza. quería entender por qué, ¿cómo era posible que haya permitido todo aquello? y, ¿por qué no podía negarse ante ti?
no pasó mucho tiempo para que katseye se diera cuenta que su rayito de sol se encontraba fuera de sí, la relación tan cercana que ambas mantenían ya no parecía tan cálida como siempre, habían notado la distancia que tomaron repentinamente y todas sabían que había algo dentro de la cabecita de daniela que la preocupaba hasta no poder dormir. manon comenzó a preocuparse desde aquella noche donde al pisar la sala de estar, encontró luces desde la tv y un cuerpo en el sofá que la había asustado hasta insultar al aire. daniela no tenía descanso de sus propios pensamientos y manon fue su lugar seguro para compartir el pequeño secreto.
“dani, hate to say this but you do realize that you might be in love with her, right?” le dijo, poniendo una mano en su muslo, dejando suaves caricias que le brindaban –aunque sea un poco– de consuelo. “shit, i can’t believe you’re fuck buddies.”
“manon!” dani golpeó su brazo, tratando de ser lo más cuidadosa posible en el volumen de su voz. aunque fueran las únicas en la sala, las chicas seguían estando por sus habitaciones y no podía asegurarse de que alguna no interrumpiera. “i guess not anymore.”
“i’m sorry. this is shocking.”
“yeah, well, tell me about it. look at how far it got me.”
y es que daniela no podía pasar un día más sin desear que fueras suya. realmente suya. si, lo habías dicho entre gemidos varias veces, pero daniela deseaba más que eso. todo en ti la ansiaba a quererte por completo, no por unos cortos 40 minutos antes de irse o por 2 horas cuando eran las únicas que se quedaban en casa con la excusa de que “estaban muy cansadas para salir”. daniela necesitaba despertarse contigo, caminar mano a mano contigo a donde fuera, sentarse contigo al final del día y contarte de ese perrito que se cruzó por la mañana y le pareció tan tierno que le hizo desear tener uno. quería ser ella la que te hiciera reír todos los días, que sea ella la que pudiera decir que era tu novia. dani se moría de celos al verte con las demás chicas, siendo tan cariñosa y encantadora como siempre, sin siquiera voltear a ella. en parte odiaba ser solo un poco de tu atención pero por otro lado amaba la exclusividad que tenían, aunque fuera por poco tiempo.
se echaba la culpa y se preguntaba cómo podría haberlo estropeado todo. dani gruñó y escondió su cara entre sus manos, sintiéndose derrotada. solo podía recordar la expresión muerta de tu cara cuando se le escapó un inocente “te quiero” que arruinaría el vínculo del momento. no estabas lista– ¡mucho menos lo estaba ella! su tonto desliz las había traído hasta aquí.
“listen, i really think you should talk to her.”
“like, for what? for her to turn me down immediately? again.” entonces, levantó la cabeza y miró a su compañera, suspirando.
“hey, maybe just take some time, okay? take this week off and just… clear your mind.”
quizás manon no se equivocaba allí. después de todo, katseye tenía una buena semana sin agenda para descansar. la única forma que daniela tenía de aprovecharla y meditar sobre el asunto era pasar la semana sola, sin y/n. fruncía sus labios, disgustada ante la sola idea, pero entendiendo que era lo mejor.
“do you think she’s gonna notice?” pausó un segundo antes de volver a hablar, “will she even care about it?”
“well, one thing i’m sure about is that y/n really adores you. i don’t think you’re just a toy to her, y’know?” daniela se sonrojaba, quedándose en silencio. tenía sus dudas.
así fue como la semana de descanso de katseye llegó, cada una aprovechándolo a su forma, aunque sabías que iban a tomarse su tiempo individual, te sentías inquieta al estar distanciada de dani, la repentina necesidad de hablar con ella en un intento de arreglar las cosas no hacía más que ponerte nerviosa, sin embargo no veías venir el amable rechazo de la latina, anunciando que iba a descansar por su cuenta; podría variar entre su familia y un par de amigos, pero la sensación ardiente formándose en tu estómago no se iría tan fácil. su único mensaje de vuelta fue “have fun :)” a lo que apagaste el celular y suspiraste. no podías reclamar algo aún si quisieras, sabiendo muy bien que inicialmente a la distancia la habías marcado tu.
al pasar de los días y al ver cómo no había señales de su parte, tu descanso pasó a sentirse pesado. el miedo ya no seguía siendo miedo y te sentías la más tonta del mundo por haberlo sentido en aquel momento donde dani se había confesado por accidente. te sentías culpable, la extrañabas y no solo en esa forma de tenerla abajo de tu cuerpo— temblando mientras arañaba tu espalda con sus largas uñas. extrañabas su cálida presencia, su tierna risa y la manera en la que sus ojos podían sonreír al verte. para este entonces, sabías que no podía haber vuelta atrás, y sufriendo tanto su ausencia, no podías sentirte más segura de que aquel te quiero estaba más que correspondido.
el día antes del reencuentro en la casa, caíste derrotada al enviarle un mensaje. dani, del otro lado de la pantalla, sentía su corazón al borde de detenerse.
“hey, can we meet tmr? i wanna talk please”
se mordía el labio pensando en una respuesta, pero no batalló contra sus deseos y rápidamente escribió un “si”. si quisiera terminar con esto, tendría que hacerlo rápido, ¿verdad?
y/n por el contrario solo podía caminar de un lado a otro por su habitación, ansiosa de cómo podrían resultar las cosas cuando por fin tuviera a la latina de frente. aquella única regla de no mezclar los sentimientos ya se había quebrado hace bastante tiempo, mucho más del que quisiera admitir, pero ¿cómo no hacerlo? daniela era tan buena. tan genuina, tan dulce. incluso teniendo las noches más rudas en donde sus cuerpos estaban marcados con chupetones y rasguños, donde dani temblaba y tenía lágrimas en los ojos mientras se aferraba a tus hombros en el entrar y salir de tus dedos sin parar, era tan hermosa. no hubo un día en el que la rubia no pasara por tu mente, y esta semana sin saber de ella no había sido más que una tortura.
[…]
daniela jugaba con los bordes de su campera intentando distraer sus manos de los nervios. sentía que el corazón podría salirse de su pecho con cada paso que daba más cerca a la puerta principal de la casa. estaba desorientada y todas las palabras se atascaron en su garganta al momento de cerrar la puerta detrás de ella, encontrándose con tu presencia, esperándola.
“hi, uhm..”
no tomó más para que te acercaras a ella y la envolvieras en un abrazo, sintiendo que tal vez las palabras podrían arruinarlo todo.
“dani, i’m so sorry.” rompiste el abrazo para mirarla a los ojos y buscar sus manos, sosteniéndolas entre las tuyas. “please forgive me. i was scared and— i was so dumb.” pero ella no podía responderte. te miraba con atención, quería escucharte. “i— i love you, dani. and i’m sorry we had to go through this because of me, because i could not accept it the first time you said it.”
la rubia se mordía el labio y antes de que alguna lágrima pudiera escaparse de sus ojos brillantes, se lanzó a tus brazos, abrazándote por el cuello con fuerza.
“i love you too y/n.” dijo mientras te soltaba con delicadeza.
“god— i missed you so much.” dijiste riendo, contagiando a daniela, quien después de reír se cruzó de brazos.
“y/n… don’t ever do this again.”
“i won’t, i promise.” tomando una de sus manos otra vez, trajiste su cuerpo hacia ti. “let me make it up to you?”
daniela rodó los ojos pero no tardó en capturarte con un beso. a comparación del resto, era diferente. claro que lo era. parecían querer sellar las promesas en ese beso, queriendo transmitirle a la otra la seguridad de que ya nada podría separarlas otra vez. era un beso con posesión, con lujuria y con la amargura de la distancia que habían superado.
tus manos bajaron a sus muslos, donde con fuerza lograste levantar a daniela del piso, sus piernas enganchándose alrededor de tu cadera mientras hacías tu camino hacia la habitación. no tardaron en encontrar la cama, quedando dani abajo tuyo, como casi todas las veces. la ropa comenzaba a ser molestia y su paradero no importaba, tus manos lanzando cada prenda por algún lugar aleatorio, haciendo que daniela ría.
“looks like someone has been waiting for this, huh?” se burló.
“no sabes cuanto, mami.”
dani no podía con la calentura que sentía por todo el cuerpo, frotándose contra tus caderas mientras gemía despacio. tus labios atacaron su cuello, tan tentador a la vista. no tenías piedad alguna al llenarlo de mordidas y chupetones, dani se quejaba y protestaba, regañándote por el problema que sería tapar las marcas después, pero muy en el fondo, no le importaba. la sensación eléctrica que le recorría por dentro la nublaba de cualquier pensamiento coherente. mientras tus manos acariciaban sus abdominales tonificados, tu boca no perdió tiempo en atrapar sus pezones, robando suspiros de daniela quien comenzaba a sentirse impaciente ante la lentitud con la que actuabas.
“y/n please…” fue lo único que podía decir, ahora uno de sus pezones siendo molestado por tus dedos mientras el otro recibía la dulce atención de tu lengua. al intercambiarlos, dani agarraba tu cabello y tiraba suavemente de él ante la sensación de tu boca jugando sobre ella.
no vio venir el momento donde tu mano bajaba traviesamente hasta su centro, pasando un dedo por encima de la única tela que lo cubría, molestándola.
“fuck, y/n don’t tease. fuck me with the strap already.” soltó con molestia, sin paciencia para tus juegos.
su honestidad tan directa te hizo mojar, desde ya lamiéndote los labios antes de buscar el strap que a daniela tanto le gustaba.
sin perder el tiempo, dani sacó su última prenda, su cuerpo al desnudo reluciente ante tus ojos, mientras te posicionabas entre sus piernas, acariciabas sus muslos y paseabas con la mirada, dani realmente tenía un cuerpo de morirse y aunque lo sabía bien, se sonrojaba igual al notar tus ojos hambrientos.
tomaste la longitud de juguete con una mano, frotando la punta contra el clitoris de daniela de arriba hacia abajo, su espalda arqueándose ante la sensación electrica que le emitía por el cuerpo, sintiendo escalofríos mientras se aferraba a tus hombros con fuerza.
la miraste buscando una luz verde y entendió, asintiendo con la cabeza para darte permiso de por fin introducir el strap en ella. jadeó fuerte, dejando salir todo el aire en un gemido que solo empeoraba tu calentura.
“god— you look so fucking hot mami.”
sostenías su cuerpo desde su cintura a la vez que te introducías toda en ella, permaneciendo quieta hasta que se acostumbrara, después de todo había pasado un buen tiempo desde la última vez que follaron. liberando una mano, dejaste unos círculos pequeños en su clitoris como estimulación extra, provocandándole unos fuertes escalofríos. ver su cuerpo temblar era jodidamente atractivo.
sin dejar de mover tu dedo sobre su punto más sensible, comenzaste a mover tus caderas, tomando un ritmo lento pero seguro, sin salir completamente de ella. dani te tomó por sorpresa al sostener tus brazos de tal forma que te detuvo.
“wait, baby, i— i wanna change positions.” pestañeaste en confusión pero rápidamente obedeciendo a la princesa, sacaste el jueguete con cuidado, dani suspirando ante la pérdida de contacto.
“which one?” preguntas pero daniela se adelanta y antes de responderte, la vez girarse y sostenerse en sus rodillas y manos.
acomoda su pelo para un costado mientras mira hacia atrás— hacia ti. sentías que tu boca se secaba al ver a dani en cuatro, con manos torpes ayudándote a ti misma a sostenerla de sus caderas para volver a meterte dentro de ella.
“oh… fuck” es todo lo que puedes decir.
la punta de tu miembro tocaba la pared interna de daniela, quien solo pudo gemir y apoyar su cabeza en la almohada. pronto, ella misma te ayudaba a juntar ambas caderas, creando un ritmo chocante.
la rubia era un manojo de gemidos y lloriqueos cuando la punta tocaba el lugar perfecto, se aferraba de las sábanas, enganchándolas en sus puños y sus nudillos volviéndose un poco blancos de la fuerza, siendo tus choques muy rudos para ella, pero aunque dani tuviera la cara más angelical de la tierra, nada le gustaba más que fueras ruda con ella.
“y/n please… i’m— i’m close.”
“yeah? you wanna cum already?”
“por favor mami— it’s been so— so long...”
dani no podía ver la sonrisa que sus palabras habían provocado. la habías extrañado tanto como ella a ti.
“it’s okay mi amor, you can cum.”
su propio ritmo había acelerado, ahora siendo incluso más fuerte que antes. tus labios estaban rojos de tanto morderlos y dani sentía dolor de garganta con tantos gemidos. agradecía a todos los cielos haber vuelto antes que el resto o realmente estaría avergonzada de lo ruidosa que había sido esa tarde.
para ayudarla a llegar, llevaste una mano a su clitoris y no tardó mucho en derrumbarse en tu agarre. sentía como sus rodillas se debilitan y como el peso de su propio cuerpo comenzaba a ser mucho para ella sola. mientras le murmurabas elogios por lo bien que lo había hecho, dabas los últimos empujones dentro de ella hasta salir por completo, observando cómo su propio líquido acompañaba todo tu miembro a salir.
quitándote el arnés con agilidad, te acostaste a su lado, pasando una mano por su cara, limpiando un poco de sudor de su frente. estaba cansada, sí, pero le diste un último beso en los labios antes de dejarla descansar.
“y/n please stay with me.” murmuró con delicadeza, abriendo despacio sus ojos.
“i will.” dijiste con certeza, sin sacar tu mano de su cara. acariciabas con amor su mejilla.
“no— be with me.”
@kittyl1z Ta toda pendeja- mentira tqm
JAJAJAJA se podía malinterpretar 😔
thoughts about making a katseye omegaverse headcanons? like only manon sophia and daniela MAAYBEEE LARA maybe.
@kittyl1z COME HEREEEE
oh i’m SAT .
latina mami dani x sisi WHEN .
Escríbelo pues tf
escribir mis propios shipps se va a ver raro
Debido a que mis amigas son altas mmgvas, voy a publicar fics en español de ahora en adelante.
SMUTS EN ESPAÑOL RAAAAHHGGG
Do yall fuck with plot in the fics? Or yall just mostly prefer the smut? I wanna know my audience :3 ‘cause I loveeee plot so much that’s what I care about bro bro
Plot or smut?
Smut duh that’s the point
The story behind everything 🛐
PLOOOOOOOOOT 👹
reminds of that one message i sent …. LISTEN no plot is faster to write😭😭😭
____ x male reader— NO. you just ruined my day
just imagine blonde jiwon wearing cat tail and ears so she could crawl to you, begging you to milk her as she places herself onto your lap, poor kitty is too needy for your gand tracing along her clit as she sucks on your boobs 🤤
[w: sub!liz, pet play, mommy kink, buttplug use, lactation kink]
jiwon giggled at the surprise on your face when she started to crawl on your lap, wearing nothing but her cute cat ears and a tail that swings from side to side at any of her movements. your hand trailed along her buttplug, stunned at the body currently stranding your hips, already biting on her bottom lips to stop the whining at the feeling of your clothes pressing on her core. "you were waiting like this... only for me?" jiwon nodds with a little smile as she gets closer to your face, leaving a small gap between your lips until you break it, pulling her in, your hands placing in her hips as she whines. the kiss gets interrupted by your laugh. jiwon has been needy ever since you left home and you could notice. "already whining, mh?" and of course she gives you a cute pout. her hips were slowly creating a rhythm for herself, looking for the pleasure she has been needing. you knew jiwon wasn't gonna be patient. "you're so desperate for this, aren't you?" you tease her, drawing circles on her nipples and smiling at the adorable sight of her, a slight blush on her cheeks, soft sighs escaping from her lips and goosebumps invading her body at your fingers roughly touching her nipples. they were so so sensitive :( and she just needed your mouth on them. jiwon was whining, not being able to actually talk to you.
poor kitty was struggling and you could notice, the desperation making her tear up, even whimper as she saw your teasing face. "use your words baby." she grabs your wrist —softly, because all her strength is gone, attempting to stop your movements. "m‐mouth... use your mouth p-please.." you giggle, not wasting any time in coming closer and take one of her nipples in your mouth, careful playing with your tongue. jiwon moans and her head tilts back, feeling the pain relief and how fast she was getting wet. jiwon loved to be used by you as you please when she was needy. kitty is so sensitive and reacts so well to any touch of your hands, it was truly a show. and she's very vocal about it! believe that jiwon has THE most angelic moans ever.
her hand goes to your hair, grabbing it and softly tugging on it when you hit the right spot with your tongue. she couldn't handle it no more. "m-mommy.. please... i need you" and you get so aroused at the sight of her crying for you to fuck her that it doesn't take any longer to get jiwon laying down with you by her side, hand drawing little circles on her clit only to stop and press the tip of your fingers inside her, such a tease that she can't handle, not when her mouth is found sucking on your nipples making her even more wet and desperate than before, knowing her mommy was always so nice to her when she needed to drink from you. jiwon won't hesitate to give you soft bites on your nipples when she's annoyed at your teasing behavior, but regrets it almost immediately when you give her a slap on her cunt, her whole body shaking at the feeling. at this point jiwonie is a drooling mess, trying to close her legs together when your fingers fucking her start to overwhelm her :( cooing at your kitty girlfriend, jiwon feels like she's about to lose her mind... because nothing is better than her mommy fucking her this good. her pretty face full of tears as she tries not to come undone in your hands and be a good girl, taking it all. "you take mommy so well, don't you kitten?" oh... better believe jiwon won't let go of your tits even when you made her cum already. patting her cute kitty ears, jiwon doesn't expect you to lick your fingers full of her fluids. you see her close her legs and start rubbing them together, knowing that she's wet again... by the way her lips buck into a cute pout you just know this is gonna be a long night taking care of your needy kitten! >.<
A ver escríbeme un dom loser wonyoung por fa 😩😩😩😩
achis.. ive x reader en español when? 😼
Goon Central: College Basketball AU
Warnings: goon central alternate universe, fighting, RAHHHHHHH
Word Count: 10k
A/n: I was forced to do this by the GC they volunteered me as tribute 😞✊
i'm so sad,,, this is SO good omg. cheers to mya who's the best writer out there and ALWAYS delivers, i love goon central waaa..