I feel great tonight. I really do see myself successful 5 years from now. I am definitely on the right track. I am getting close to getting my associate degree in network administration. I got promoted at work last year and have been working really hard at being able to handle multiple tasks. I have just become a better person in general. It is depressing when I see people I went to high school with, and they seem to avoid me or just give me a look. I know I was a weirdo in high school who did stupid things. I have changed and I am so responsible now. Yes, I am 36 and live at my parents' house but I pay rent and help out as much as possible with stuff needed. I wish people wouldn't be so judgmental. Before you judge someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. Anyways I feel happy and a little sad too. I regret not having ambition in my 20's. I feel like I wasted a lot of my life. It is a little depressing having neighbors on both sides of my house who graduated high school the same year as me. I am happy for them because they seem very successful. They are married and have kids. Sometimes I try to avoid them not because I have a problem with them but rather, I have a problem with myself. I feel embarrassed that I was not a very ambitious person in my 20's and I always wanted to go the easy way out. Maybe having former classmates as neighbors was a sign from the universe that I need to get my life together. There is also the possibility that the universe is just cruel, and this is its plan to punish me. Anyways these past two years I have never felt more motivated to succeed in life. My goal after I obtain my degree is to start off as an entry level network tech and work my way up from there.
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