-k loves you

this is my blog and i love you. well, maybe not...but chances are if you're interested in reading my blog, we'd get along just fine. and i love making new friends. i have lots of love to give, afterall. if i'm being entirely honest, the reality is that i started this blog to write love letters to lil wayne back in 2008 when i was a stay-at-home mom and needed something intellectual to do. he never seemed to notice my devotion and so it has morphed into a running record of my family, our growth, and my intellectual curiosities. such is life. : ) about me: i'm a wife, mother, daughter, doctoral student, educator, and many more things in varying order (depending on the day). i believe in feminism, debt-free public education, prison abolition, non-normative philosophies, and liberatory/anti-racist pedagogies. my politics are radical, but i don't think they should be...so i suppose i'm an optimist too. : ) i'm also quite ridiculous most of the time. and immature. there will be plenty of trials and tribulations to laugh at - my life is full of them. feel free to laugh at me, just tell me about it if you do. i believe in abundance, acceptance, and love in all its forms. : ) i will put things i love, hate, and feel i should comment on here. you can find me on instagram as klovesyoume. all for you. and me.

[klovesyou]

💚love this dork.💚 • • ♾️💗♾️ (at San Jose, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-tUI6vHnwD/?igshid=zetxhg3g4sv

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...finally a sunny + warm day for a walk! 🚶🏻‍♀️💚🙏🏼☀️🌺🌱😍🐝👁️🍄🌲💨😎 • • ♾️💗♾️ (at Almaden Valley, San Jose, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-sisxhHVq6/?igshid=1wh4h3g3u948u

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at Almaden Valley, San Jose, California https://www.instagram.com/p/B-d5k7cHc8Z/?igshid=x8u0te29tsn0

[klovesyou]

🥰🌈👁️♾️💗♾️💚🍄🔥🔥🙏🏼🤩 • • divine will be done... • • ❤️💛💚🖤 https://www.instagram.com/p/B-bjH_In2dk/?igshid=lkjq9mi05275

[klovesyou]

🔥🔥 • • ♾️💗♾️ (at Almaden Valley, San Jose, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-VF7uWnOs7/?igshid=2xje1rq6jxaa

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cheering myself up with mario kart memories from tokyo. this was literally my favorite thing to do EVER! so happy @biblicone brought the go pro to document our silly fun time. #fbf • • ♾️💗♾️ (at Tokyo, Japan) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-QeUvMn7Rp/?igshid=17ptv7rb1g2ag

[klovesyou]

♾️💗♾️ (at Almaden Valley, San Jose, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-QK1HDHWq-/?igshid=140exeq9dpu9t

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👁️i'm very sad today. for lots of reasons.👁️ • • + bell hooks is my yoda.🤩 • • 💚hope you're all finding reasons to smile...much love...💚 • • ♾️💗♾️ (at Almaden Valley, San Jose, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-NiRNJnajS/?igshid=k48kxe4hh5ko

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🌎🧬🦠we are all one in chaos...🦠🧬🌎 • • 🌑happy new moon in aries!🌑 • • ♾️💗♾️ https://www.instagram.com/p/B-H-GMVnUyx/?igshid=2y6kgkv8tsj4

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🌱:::ostara vibes:::🌱 • • 🌲i had to take a hike to forage for some supplies + i was joined by a baby banana slug!...first time on this side of the mountains!🌲🥰 • • ♾️💗♾️ (at Mount Umunhum) https://www.instagram.com/p/B971hW-nXdW/?igshid=1fag5zh6mehdu

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🌄🌼💚🌼🌱it's the equinox!🌱🌼💚🌼🌄 • • ...which means @biblicone + i have had that whole 'lawfully wedded' gig going on for 14 years today...🤪 • • our union is constantly evolving as we continue to get to know ourselves + one another. it can be both challenging + highly triggering to be within a union that allows for constant personal growth + spiritual evolvement. healing within relationship contains lots of contradictions + it's hard to navigate those when our egos so often show up with assumptions + expectations. we've learned to calmly work through those + to avoid resentments over time. • • we've changed the language + rhetoric we use to be open instead of possessive (language creates your reality), we've shifted paradigms (from fear + lack to abundance + love), we've supported one another as we've awoken from systemic/matrixy illusions (yay for non-monogamy + psychedelics!), + most of all, we've made the continual efforts to show up for one another. • • so far, the universe seems to be in support of our continuing + evolving union. we continue to resonate + enjoy our time together. somedays, it's more as friends than lovers...other days it's as equal, sovereign partners navigating raising a bright, new soul together...but on my favorite days, mike is simply one of my favorite life partners that i bring on all kinds of crazy adventures through consciousness with me.🤩 • • i've no idea what our future holds...i do know that i will strive everyday to appreciate his growth + his path as he continues to figure that out. i'll be here to listen + reassure him when he needs a compassionate voice reminding him of how strong he truly is...how divine his masculinity is to be able to hold so many tensions + and die so many deaths within the course one union. life/death/life cycles, within relationship, that lead to rebirth are real! • • he accepts me fully as i am (incorrigible + feral on most days) + i do my best to accept him fully as he is. we've turned a co-dependent, conventional marriage on its head + much prefer our open, spiritual partnership.💀👁️🌱 • • "a being whose awareness is totally free, who does not cling to anything, is liberated." - ram dass https://www.instagram.com/p/B97Clx0Hq3d/?igshid=wgrmmhqg2uk4

[klovesyou]

🙄🙃🥰 • • ⚡🌱💀🌱⚡ • • ♾️💗♾️ https://www.instagram.com/p/B92n0Fbn31b/?igshid=j6um9pk9u6jx

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🌱💀🌱 • • ♾️💗♾️ https://www.instagram.com/p/B92FsHzHbuf/?igshid=5n5imd4v0h0a

[klovesyou]

💚...gratitude for every moment, for every moment is an opportunity to expand my consciousness...💚 • • yeah...even those sucky moments full of tears + heartache + grieving + lostness + stuckness.🤪 • • ♾️💗♾️ https://www.instagram.com/p/B90UFaBn4PZ/?igshid=1ips23rtz481r

[klovesyou]

😍my lilybug turned 12 last week!😍 • • 💚i adore that she chose my soul to be her mother.💚 • • ...she's not so into pictures these days, but here's a few of my favorites.🤪 • • ♾️💗♾️ https://www.instagram.com/p/B9zv2Z-nF2q/?igshid=1wu2sp765nia9

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🙃oh the situationships we find our souls in...🙃 • • this one is just so good...i had to laugh at my self.💚 • • ♾️💗♾️ https://www.instagram.com/p/B9x3MPpnJbN/?igshid=1m2mwohciew6p

[klovesyou]

💚"love is an act of will, both an intention + an action."💚 -bell hooks • • self-love helps you to navigate with discernment. when you choose self-love, instead of feeling unworthy of love, you purify your heart energies. which, though painful, does make it easier to let go + let the universe guide you...clarity is better than living in the illusions. especially when it's your ego clinging to comfort zones or your past holding you back. choosing new, healthy boundaries + showing up in new ways has been one of the most daunting challenges of doing this healing work. • • 🔥🔥"your work is to clarify + purify your vision so that the vibration that you are offering can then be answered."🔥🔥 -abraham hicks • • ♾️💗♾️ https://www.instagram.com/p/B9r2H2unEh5/?igshid=1wb72jaze57i2