kmc

Kelsey. 18. Vermont. Pisces. https://ask.fm/Kmcpoet Send secrets to my ask.fm or anonymously send them in.

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I don't get how you can treat me like this. I don't get how you can look me in the eyes and tell me you love me but I deserve to be beaten around. You're so easy to call quits when shit gets hard. It's your go to. Every fight ends with, "I'm so close to being done with your bullshit." "I'm done." "You're fucking crazy leave me alone." The threats and the words and the abuse don't mean anything when it's all you've ever given me. I don't have to unwrap the present anymore when I know of all the sadness inside already. Leave if you want too. I'm trapped inside of you so let me go. Leave me. Take the road. Take your threats and turn them into promises and go. I need you to go because I can't.

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"Where are you going?" The empty room echoes back at me. "Away from you." My thoughts scream at me.

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My hand is really making an appearance

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You can't tell me I'm not worth it anymore. Not you, not my father, and not him. Because I am. I am enough.

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How do I expect you to love me when all you do is love yourself?

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I'm not sure how a man A lying, cheating, abusive one... Can ever call himself a true man.

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"I am confused on whether or not I believe in God."

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You lay me down to fuck but all I wanted was someone to hold. "Oh you like that baby?" I wrap my arms right across your back Moaning, screaming, and yelling your name. This is the closest to love I'll ever get. I can feel your lies and secrets explode and my body tries to hold it in, but eventually everything comes out. The pants on the floor are halfway out the door. "Maybe you could stay?" But it already clinked shut.

He always leaves even when I need him most

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How many of you would like to do a "secret series" that I see many blogs do? It's hard to write when you have no inspiration so maybe if you guys sent in a secret I could write something for you? Let me know :)

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I deserve to be a well nourished flower and I should be able to feel the sun beaming down on my leaves. But look at my petals, the edges are browning and I'm constantly drooping. I get my water and sun once in a while, enough to keep me alive. But I am not pretty anymore and I am hungry for more.

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How can I see the same reflection in the mirror when I lost myself so long ago?

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And I have to ask myself, "why do I love these people if they will never love me the same? Why am I laying in my bed crying when the person I feel so deeply about is sleeping peacefully in his bed? Why am I never good enough?"

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Well......

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He loves me, he loves me not. The hotter the water, the hotter the thought. He loves me, he loves me not. I can not breathe, the roses have rot. He loves me, he loves me not.

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