knightsgirl

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[knightsgirl]

Hey guys… long time no see..

[knightsgirl]

Thin for Christmas

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Someone knock some sense into me

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Ugh I swear I’m not fat, I’m just bloated from my period. 😑

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I don’t understand how I’m more than 10 pounds down and I’m not seeing a differences. The scale drops everyday but I don’t see it in the mirror.

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48 hour fast starting now (technically last night around 12) I’m confident I can make it through 24 hours, I’ve done that before. However I’m intimidated by 48 hours. I can make it though! I desperately need it.

Wish me luck xoxo

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I hate being alive

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All I want to be are bones

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Fuck my stupid family I’m tired of them making me eat

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Im down to 118!!! This is the lowest I’ve ever been, and I am not stopping!! :))

I love being my own bønespó

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I can’t get myself to drink water but I really need to. Bad. My hair is so dry and frizzy, it has never looked worse. My skin is even dryer, and flaky. I look like shit.

I just don’t know how to remind myself to drink water.

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So this morning I feel awful. I’m so lightheaded and I feel so hot then cold. I just recovered from being sick so it might be that, but I’m also been restricting heavy. I know I need to be drinking more water but I just can’t. I feel so weak and sick, it is the worst, but at least the pounds are fading :)

If anyone has any tips on how to feel less zombie-like when restricting, that’d be great. 🎀

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Maybe I’m crazy but there really is a difference in my face between when I starve for 23+ hours and after I eat. I look so bloated now. I hate food.

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I love becoming my own thinspo

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She’s backkkkkk 🙈🙈🙈

[knightsgirl]

129 lbs to 119 lbs

YAYAYA!!! Ten more to go :)))

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Did a 24 hour fast but I ate 1000 cals after, definitely shouldn’t have had that much :// I’ll do better tomorrow though. Aiming for another 24 hour fast and only 500 cals !!! :3

[knightsgirl]

Hey guys

I’ve recently started talking to this guy and he’s so cute but he’s a skinny guy so I feel disgusting around him. I have been slacking so much because i went on a vacation and gained back all my binge eating habits. I’m so upset and all I want is to lose weight. I didn’t gain much, only 3ish pounds, but it shows. My face isn’t thin anymore. I’m looking back on photos during my honeymoon phase and I looked amazing. I feel awful and I’m so depressed. I don’t want to be this for him. I’m going to fast more and stay on track for him.

I will be skinny for him.