K N I S M O P U N K

37 | f | tickle switch in oregon. i love to make tickle art, tickle content when i can, and show off my sensitive spots! on the lookout for my next tickle partner. is it you? :3 dont be shy, especially if nearby - i love making new tickle friends! ^.^ this is a NSFW blog minors DNI

[knismopunk]

❌ "i missed a social cue"

✅ "you failed to be direct with me"

i am begging neurodivergent folks to stop letting neurotypicals frame the narrative surrounding our "disability!"

i will not be shamed for not being able to read minds

i swear your self esteem will increase ten-fold once you realize that every single 'flaw' they came up for us is just them projecting their own insecurities onto us!

❌ "i over-analyze everything"

✅ "you fail to think critically"

it becomes so obvious that you can turn every single 'symptom' on its head to reveal theyve been framing our strengths as weakness the whole time

quit letting them get away with it!

and please quit letting your perceived shortcomings get you down. they made it all up and ascribed it to us without our consent! they are the ones who refuse to do the work to communicate effectively and then turn around and shame us for not understanding them. they are the ones who act impulsively and then accuse us of "over" analyzing the risks! im sick of it and you should be too

we are not the problem

[knismopunk]

i need a media manager lmao

someone to tell me what to do, give me ideas, give me deadlines, check in on my progress, and just generally encourage me to do art

im half serious about this. i think it would help me a lot but i struggle to ask for that kind of assistance. especially without promise of compensation (however if we managed to get my shit together enough that i started a patreon or smth id definitely cut you in!)

i dunno. just thinking out loud, or.. into text. whatever

[orteil42]

given the current climate this pride especially i feel i must mention that i love my trans friends, i stand with trans people in the fight against transphobic legislation and those who would enforce it, and this blog is not a good place for you to be if you do not vibe with that

[knismopunk]

been thinking about this a lot. someone in a local kink group im in asked if we should go to pride as a group and in that moment i realized i dont even want to go if i have to go alone. i know im not the only one who feels that way

being trans right now, especially if you're also the flavor of neurodivergent with limited social skills who doesn't attract social attention as naturally as others, can be a very isolating experience <- that's me

for folks like us, going to pride can be a matter of going, watching everyone else have fun, and then leaving. id honestly rather just stay home. i want to feel like im a part of it too!

seeing and responding to posts like this kinda makes me sad because honestly i dont ever feel like it changes anything ~for me~ but i still hope that maybe someone out there sees it and reaches out to a trans person to let them know theyre seen and valued

[knismopunk]

i just un-privated all my old spicy pics and vids (well most of them)

there was so much more than i thought. it took hours 😭

check out the #self tag and start scrolling if you're interested! you can see what i looked like with short hair and a mullet haha

#SELF

for context, last year i randomly decided i wanted to focus more on art and less on modeling myself, so i privated all my spicy posts

...and then i didnt post any art, or really anything at all for months

because it turns out slutposting is the easiest/most fun way for me to engage with this community. it was dumb of me to deny myself the ability to do that

i still want to post more art. but limiting my engagement here wasnt the way to go about making that happen. and also... i am art

[knismopunk]

[moringmark]

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i wish more people reblogged my stuff, but at the same time i understand not everyone wants that kind of spiciness on their page

[lucielovekj]

Ppl will be like “end the stigma around mental illness uwu” but still judge you if you’re unemployed or single or not completely self-sufficient or healthy or perfectly groomed or still live with parents and don’t see the hypocrisy in that whatsoever

[knismopunk]

one thing i think i take for granted sometimes is the fact that i legitimately love my body. there are a lot of things in life i find myself wishing i had or wishing were different in some way, but when it comes to my body i legitimately have no desires and no complaints

and im really grateful to those in the community who celebrate that with me here. i love my body and i love when others love it and express that too. i struggle to make that happen in 'real life' so to speak, so being able to share myself here and feel seen the way i do feels really amazing. im excited to continue sharing and fingers crossed i get to make some new tickle content soon!

[knismopunk]

late night stream of consciousness rambling

depression has really been doing a number on me lately

i should have known this would happen after i quit my lexapro

but im still over here acting all surprised

like i somehow really thought "im better now, i dont need it!"

and i do believe im in a better place now than when i started it

but that just means the ways in which my depression fucks with me are much more subtle now

i dont have many things to point to to say "see? this is why im sad!" anymore

instead i have a list of reasons i should be so much happier than i am

that i look at and wonder, "see? wtf is wrong with you!? WHY AREN'T YOU HAPPY?"

truth be told i dont want to get back on lexapro

i still think it was the right move getting off it

i think i was still depressed on it, with the added 'benefits' of my emotions (and sex drive) being completely stifled

the problem was never my strong emotions

i didn't need a medication to keep me from being able to cry..

my emotions are one of my biggest strengths

no.. what i need is for my brain to quit lying to me

to quit trying to convince me that nothing is ever enough

to quit comparing me to every other person in the world and making me feel lesser than

to literally quit stealing my joy

im convinced i could get everything i ever wanted and id still find a way to feel miserable

i cant just exist

i cant just have what i have and be okay with it

i always want more, and the world is always out to get me when i cant have it

i truly believe desire is the root of misery

this constant feeling of inadequacy, the race to have it all

it stems from the misplaced idea that i dont have enough

i do

sure i could always have more... but i have enough

i dont need more than i have. i want more

and as long as thats the case i will continue to be miserable

[knismopunk]

nobody assked, butt here it is anyway

[knismopunk]

god i hate being touch starved

i swear after so long its like your skin 'forgets' what a tickle even feels like

and youre left trying to resonate with, like, the idea of a tickly sensation

my imagination can only do so much and with each passing day its like i forget how intensely amazing it feels, little by little

i need to be constantly reminded

or at least more frequently than this

[knismopunk]

more tumsday shenanigans

[campingswitch2]

Is it too much to ask?

[knismopunk]

even more tummy tuesday 😜

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more tummy tuesday!

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tummy tuesday!

[knismopunk]

i edited some tickle prison: laboratory screenshots and they actually turned out kinda cool looking?

no ai involved! screenshots are from a game you can find here:

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