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Sooooo everyone I'm not trying to do anything hasty but I am starting to get very upset.
TUMBLR has flagged every post I have tried to make recently. I am unaware why because I've tried almost every I can. Changed dividers, deleted dividers, rewrote paragraphs, made new fics, reposted old ones, appeals, trying to send emails, talking to friends about it, and looking at other blogs to see if they have had the same problem.
I was already sensing a blog restart but it seems to be coming faster than I could have ever expected. I am so upset with TUMBLR and I feel so bad for leaving my followers in the dark.
Genuinely, it's getting to a point. I wrote one fic today, all in one sitting with 3 pictures and 2 dividers. I tried posting fics with no pictures they all get flagged and my appeals are instantly rejected.
It's so unrewarding and to be honest fucking soul crushing to have all my posts bc flagged because I genuinely love writing fics, interacting with my followers and decorating my account but I don't know if I can keep getting flagged for nothing.
I hate it. I really do. I'm just so fucking tired. I don't know what I'll do but if this keeps up I might just have to abandon the blog :(
I usually hate mistagging posts but I need to get this out to people
I love all my followers. Thank you for the support.
โฉ a/n โ does this count as manga spoilers? ( i havent watched the anime ) oh well, i'll say manga-spoilers just in case. also! i told myself i wasn't gonna write for gachiakuta until i caught up with it but i miss regto like a mf (im literally on chapter 8) sooo yeah. if this is stupid pls leave me to live in my delusion.
โฉ word count โ 1.5k
โฉ content โ regto x fem! reader, found family trope goes hard, made it where you're like a mother figure to rudo :3, i do want everyone to know - i wrote this on a whim and bc i had the idea. i'm sorry if i got any story/literally anything wrong. , not proofread
โฉ synopsis โ Every morning you wake up hoping to see Regto and Rudo one more time. And every morning, you're met with an ache in your chest.
โโ .โฆ what am i gonna be when you're just a memory ?
Your home isnโt big, but itโs always full.
The kind of full that means there are socks left on the couch and someone's toothbrush accidentally ends up in your cup.ย
The kind of full where laughter echoes against the chipped walls and the pan on the stove always has a little extra โjust in caseโ Rudoโs hungry.ย
The kind of full where love shows up in odd placesโlike the way Regto folds your coat over the chair even though youโll just wear it again, or the way Rudo always waits for you to taste dinner first like your approval means something. (It does.)
You wake up to Regto already halfway dressed, standing by the window with a cup of bitter tea. His hair is still wild from sleep, and his eyes crinkle as he notices you watching him.
โMorning, love,โ he murmurs, voice rough.
โMorning,โ you yawn, pulling the blanket tighter around you. โDid you let Rudo sleep in again?โ
He grins guiltily. โYou try telling that kid no when heโs snoring like an animal.โ
โYouโre both soft,โ you tease.
He walks over and kisses your forehead. โOnly for you.โ
Breakfast is always a mess.
โDonโt put jam on your egg!โ you exclaim, scandalized, as Rudo commits the culinary crime right in front of you.
โItโs good!โ
Regto leans over. โTry it before you knock it.โ
You glare at him. โYouโre supposed to back me up.โ
He shrugs. โIโm backing flavor.โ
You throw your napkin at him. Rudo howls with laughter.
They fight over dishes. Regto ends up with soap on his shirt. You pretend to be mad. Rudo offers to clean the floor and accidentally breaks a plate.
You let out an exhausted sigh and pinch the bridge of your nose. โYou two are going to be the death of me.โ
But you smile.
Because even if you have to sweep up ten plates a weekโthis is the kind of life you begged for.
It starts in the golden hours of a life you didn't know was ending.
The smell of old tools and soap clung to the walls of your homeโhumble, mismatched furniture, cracked windows mended with tape, and a little potted plant that Regto insisted would โbring the room together.โ (It never really did. You kept it anyway.)
You were washing dishes when you heard them.
"โshe smiled at me, yโknow?! What was I supposed to do?!"
"Did you smile back?" Regto's voice was amused, light.
"Iโuh, I think so? But then I... I panicked, okay?!"
You glanced over your shoulder from the sink just in time to see your boyfriend doubled over laughing. Rudo stood stiffly, ears red, arms crossed like he was trying to physically contain his embarrassment.
You dried your hands and leaned against the doorframe with a fond smile. โWhatโs going on in here?โ
โRudoโs in love,โ Regto said dramatically, wiping a tear from his eye.
โI didnโt say that!โ
You raised an eyebrow. โOh no? Then why are you bright red, huh?โ
Regto slung an arm around Rudoโs shoulder. โHe wants advice from a ladyโs perspective. Right, kid?โ
Rudo grumbled something unintelligible. Regto looked to you, suddenly a little more serious. โWhat would you say to a girl, if you were in his shoes?โ
You looked at Rudo, his nervous fidgeting, the protective way he held his bag like a shield.
โIโd say,โ you began softly, โdonโt make it about winning her over. Justโฆ be kind. Be honest. Tell her the toy reminded you of herโwarm, soft, something you like. You donโt have to be smooth. You just have to be you.โ
Rudo blinked up at you.
โGot that?โ Regto nodded sagely, before grinning devilishly. โSo basicallyโif you donโt give her that damn stuffy, another guy will, and sheโll be off before you can say โwait!โ โ
โRegto!โ
You laughedโreally laughedโas Rudo tried to tackle him, and Regto yelped like a child caught with his hand in the cookie jar.ย
They rolled around the floor like idiots, knocking over a stool, and you didnโt even mind.
This was your family.
This tiny, ridiculous, beautiful little life.
You were out that morning.
Grocery run. Eggs, rice, and the little treats Rudo liked to pretend he didnโt get excited about.
Youโd promised to make stew that night, even though you were tired, because Regto had been working too much and Rudo had been quieter than usual.
You remember thinkingโjust as you walked homeโhow lucky you were.
Arms full of groceries, humming a song Regto always mangled the lyrics to.ย
The street was quiet. Sunlight through the cracks in the rooftops.ย
You were thinking about your boys.
Then you saw them.
A cluster of uniforms.
Two officers gripping Rudoโs arms like he was dangerous.ย
His face was paleโblood smeared on his clothes. Not his. You knew it instantly.ย
Not his.
โHey!โ you yelled, dropping everything. Apples rolled down the street. A carton of eggs cracked beneath your heel. โWhat are you doing?! Thatโs myโlet him go!โ
โStep back, miss,โ one officer warned.
You didnโt listen. You pushed forward, reaching for Rudo. โRudo?! What happenedโare you hurt? Did someoneโ?!โ
You never finished your sentence.
Because the door was open.
And you saw it.
Regtoโs body.
Collapsed inside the threshold like discarded cloth. Blood. So much blood.ย
You couldnโt tell where it was coming from. His eyes were closed. His chestโwasnโt moving.
You dropped to your knees.
A sound tore out of youโmaybe a scream, maybe a sob, maybe both.
You werenโt sure.ย
Youโd never heard yourself sound like that before.
They were saying things.
Accusing things.
โHe murdered him.โ
โHe stabbed him.โ
โTrash always returns to trash.โ
โNo!โ you screamed. You stood, trembling. โThatโs not true! Heโhe loved Regto! Weโwe were a family. He would neverโ!โ
But they didnโt care.
They pulled Rudo away.
You chased them.ย
You didnโt care about your shoes or the bruises on your knees.ย
You didnโt care about the tears blinding you.
โRudo!โ
He looked back at you. His eyes wide, terrifiedโlike a boy who just lost everything.
And then one of the officers shoved you.
You hit the ground. Hard.ย
Your palm scraped against the pavement.ย
Your mouth filled with the taste of copper and dirt and grief.
You watched them disappear down the street.
And the silence that followedโฆ
It was the kind that doesnโt end.
They took everything in five minutes.
You sat on the floor of your kitchen that night, surrounded by grocery bags that never made it to the fridge.ย
The eggs had gone bad. The rice spilled across the tile like ash.
Regtoโs blood was still under your nails.
Long after his body had been taken away and you were forced to scrub the floor clean of his blood.
Scrub away the only thing you had left of your love.
Even the slight stain leftโฆyou couldnโt bear to look at it.
You didnโt move for hours.
Didnโt cry. Not anymore. Youโd already done that.
Screamed until your throat gave out.
Cursed gods you didnโt even believe in.
Now?
You sat.
And sat.
And sat.
They called Rudo a killer.
You refused to believe it.
Not just because he was your boy. But because you knew.ย
You saw his face. That wasnโt the face of someone who took a life.
That was the face of a boy whoโd just lost his father.
Just like you had.
Every night, you light the stove.
Every night, you set three cups.
Every night, you talk to them like theyโre still here.
โRegto,โ you whisper, โI miss your laugh. God, Iโd do anything to hear it again.โ
โRudo,โ you murmur, eyes watering, โplease, please be alive. I donโt care where you are. I just need you to be okay. You didnโt do it. I know you didnโt.โ
You stare at the empty seats across from you.
The silence is cruel.
The house is colder now.
Youโd give anything to go back.
To burn the stew again.
To scold Rudo for eating too fast.
To kiss Regto goodnight, only for him to pull you in and say, โJust one more minute.โ
But all you have nowโ
Is a ghost of a family no one else believes in.
They say grief makes you forget.
But you remember everything.
The smell of Regtoโs shirt.
The way Rudo used to call out your name like it was home.
The softness of three bodies in one small space, curled in warmth and care and light.
You remember it all.
Even if the world doesnโt.
Even if they think Rudo is gone.
Even if Regto never walks through that door again.
You stay.
Because love doesnโt end just because theyโre gone.
And because somedayโ
If the pit didnโt kill himโ
If some miracle kept your boy breathingโ
He might come back.
And when he does?
Youโll be waiting.
Stew on the stove.
Three cups on the table.
And a whisper in your chest:
โI miss you.โ
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Synopsis: You are Rudoโs adoptive mother, a Spherite who became someone he could rely on whenever Regto wasnโt around, and this is the dynamic you two had on the sphere before everything went downhill.
Loud chattering echoed from the streets behind Rudo as he sat near the edge, overlooking the houses that crammed every corner of the town, and with the pit at the very end of it all.
ย ย ย The cold wind caressed his reddened cheeks as he quietly busied his hands fixing another gadget that he found in a trash pile from the raid he had the other day.
ย ย ย It was already nearing winter again, so it was cold, and the only sign of it was the vapor that came out of his breath and the numbness his exposed skin felt as wind surged towards him.
ย ย Rudo didn't know how long he had been sitting there, too engulfed by his work to even care, completely ignoring the things that went on around him.
ย ย Well, that is, until a warm hand found itself on top of his hair, completely catching him off guard.
ย ย Startled, Rudo snapped his head upwards to see who it was that touched him, his eyes widened in surprise as he was met with your familiar face smiling softly down at him.
ย ย "Hey there, baby." You greeted him as you playfully messed with his hair.
ย "Mama?" Rudo muttered, stunned to see you, completely distracted, not bothering to fix his now disheveled hair, "Wha- what are you doing here? I thought you weren't supposed to come home until next week?"
ย ย You hummed as you sat beside him. "Finished work early," you answered with a laid-back expression as you scanned the horizon of never-ending houses in front of you, before diverting your attention back to Rudo who was still completely wide eyed, Which you couldn't help but grin at.
ย ย "Oh- c'mon you!" you snickered as you grabbed his wrist gently and pulled him into a side hug "What's with that face of yours? Didn't you miss your me?"
ย ย "What, no! I missed you, ma, I promise," Rudo prattled as he finally hugged you back.
ย ย "I know, baby." You kissed his forehead before letting go of him, "Now whattya got there now?" you asked as you took leaned forward to take a peek at the new objects your son had laid beside him, ready to be tinkered with and be reusable once again.
ย ย Rudo's eye lit up as he heard you ask, he excitedly showed you the object that he was currently fixing in his hands, and started rambling on.
ย ย "Oh- this I found near the back alley, still completely usable, just needs a new screws and a new coat of paint " Rudo chattered away, happy that he can finally talk to someone about the things he had had found and were about to fix.
ย ย And before he knew it, time had passed and the very few street lights that littered the streets behind them started to turn on, signaling the two of you that it was time to head back home, but even with that you still let him chatter away to his heart's content, until it the sun had completely vanished from the sky and instead was replaced by the gentle light of the moon and stars.
ย Time was really the only enemy you two had before.
ย "Hey, Rudo Honey?" You called out, interrupting his rambling. Rudo stops mid-way of his ranting and turns to look at you, tilting his head slightly in confusion just like an owl.
ย "Is it time to go back?" Rudo asked in a noticeably sad voice
ย "Well, if we don't want to get caught by curfew, then yes, baby, we need to head back," you responded, smiling apologetically.ย
ย ย Rudo let out an 'oh' sound as he looked down at his gloved hands disappointedly. You stared sadly at your son.
ย "But hey, you can continue explaining while on the way back," you reassured him.
ย ย "Yeah.." Rudo only murmured as he turned to look to his side, where his tools lay untouched since earlier. Avoiding your gaze he slowly started packing up.
ย ย You stood up slowly and patted away any dirt and grime that may have clung to your pants before returning your attention back to Rudo, who was organizing his tools more slowly than he usually would.
ย ย You noticed,ย you will always notice when it comes to your son.
ย ย ย Amused by his antics, you whistled innocently, "You know... Regto made your favorite for dinner," you stated. Rudo only glanced at you over his shoulder for a short moment before focusing back on packing his stuff.
ย ย ย "Oh, what am I going to do? I might eat too much and be too full to go anywhere, might stay the night at your place, Rudo," you continued, while placing your hand on your cheek, your tone laced with fake worry, but that seemed to be the trigger as Rudo's whole body twisted in an inhumane manner with him now fully facing you at a speed that made even you flinch.
ย ย ย "Really? Will youย reallyย stay over?" Rudo questioned frantically his whole gloomy attitude from earlier, now completely gone, Bingo.
ย ย ย "Well, that isย ifย ย I get full," you stated, teasing the kid just a little bit.
ย ย ย "Oh.." Rudo physically deflated right before your eyes.
ย ย ย "Nah, just kidding, baby," you chuckled, as you ruffled his hair once again, this time he did notice and made an annoyed because of it.
ย ย ย "So will you really stay over?" Rudo asked, sitting straighter, regaining his hope
ย ย ย "If it's you asking, baby, you know my answers will always be yes." You chuckled, "So start moving a little bit faster, so we can head back home, yeah?"
ย ย ย 'Home..' Rudo happily thought as he started packing his stuff obviously more faster now 'home with my mom and Regto.'
ย ย ย After putting everything safely in his messenger bag, he closed it securely and looked back to face you beaming.
ย ย "Everything ready?" you questioned
ย ย ย Rudo nodded with an expression you guessed is his own version of smiling.
ย ย ย "Well then, let's go home." You declared, grinning.
ย ย ย You extended your arm, offering it to your son. Rudo looked up at you then at your hand and lifted his own to grab and take hold of you, but before he could even feel the warmth of your hand that had always held him gently ever since he was a toddler.
ย ย ย He woke up.
ย ย Rudo woke up confused, breathing heavily. He looked at his gloved hand that was now outside the covers, reaching for nothing but air. Where was he? he was with his mama just a second ago. He observed the room he was in for a few seconds, still a bit scatterbrained since he just woke up, and then it hit him.
Oh.
Oh yeah.
ย ย ย He was now in the cleaners' headquarters, he thought as his hand had finally rested beside him, his eyes blank devoid of ay thoughts as he stared at the cold ceiling, and before he knew it, warm tears started to run down his cheek.
ย ย ย "Regto, Mama.." Rudo called out to no one,ย his voice cracking like a little kid calling out for his parents, scared because of a nightmare he had just had.
ย ย ย But what was the point of calling for people who he knew wouldn't hear him? Regto was now dead, andย ____ย he had left behind without saying anything to her, at that land above he called hell.ย
ย ย You were probably fuming at him now, after all, you had made him promiseย that he wouldn't leave without telling you where he was headed first, after the stunt he pulled when you caught him exiting from a manhole.ย
ย ย ย He would've said goodbye if he hadn't just been dragged to be executed at the pit.
ย ย ย But Rudo couldn't do anything to bring them back to him now. Especially Regto, he just wished you were too angry at him for leaving you behind at that hellhole disguised as a sanctuary; he hated it, he felt helpless, and he hated the feeling of being helpless.
ย ย ย For the first time in a while he wanted to run and cry in your arms like what he always did when he was child.
ย ย ย 'I'll come back for you, ma, and we'll both destroy the sphere together, I promise,' he thought determinedly, as he curled up and hugged himself. And silently cried.
I apologize for my actions here but TUMBLR WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS APP.
They said that they didn't appeal my post and right after I made a reupload they then said that my appeal DID work. Then they didn't give me my post back until like 10 minutes they said they accepted my appeal.
can u pretty please do a black star x reader seeing each other after a couple days of being on a mission? PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE๐
It's done (mb about that wait) ๐
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Yo, my bad about doing this like a month lat
[A lot of these are based of my own view of BlackโStar so yes ooc but who cares nobody reads fanfic for canon behavior]
BlackโStar is one of the most loud and proud boyfriends you can have but that doesn't stop him from living his ideals...
"I'll surpass God with a baddie by my side while I do it"
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Who IS SO DAMN LOUD. When he is with his friends, when he gets home he will genuinely do everything in silence, won't talk unless he has a reason or if you're home.
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Who is possibly the most touchy being on the planet. Always has a hand on your thigh or around you waist. Even if it's in public.
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Who is an early bird despite what you may think. Usually he's up before you are and he's working out or out on a mission.
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Who is literally the definition of Platonic Soulmates with his best friend Boyfriend!Soul Evans. They complete each other and that duo has more stupidity and charm that any pop group you can think of.
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Who has a weird relationship with Kidd. Not weird in the way of bad but because of the whole 'Fate having a strange way of working troupe' Kidd and BlackโStar's relationship is close but in a way different than Souls. A level of trust and understanding that just comes natural between them. I guess opposites DO attract...
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Who can eat an entire buffet's worth of food by himself. Aye, those muscles need protein and that stamina don't come out of his ass. (Pause?)
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Who is the joker of the trio (Soul, BlackโStar and Kidd) As the joker, his ass can NOT be serious, always laughs the loudest and gets everyone else laughing due to it.
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Who would call you things like... "Babe, bae, My girl, Shortstack, (even if you aren't even that short) Lil Star (He has never sucessfully called you this yet" or "๐ฉต๐, Lil'๐ซ, Brainiac(Used to refer to you to his friends sometimes)" over text.
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Who like dancing and similar to Soul, would love dancing with you on tiktoks and other posts but he would actually like the attention he gets in the comments after you post the video.
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Who has SO many followers on IG and Tiktok, all of his accounts are pretty well off but IG is his prime. Despite all of the fame he still is probably a 4th behind Soul in terms of followers and that shit PISSES him off. He's a STAR! How is he getting one upped by Mr. I'mnonchalantsoIwontshowmyfaceinphotos. Bullshit.
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Who tells Soul to match outfits with him and teaches Kidd how to dress in ways other than suits. (YES KIDD WITH BAGGY JEANS IM DRIPPINN) mb... Eventually leading them to become the big three of the DWMA.
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Speaking of school, just like in the anime this fucker can NOT stay out of trouble. Most of the time it's not his fault but because he's a daredevil and an attention seeker he goes to lengths beyond the normal 'Throw this as the teacher for a dollar' He's on some BULLSHIT.
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Who has a HUUUUUUUUGEE sex drive. It's only because he doesn't have the time to address himself, or rather, used to not have the time because of training and assassin suff. Soooo now that he's with you he can freak the freak out.
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Who wants a FREAK as his girlfriend. He's a gentleman at heart but doesn't look away from the opportunity to fuck somebody in a full nelson, or in a nasty headlock. Whatever his princess desires.
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Who has some of the thickest loads this world has ever seen. You'd like to think that if you let him knock you up the baby would come out as a carbon copy of him.
ใโธโฐโธใBoyfriend!BlackโStar Who definitely has competitions with his best friend, Boyfriend!Soul Evans to see who can make their girl cum faster. Soul looks like he's not even trying, just focusing on himself with a blunt lazily placed between his lips. Meanwhile Star is trying his hardest to channel all the strength of his body into thrusting into you.
I look like a damn fool posting certain things with dead Tumblr fanbases, like I spent 3 hours on some shit that won't even have 10 likes by next week๐ฅน
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