[knosoup4u]

Unavailability

I guess its only fair id endure this feeling

Anxious attachments while longing for security

Was it lust or love that has my heart racing?

Afraid of the truth that keeps my heart breaking

Never planned to fall as hard i did

Only wanted a quick fling with a couple benifits

Feeling like a trophy but really i was only a token

A new experiment, come consume me

With each piece to admire in the midst of my brokenness

Instead of drowning in this emptiness

I search for the remedy

Isolation with self love in the making

Security in my brokeness will be mine for taking

Mental illness creeps inside like a slow running meadow

With ease i slowly accept this new struggle

Because in faith i let go in hopes of healing A new begining

A stronger  version  of who i yearn to be i accept this brokenness with open arms because within it

Theres love and wisdom awaiting me

[ihiphop]

[sashimisashimii]

[90s90s90s]

[nikish-as]

[ill-matic]

[point-breack]

L’amore è un cuore che ringhia

(Isabella Santacroce)

[daddys-loyal-sub]

[knosoup4u]

Untitled

Listen baby girl love ain't the issue

One moment I ain't enough then the next I'm irreplaceable

I'm tryna reach for understanding but all I get is Exhaustation

What's the problem?

Is it you or is it me

Shouldnt have ran so fast for the ",we*

Instead of perfecting the he

Thats seldomly respected always been neglected

I'm tired of all the tention

Always providing attention

Just to remain unlistened

Unapriciated

Unforgiven

Baby your words are so sweet to bad they're not genuine

I get the vibe you a demon

Always schememin

For a reaction

Always laughing at the traction

This detachment comes and goes

You set me up for failure

I sacrificed my time just to end up left alone

Every woman sees my worth until it's time to open ya eyes

To the truth of you and what lies inside

.I'm afraid I'll always be by the wayside

Never fully feeling alive

Only drained by the art of caring to much

For those that are misused.

Mistreated and abused

Ya I'm ya muse until it's time to choose

Self worth seems to be greater than the love I have for you

Insecurities onlyy friend til confidence rears it's head

Then who I am becomes erased from ya mind

Everytime ...

[knosoup4u]

Living Day by day is like falling in a bottomless well in hopes the security of Satan's protection will brace your fall

[treygotguap]

People be like “couldn’t be me” whole time it’s them

[c-ta71]

‏find someone who understands your silence

[feralsounds]

I literally cannot wear women’s clothes anymore.

[ttrustissues]

I feel like I’m constantly worrying about the next part of my life without realizing that I’m right in the middle of what I used to look forward to

[carmenlire]

Lesbian isn’t a dirty word. It’s actually bright and pretty and affirming. It’s okay to want girls and dream of falling in love with a woman. It’s okay.

[feralsounds]

Me: I’m not a girl.

My mom: boy?

Me: not a boy.

My mom: …. girl??

Me: no. I’m not a girl or a boy

My mom :

[sexysuggestion]

tease the fuck out of me

[twinkricksanchez-deactivated201]

i got ur nose!