Love is All you Need

Mindfully, lightly, meaningfully, excitingly, leisurely, happily, adoringly - meandering through Life in this dualistic existence

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H I A T U S ° Okay Not Okay ~ Wow! It's been months since I've written or shared or been on any scene Motherhood has been a completely transformative process for me I've been present with every ache, every laugh, every pain, every vibrational shift It has broken me open And I simply couldn't say anything I guess that's the caterpillar into butterfly phase Where you have to completely surrender to the pain and the chaos Falling apart · I've had to ask for more help than my heart could handle I hope to write more often and soon · Thank you to my village Raising Mother me Raising my girl child · I get it The gift of community I wish it only for Every woman And hope I can create similar community spaces for other mothers to transition from maiden to mother · Love

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H I A T U S ° Okay Not Okay ~ Wow! It's been months since I've written or shared or been on any scene Motherhood has been a completely transformative process for me I've been present with every ache, every laugh, every pain, every vibrational shift It has broken me open And I simply couldn't say anything I guess that's the caterpillar into butterfly phase Where you have to completely surrender to the pain and the chaos Falling apart · I've had to ask for more help than my heart could handle I hope to write more often and soon · Thank you to my village Raising Mother me Raising my girl child · I get it The gift of community I wish it only for Every woman And hope I can create similar community spaces for other mothers to transition from mother into maiden · Love

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H I A T U S ° Okay Not Okay ~ Wow! It's been months since I've written or shared or been on any scene Motherhood has been a completely transformative process for me I've been present with every ache, every laugh, every pain, every vibrational shift It has broken me open And I simply couldn't say anything I guess that's the caterpillar into butterfly phase Where you have to completely surrender to the pain and the chaos Falling apart · I've had to ask for more help than my heart could handle I hope to write more often and soon · Thank you to my village Raising Mother me Raising my girl child · I get it The gift of community I wish it only for Every woman And hope I can create similar community spaces for other mothers to transition from mother into maiden · Love

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H I A T U S ° Okay Not Okay ~ Wow! It's been months since I've written or shared or been on any scene Motherhood has been a completely transformative process for me I've been present with every ache, every laugh, every pain, every vibrational shift It has broken me open And I simply couldn't say anything I guess that's the caterpillar into butterfly phase Where you have to completely surrender to the pain and the chaos Falling apart · I've had to ask for more help than my heart could handle I hope to write more often and soon · Thank you to my village Raising Mother me Raising my girl child · I get it The gift of community I wish it only for Every woman And hope I can create similar community spaces for other mothers to transition from mother into maiden · Love

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H I A T U S ° Okay Not Okay ~ Wow! It's been months since I've written or shared or been on any scene Motherhood has been a completely transformative process for me I've been present with every ache, every laugh, every pain, every vibrational shift It has broken me open And I simply couldn't say anything I guess that's the caterpillar into butterfly phase Where you have to completely surrender to the pain and the chaos Falling apart · I've had to ask for more help than my heart could handle I hope to write more often and soon · Thank you to my village Raising Mother me Raising my girl child · I get it The gift of community I wish it only for Every woman And hope I can create similar community spaces for other mothers to transition from mother into maiden · Love

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H I A T U S ° Okay Not Okay ~ Wow! It's been months since I've written or shared or been on any scene Motherhood has been a completely transformative process for me I've been present with every ache, every laugh, every pain, every vibrational shift It has broken me open And I simply couldn't say anything I guess that's the caterpillar into butterfly phase Where you have to completely surrender to the pain and the chaos Falling apart · I've had to ask for more help than my heart could handle I hope to write more often and soon · Thank you to my village Raising Mother me Raising my girl child · I get it The gift of community I wish it only for Every woman And hope I can create similar community spaces for other mothers to transition from mother into maiden · Love

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H I A T U S ° Okay Not Okay ~ Wow! It's been months since I've written or shared or been on any scene Motherhood has been a completely transformative process for me I've been present with every ache, every laugh, every pain, every vibrational shift It has broken me open And I simply couldn't say anything I guess that's the caterpillar into butterfly phase Where you have to completely surrender to the pain and the chaos Falling apart · I've had to ask for more help than my heart could handle I hope to write more often and soon · Thank you to my village Raising Mother me Raising my girl child · I get it The gift of community I wish it only for Every woman And hope I can create similar community spaces for other mothers to transition from mother into maiden · Love

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H I A T U S ° Okay Not Okay ~ Wow! It's been months since I've written or shared or been on any scene Motherhood has been a completely transformative process for me I've been present with every ache, every laugh, every pain, every vibrational shift It has broken me open And I simply couldn't say anything I guess that's the caterpillar into butterfly phase Where you have to completely surrender to the pain and the chaos Falling apart · I've had to ask for more help than my heart could handle I hope to write more often and soon · Thank you to my village Raising Mother me Raising my girl child · I get it The gift of community I wish it only for Every woman And hope I can create similar community spaces for other mothers to transition from mother into maiden · Love

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H I A T U S ° Okay Not Okay ~ Wow! It's been months since I've written or shared or been on any scene Motherhood has been a completely transformative process for me I've been present with every ache, every laugh, every pain, every vibrational shift It has broken me open And I simply couldn't say anything I guess that's the caterpillar into butterfly phase Where you have to completely surrender to the pain and the chaos Falling apart · I've had to ask for more help than my heart could handle I hope to write more often and soon · Thank you to my village Raising Mother me Raising my girl child · I get it The gift of community I wish it only for Every woman And hope I can create similar community spaces for other mothers to transition from mother into maiden · Love

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H I A T U S ° Okay Not Okay ~ Wow! It's been months since I've written or shared or been on any scene Motherhood has been a completely transformative process for me I've been present with every ache, every laugh, every pain, every vibrational shift It has broken me open And I simply couldn't say anything I guess that's the caterpillar into butterfly phase Where you have to completely surrender to the pain and the chaos Falling apart · I've had to ask for more help than my heart could handle I hope to write more often and soon · Thank you to my village Raising Mother me Raising my girl child · I get it The gift of community I wish it only for Every woman And hope I can create similar community spaces for other mothers to transition from mother into maiden · Love

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H I A T U S ° Okay Not Okay ~ Wow! It's been months since I've written or shared or been on any scene Motherhood has been a completely transformative process for me I've been present with every ache, every laugh, every pain, every vibrational shift It has broken me open And I simply couldn't say anything I guess that's the caterpillar into butterfly phase Where you have to completely surrender to the pain and the chaos Falling apart · I've had to ask for more help than my heart could handle I hope to write more often and soon · Thank you to my village Raising Mother me Raising my girl child · I get it The gift of community I wish it only for Every woman And hope I can create similar community spaces for other mothers to transition from mother into maiden · Love

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D U A L I TY ° Oh boy! ~ In times of adversity I often remind myself To chill, it's only chaos It'll pass just like everything else And immerse myself in it · For those in some nasty things (Perceived and deeply felt, concurrently) As we approach the Summer Solstice May you find Peace May you find space to breathe And to see what is occurring For what it is Or lose your shit And find balance again · You are not alone We're all here with you Navigating Through this dualistic Existence · In Love In Truth In Chaos

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G R A N D M A ° Wisdom of the Elders ~ Nothing more beautiful than borrowing other people's grandma's :) · This is my God Mother's mother Who is the most vibrant Essence She takes challenges like water off a ducks back And with a wiggle and a jive · I can't even tell you how many beings she's birthed and the type of Life challenges she's faced Her Faith and humour are so inspirational and effortless I am honored to learn from Woman of Power through enjoyment (in-join-ment) · She is even willing to channel my guardian angel, my granny and call herself Gogo Sbo They are so similar in their love, their generosity and humour She even calls herself Gogo Sbo Without her, my Life would not be as vibrant as it is · May she stick around a lil longer and bless baby Dhamma with such embrace · This was taken at the end of my Baby Moon, still Preg-a-nent Even now, I'm still baking a baby (at Umtentweni, KwaZulu-Natal)

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B U M P M O M S ° Honouring other Mothers ~ Just taking a moment To Honour my beautiful friend Nomfundo What a beautiful preggie mama you were A vision of continous strength In the womb and out I honour you And look forward to continuing Our friendship As we grow into Motherhood May our lil ones be friends and grow together How cute is it? That here, at your baby shower There's 2 in the oven And now there's only 1 Happy growing and embracing each other

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G E S T A T I O N ° Implantation ~ This is the exact day The day of Ripening I'm typing this and feeling some typa way Is it too much sharing? Is this merely conditioning to not share such beauty? · All I know Is that I find it fascinating That this is the day When the strongest seed Found it's way and baby started brewing For me, it's pretty incredible that I could sense it, feel it and am aware of it's happening · Before this, I'd spent a few beautiful days with Rachel adventuring after her first Vipassana Mediation 10 day Course which I served and now, I think I was on my way back to the centre for Satipatthana :) · This is me smerking on a train after an adventure with a Dhamma brother that included 3 desserts and missing the v train twice, on the way to another adventure with another Dhamma brother in Worcester Light beautiful adventure times :)

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P R E I M P L A N T A T I O N ° UNSEEDED ~ I think this must be the last picture I took of my face before becoming a Mother · This is the last time I was single Singular, non-plural And thought only of myself · My face, full on, full frontal Last Young Me Before being Birthed Into a Mother

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V I S C E R A L ° Mood, Feels and All in Between