some random sunny doodles :p

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some random sunny doodles :p
Felt down lately. Going through some gay religious trauma. Drew Will Wood again to cope. Thanks Mr Wood.
lobotomy and anxiety
i want dad to get me pregnant right neooowww I need him to poke holes in his condoms and decide for me that im gonna get pregnant. maybe he even discards condoms entirely and ignores my protests while holding me down in a mating press 👀
cannot stop thinking about relishing really over the top rapey kisses on someone drugged to the point it can hardly even get its body to squirm and whine uselessly in response to the violation
thinking about druggie dad who catches me smoking weed and when i get all nervous about him catching me he laughs and nudges me. “i did way more than just weed when i was your age. you shouldn’t limit yourself like this, kiddo,” he tells me. he ends up giving me shrooms, and im apprehensive but i take them anyway. he’s there with me when i get high, he doesn’t take any which I think is a little odd, but I ignore it. when i start to stumble around he sits me down, and when i try to protest he shushes me and spreads my legs to settle between them. he rubs his hard-on against me while I have no choice but to take it, too high to really tell what’s going on. he ends up sinking his cock inside of me at one point, groaning and panting into my ear. maybe even praising me, telling me what a good boy I am for taking his cock so well, ignoring the fact I didn’t want it in the first place.
he’s been eyeing you the whole night, the tall, dark-haired man drinking alone on the other end of the gross dive bar.
you couldn’t really judge him on that; you were also drinking alone, after all. but you thought it was a little odd the way he’s been staring at you.
you just ignored him.
eventually, he came up to you, after you’d had quite a few drinks. you were trying to wallow in your own misery that night.
a bad idea.
he tried to make conversation with you, to which you sneered at him and told him to piss off. an even worse idea, but you were drunk and pissed at the world.
you think something darkened in his eyes when you spoke. there was something just off about him.
but he slinked away, back into the corner of the bar, glaring at you now.
you ignored the prickly feeling that persisted in the back of your neck and took another gulp of your drink.
more under the cut (big noncon tw)
Joseph Beuys
Hasenstein (Hare Stone), 1982
Basalt with gold spray paint
me and judeling
Ryk Naves
@0sbrain
a progressive rot.
it feels surreal
feeling it curl slowly around each digit, each joint, squeezing and squeezing, a creeping pain that promises in it's infinity.
your heart plumps the blood like it should. then it slows. teasing you, flirting with stillness. then it surges back again, racing, playing it's cruel games
you want to die. the easy way.
but then you cry, and cry, and cry again.
you don't want to die, but you know you don't get a choice.
and it isn't pretty. it isn't brave.
what's so brave about being smeared with blood and snot? tears and drool spilling from a slack mouth, sprawled out on a grimy floor. hair matted with grease, and skin clammy with sweat.
the pain claws its way through you, brutal and intimate. burrowing deep into muscle, nerves, and bone. your breath turns thin and shallow, never enough. your ears ring until all sound collapses into a dull and distant hum. every part of you tenses, locks up, and inevitably betrays you. you cant walk, you cant sit, there's never no relief, no position that doesn't remind you the lack of it.
you're reduced to just meat, nerves, and ache
just a body
a carcass left to rot in its own heat and filth, breaking down inch by inch—
but denied the mercy of death.
you aren't beautiful, you're sick.
and no one cares.
though somewhere within the rot, you know you love it.
because its the only thing that stays, the only thing that touches you this intimately every day, proving you're still here. the torture that keeps you upright, and gives you a point to say 'this is me.'
so this illness will love you forever,
wrapping you tight and snug under its wing—
unlike anyone else's love
even your mother's,
that will never really show.
papa who puts his fingers in my mouth during movie night,,,,,, “im just getting the popcorn bits out of your teeth for you, kiddo,” he says, and i don’t have it in me to shove him away. send post
williamsunshine:
Oh my, oh my.
'west springfield, massachusetts,' photograph by nicholas nixon, american, 1978.
Requiem For a Dream (2000)
i have this sick dread in my chest of really missing somebody in a personal sense .But its towards William sunshine .
will was kicking his teenage boyfriend in the stomach in the aftermath of a disagreement, lost in the depths of another drunken stupor. he didn't stop - continuing to kick him over and over again until his boyfriend threw up, but the sight of his small body convulsing and dry heaving left will feeling more turned on than angry.