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I really, really hate how awful I am in regards to keeping in contact with others. I want healthy and fulfilling relationships with my friends, but it’s very hard for me to wholly invest myself. I want to talk to you, but it’s difficult for me to muster the energy to do so sometimes. I want to hang out with you, but isolation also sounds nice right now. I’ll read your texts, but I’m not necessarily in the mood to reply at the moment. Then I feel anxious attempting to reach out when I do have the energy and I am in a good mood because I feel like I pushed you away and you dislike me now, so I usually remain isolated. I feel selfish because of it. And I feel like a bad friend.

[neocatharsis]

210916 TAEYONG

[eternal-gardens]

[dunyatraveler]

Allahumma aamiin ✨

[franzkafkagf]

pictures that make me love people a whole lot

[atraversso]

[naturaekos]

[lilmoth95]

[bru-who]

photo: @alinakolot on instagram

[idleminds]

All the Things We Never Said (2020) ‘生きちゃった’ dir. Yuya Ishii

[firstfullmoon]

“I have to be my friend or else I can’t bear the solitude.”

— Clarice Lispector, from A Breath of Life, tr. Johnny Lorenz

[ancientsstudies]

The world is quiet here.

[idleminds]

[chanelbagsandcigarettedrags]

[muresetivoire]

When Jane Austen said, "And sometimes I keep my feelings to myself, because I could find no language to describe them in," I felt that

[remains-of-theday]

[dispone]

bouquet vending machine in korea.

[traumasurvivors]

Try not to invalidate yourself.

Healing from trauma can be hard and there’s no one way to do it. What works for some might not work for others.

You and your trauma are valid.