20 Jun 2026
Here we go....
Hey! My name is Kodalane and it's been almost 4 yrs since I've started this blog.
This pin post has been in construction since last year but I honestly didn't know what to say anymore. My heart was shattered... and I'm not sure it will ever be repaired so I guess it's time to learn to live with it.
It's time to focus on me and forget the people who tried to break me, who lied about me, who tried to make me believe I wasn't enough.
About me:
I'm 44 and live in Florida. I was diagnosed with Self-Destructive Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) in my 20's so I'm pretty knowledgeable about it and knowledgeable about living with it. Within my BPD, I have bipolar disorder, anxiety disorders, ptsd, impulsive control, and ADHD.
With that being said, I find it funny when someone tells people "I'm crazy" because I've actually never hurt anyone but myself. Well, that's not exactly true... only once, and I mean once, did I but it was justified and had nothing to do with the above.
With that being said, I'm a huge advocate for MENTAL HEALTH especially for men and young people. Men because there is such a stigma they need to break through and they need to realize it's ok to get help. I advocate for young people because I believe if we can help them young then maybe they have a better chance in the future.
Vanilla life:
Music 🎶 is my life
The beach ⛱️ is my happy place
Reading 📚 is my escape from reality
So much more but that's all you need to know for now
Non vanilla life:
Basically non existent 🤣
Shabari
Denial
1950's lifestyle
Submitting
That's all for now.....
So now you now a little about me and if you want to know more, just ask or look through my blog. My emotions show through my blog.
Hope you all enjoy!!
