The Man Torturer

LOST BRAINWORM Em | 24 | he/they ⚧️ Orthodoxguilt on Ao3

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intro post! welcome! 🫜🐛

hii welcome to my LOST blog! this is where i post my art and fics as well as my random perverted musings (nsfw! 18+!). also constantly rambling about all the things i would do to fictional men (mostly Sawyer, I have an unhealthy obsession with watching him suffer)

About me: Em, he/they/it, 24, big scary gay guy, (sado)masochist, fic writer, comic art student, whump enthusiast, toxic yaoi sommelier <3

STAUNCHLY anti-censorship!

Main fandom- LOST!

My Sawyer x Sayid fic, Misery Loves Company (Explicit, Complete!) is here!

My tags:

#my art - self explanatory, mostly sfw/ suggestive

#my fic- also self explanatory, will be tagged accordingly

#sadist tingz- nsfw, whump and kink related things

#the eagan springs file- Severance Lost AU tag!

#maxie- posts abt my Lost OC, Max :)

#em rambles- personal posts or opinion posts

#Sawyer...- pervert posts about Sawyer, almost always nsfw

#Lost Meta- meta posts about Lost

BYF- I post FICTIONAL content including (but not limited to) dubcon, kidnapping, whump, BDSM, and other such scenarios, which will be tagged accordingly, along with content warnings. If this bothers you, look elsewhere! Although my art is mostly SFW, my text posts are decidedly not!

18+ Please!! i block freely. this is the place i go to be a freak in peace w like minded mutuals, please be nice or just block if you don't like ❤️

shhhh he's sleeping!

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"The clown that is laughed at still gets paid"- My boyfriend

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switchy kinky relationships are so good like yes that's my dom who is also my sub yes I am its dom who is also its sub. love is love is sadomasocism I see no difference

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also u can do scenes where you switch roles partway through or compete for dominance or any number of other weird funky role variation shenanigans. its just good

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frotting can have a winner and loser

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frotting can have a victim

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That awkward moment when youre a female and you realize 2 men making out and rubbing their cocks together is lowkey kind of awesome

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[mansand]

you if you were a Mighty Bean

[writingdose]

© _ADWills

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“imagine your blorbo smells like-“ well i already know what he smells like: cigarettes and generic mens deodorant and probably cologne but not like.. tasteful cologne. Like probably some shit he bought because he was like “right, women like it when you smell good” but its some very basic tom ford shit or whatever that isn’t like.. great. i think there is a lingering cigarette ash smell on all of his clothing.

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everything ij my life goes completely wrong all at once do i kill myself or persevere folks?

persevere!!!!!

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selected works / cuffs by Tamara Santibañez

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Sometimes "rarepair" means "you are literally the only person who posts about this on tumblr dot com" and you have to learn to be okay with that.

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PSA!

not that this needs to be the case in order to be acceptable, but my interest in dubcon/noncon is a response to my own sexual trauma, and claiming that i'm gross or weird for liking it just stigmatizes sexual abuse survivors even more btw! This is cathartic to me. Also it's FICTION it's not real!!! nobody is harmed by this! ALSO there's this cool thing called "don't like, don't read". I tag pretty extensively, and use warnings where I think they apply. You don't get to be upset at the contents within this blog or my fics because I WARNED YOU!!!

TL;DR- this blog is not for you if you're pro-censorship!

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today i just (remembers to maintain privacy online) did something really cool. you have to trust me

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sawyer with a cnc kink honk if you agree

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man if I gotta write bad fics, it should at least be easy! But it’s not! It is also hard to write this bad fic

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to be completely honest *starts lying