just a reminder that this blog is run by someone who:
— is anti ICE & fascism
— is pro-choice & feminist
— supports trans & queer people
— hates generative AI & capitalism
— supports immigrants & people of color
— is pro-environmentalism & social justice
— supports palestine & all other territories unjustly suffering
This character is now an OC instead of Tamtey, considering Tamtey herself already has a canon appearance both male and female I decided to turn her into an oc. Summary is that she is Tamtey and Aha’ris older sister who never became a victim of TAP. Instead thanks to Rasi they both survived and ran as soon as the RDA left
Kiri’s Bioluminescence mod, feather top retexture mod, face paint + body paint color options mod (I need look through my downloads to find the original, but for now credits to all the mod creators, Neytiri’s face texture
Edit: another thing is I wanted to ship my sarentu with So’lek without people getting mad at me 😭
ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ: ꜱᴏʟᴇᴋ ᴋᴜ'ᴠᴇʟ'ʀᴀᴀ'ᴋᴜʀ x ꜰᴇᴍ! ꜱᴀʀᴇɴᴛᴜ/ᴛᴀᴍᴛᴇʏ! ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ
Tw: (Picture isn't mine) No smut, just nudity, angst, doubt, Ri'nela being supportive, comfort.
A/N: I based this on the scene from the first avatar movie and Dragon Age 2. It' short, I know. Sorry.
Masterlist
Hours prior, you and So'lek had mated. Before Eywa. You went off into the woods, together near a spirit tree. Alone, you both committed tsaheylu and one thing lead to another. You did more than just bond. Now you and So'lek were bonded for eternity. For the rest of your lives. The night was magical, you remembered every detail of what happened. How So'lek treated you like were made of glass, how respectful he was towards you. That meant everything to you. Never in your life did you think you'd be with someone like So'lek. For once, you felt happy. Even happier than you were before.
Around the night, you woke up. But you noticed So'lek wasn't lying next to you like before. You sat up carefully, using your elbows for support, still in the nude. Quickly spotted him. Awake and fully dressed now. With his back faced to you, staring onto nothing. You didn't mind since you were alone with your mate. "Was is that bad?" You asked, slightly concern. "I'm sorry, it's not." He paused, turning tot face you. Looking right at your now worried expression. "It was fine." He said, tuning away. That felt like a blow to the stomach, you looked down embarrassed.
"No, that is insufficient." He corrected himself, then you looked back at him. Less worried. "It was better than anything I could have dreamed." He said, with a small smile. You smiled at him, now relaxed. "It can be a lot to take in." You joked, trying to get him to laugh, but he didn't. "It's not that." He said, with a sigh, turning away from you again. You sit up properly. "I began to remember, my life before." He explained. But he found it difficult to look at you, but still did. "Just flashes. It's too much. This is too fast. I cannot do this." He said, he sounded worried. Stressed. You could feel it. When you bonded, you looked into his memories. What happened to his mentor, his ikran, you saw everything that he had lost. You knew that feeling too well. You also lost something too.
"I know. I saw. You lost your clan, just like I lost mine. But we can work through this." You tried saying. Wanting to comfort him. "I'm sorry, I feel like such a fool. This should never had happened in the first place." He said, that stung. You felt a stab right in the heart. "Forgive me." He said, then he left. Leaving you there, alone.
You had no idea what to say or do. You remain frozen, breathing heavily. What can you do? You just mated and now he seems to regret it? Was it something you did or said? You had no clue of what just happened. You remain seated there for some time, trying to remember something. To understand, but you couldn't find it. As much as you wanted to go find him, you didn't. He obviously needed space and you were going to respect those wishes.
You were now dressed and headed back to the camp. Still thinking about your mate, So'lek. You still didn't understand what just happened. Why it happened. Was it you? Did he regret mating and being with you? The questions kept looming your mind.
Then you spotted Ri'nela, already up. Ever since you could recall, she was always one to wake up early before anyone. She was busy humming, while adding beads to what you assume was her songcord. Her ears perked up, then turn to look at you. She smiled at you. "You were gone all night. Up thinking again?" She asked, while she gesture for you to sit next to her by the fire. "You could say that." You said, with a sad sigh. Sitting on your knees.
Ri'nela stopped what she was doing and sniffed the air. The air around you. She leaned closer to you. Smelling you. "You smell different." She commented. You looked at her, the silence was loud and clear. She then gasped. "You mated with someone?" She asked, with a small grin. You nodded in response. She let out a small squeal of excitement. "You did? With who? Is it who I think it is?" She asked, you didn't need to answer, you simply smiled shyly. That made her even more happy and excited.
"I knew it." She said. "The way So'lek looked at you. I just knew you two would mate." She said, still very happy to learn her suspicion was true. As much as you wanted to be happy, you didn't seem happy. Ri'nela caught on. "Normally others would be happy about this. But you seem conflicted, did something happen?" She asked, now worried. "I don't know exactly what happened." You confessed. "We mated before Eywa and we..." You paused, not wanting to say it out loud but Ri'nela knew.
"I see." She said, trying to think of what to say, but she couldn't find the words. "He said that it was too much and too fast, that he couldn't do it." You told her, trying to keep yourself from crying. "He said it should've never happened." You finally said the words. Then you started to cry, Ri'nela quickly moved towards you and hugged you, allowing you to cry against her shoulder. You sobbed, she didn't mind. She held you while rubbing your back. Trying to sooth you.
"The storm will pass." She tried to say, she hated seeing those she loved in pain. "Will it?" You asked, pulling away to look at her. Teary eyed, snot running down your nose and tears now coated on your cheeks. "It will." She said, wiping your tears with her thumb. "I know things may seem hard right now. But things will be alright." She said, as she continued to clean your face. "I know it hurts. But I know for a fact So'lek wants to be with you. I understand things are hard. He is scared, scared to loose you." She explained. You swallowed a lump on your throat.
"I'm scared of loosing him, but It feels like I already lost him." You sniffled, Ri'nela took your hands into hers. Giving them a small squeeze of comfort. "You won't loose him. That I can promise you." She said, with such confidence that you believed her. She was learning to be a Tsahik after all. "I hope you're right." You said, wiping your nose with your your hand. "I am right. Trust me." She said, handing you a makeshift handkerchief. To properly clean your nose with. You took it and cleaned your hand, along with your snooty nose. "Give him time. And before you know it, he'll come back to you." Ri'nela said with a comforting smile. You smiled back to her. You knew she was right, she was always right. You just had to wait.
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