Runa's Ramblings and Things

Art, asks, etc from myself~ (header by Jiggydino~)

[kordoruna]

I hate not having any motivation. I really want to do things. I hate feeling so useless. I wish I had health insurance so I could fix the broken stuff, but then I need money. Everything just sucks. Brain is just so bad all the time.

[kordoruna]

I completely both forgot this place existed and my password as well. Whoops.

[kordoruna]

I am legit worried I will lose all my friends because I am a black hole of negative energy. I lose complete and total track of time due to bouts of depression that can last days to years, and I’m worried everyone is just tired of me.

[kordoruna]

Haha shit nothing like already having a low self esteem and having someone blindside you by saying they literally don’t care about you especially when you considered them a friend??? Like wow sorry I care about people.

[kordoruna]

This is another not so good feeling post. Kind of wish read more wasn’t gone but I’ll try to keep it short.

I haven’t been feeling so well lately. Physically I’m fine, for once, but I’m dealing with a lot of heavy emotions. I tend to feel way too strongly towards people I fall for and it always bites me in the butt. I’m starting to drift into a pattern of feeling like I’m a lost cause because I have nothing to offer anyone. That I’m incapable of feeling loved even the tiniest bit like I’m capable of loving. And it’s not a good feeling. Rejection isn’t an experience anyone likes going through, and for me it’s even less enjoyable. It’s all I have ever known and I’m afraid of it being all I will ever know. I lie awake in bed thinking about it. And I hate the thoughts as much as the feeling. I don’t even know why I’m writing this. Half insomnia and half desperation I guess.

[kordoruna]

*SCREAMING*

HEADACHE GO AWAY I don’t want to be tired and grumpy I want to DRAW STUFF >:V

[kordoruna]

So very much on my mind. Can’t sleeeeep

[kordoruna]

Doodlegift of PM for Dat-soldier!

(This sona is too cool!)

[kordoruna]

Stomach been making some weird noises for a whole dang day :V It doesn’t hurt anymore, but man, I gotta stop thinking about dumb stuff. Like a crush I totally should not have >:V

[kordoruna]

I keep falling asleep even when I don’t want to. It’s making it difficult to do anything. Especially since I can’t manage to actually stay asleep when I’m supposed to. I guess stress or something.

[kordoruna]

TFW when I gotta get up at 6 in the morning and I’m tired as balls but my downstairs neighbor is having another door-slam fest on top of their kid throwing a tantrum =_=

[kordoruna]

My hand really only ever is dumb when I want to draw >:V Not while typing, gaming, or being at work, JUST DRAWING.

Soon as I get an actual doc, I’m gonna ask about it. Haven’t been pushing it, but it’s getting real annoying.

[askbelgie]

Buckle Up I Made My Own Drawing Meme

Send me an emoji + a character of mine!

Style:

… 👔 in formal attire! … 📌 in their work clothes! … 💍 in a wedding dress! … 💋 in sexy attire! … ⛄ in winter clothes! … ☀ in summer clothes! … 😴 in their pajamas! … 👗 dressed for the club! … 👤 in goth attire! … 😎 in punk attire! … 🥇 dressed for their favorite sport! … 🐶 in a kigurumi! … 🎤 as a pop star! … 📝 as a student! … 💪 as a Greaser/Soc! … 🐴 in a horse mask! … 🕍 in Victorian attire! … 🛀 in nothing but a towel! … ✌ as a 1960s hippie! … ☝ in 1990s grunge attire! … 😬 in something they would never wear!

Magical:

… 🐟 as a mermaid! … 🦇 as a vampire! … 🐺 as a werewolf! … 🐲 as a dragon! … 😇 as an angel! … 😈 as a demon! … 🌼 as a fairy! … 🖤 as a witch! … 🦉 with their familiar! … ⚔ with their weapon of choice! … 👻 as a ghost! … 🌠 as a cosmic being!

Fiction:

… 🍥 in a cosplay! … 👑 as royalty! … 🏹 as a JRPG class! … 🎲 as a D&D class! … 👓 as a superhero/supervillain! … 😺 as an animal! … 👽 as a species from another show/movie/etc! … 🤖 as a robot! … 🐯 as a furry!

Headcanons:

… 👶 as a child! … 👪 with their family! … 👯 with their best friend! … 👎 with their enemy! … 🐹 with their pet(s)! … 🗺 in an outfit of their cultural heritage! … 💐 surrounded by their favorite flowers! … 👴 as an elderly person! … 🎶 to a song that I associate with them!

Special:

… 🙃 with the mun! … ✍ in the style of another artist! … 🖍 in the drawing style of my muse! … 🌀 as a fusion with another OC! … ☢ as a different fandom interpretation! … 💩 as a meme! … 🕐 as an old interpretation of the mun’s!

[askbelgie]

{ i said i’d do it and i did it

not taking any right now though }

[kordoruna]

Gonna try to be active for real this time! At minimum, gonna check 3 times a week. Every day at maximum :V Feel free to ask me things!

[celadon-city]

ASK ME THINGS

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? 

2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?

3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?

4. Is your last name longer than six letters?

5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?

6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?

7. What does your last received text say?

8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?

9. Where was your last kiss at?

10. When is the last time you saw your sister?

11. What do you drink in the morning?

12. Where did you sleep last night?

13. Do you think relationships are hard?

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?

15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?

17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?

18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?

19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?

20. Does anyone like you?

21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?

22. Is the last person you kissed gay?

23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?

24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?

25. In the past week have you cried?

26. What breed was the last dog you saw? 

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?

28. Have you ever kissed a football player?

29. Do you think you’re old?

30. Do you like text messaging?

31. What type of day are you having?

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?

33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?

36. Are you a simple or complicated person?

37. What song are you listening to?

38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it? 39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you? 40. What made you start liking the person you like now? 41. When did you last receive a text message? 42. What is wrong with you right now? 43. How well do you know the last female you texted? 44. Does anyone disgust you? 45. Would you date someone right now if they asked? 46. Are you in a good mood right now? 47. Who was the last person you talked to in person? 48. What color shirt are you wearing? 49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear? 50. Anyone you’re giving up on? 51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?

52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t? 53. Do you like rain?   54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks? 55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?   56. Do you like to cuddle? 57. Are you shy?   58. Do you get along with girls? 59. Have you dated the person you texted last?   60. What do you carry with you at all times?   61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?   62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?   63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?   64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? 65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?

66. How old are the last three people you kissed?

67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself?     68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?     69. Do you have any stickers on your car?     70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?     71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?     72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?     73. Do you like diet soda?     74. What color are the walls in your room?     75. Are you 16 or older?     76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?     77. Do you have a job?        78. What are your initials?     79. Did you ever have braces?     80. Are you from the south?    

81. What does your last status on facebook say?     82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed?     83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?     84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?     85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?     86. Do you smoke?     87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?     88. Is your phone touch screen?     89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?     90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?     91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?     92. Have you ever made out in a car?     93. …Had sex in a car?     94. Are you single or in a relationship?     95. What were you doing last night at midnight?     96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?     97. Do you like the camera on your phone?     98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?     99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?     100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?     101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?     102. Name your favorite Kesha song:     103. Do you have any tan lines right now?     104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?    

[kordoruna]

Vegged out on games too hard. Too tired to play, too awake to sleep. So booooored