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[now-that-i-saw-you]

"Andrew kissed him like this was a fight with their lives on the line, like his world stopped and started with Neil's mouth." and "When Adam kissed him, it was every mile hour Ronan had ever gone over the speed limit. It was every window-down, goose-bumps-on-skin, teeth-chattering-cold night drive."

[pepeshka]

blep 🦊🦊

[pepeshka]

i just love draw them happy, it's makes me feel better 😭😭 🧡

afterall, they deserve to be

[deadpoetsdarling]

when ronan lynch said “maybe i dreamt you” and andrew minyard said “you are a pipe dream”

[sharksliveontrains]

I did not remember that the "If it means losing you, then no" conversation was literally Andrew and Neil's first conversation since Andrew got sober. Imagine you're out of your mind drugged up and there's one guy that won't stop catching your interest. Whatever, once you get clean he'll go back to being boring. Except. As soon as you get back, he says he spent two weeks being abused in a hell-hole that wouldn't even let him see the sun. And you tell him to stand down, but what does he say? "If it means losing you, then no." You're next course of action is to throw his keys off the roof and be done with him. But when he gets his keys, he looks back up at you and takes a drag from you're discarded cigarette and gives you a two-fingered salute. And to top it all off he's been claiming he doesn't swing for anyone all semester. Andrew was seriously doomed from the beginning.

[lisswhojustwannafindherself]

Neil: Tell me honestly, don't you want me to be happy?

Andrew: That's why we're dating

[wolfgangwithoutgang]

Nicky: I can’t believe Neil ignored us all winter break! He better be dying.

Neil: Hey guys, sorry I ignored you all winter break. I was dying.

Nicky: I take it back I take it back I take it back I take it back.

[lisswhojustwannafindherself]

It makes me feel damn sad every time I think about how Andrew thought Neil was a hallucination from pills. He understood this, but he still fell in love with him, became attached to him. And when Neil sent him to be taken off the pills, Andrew believed that he would never see him again...

It breaks my heart.

[lily-s-world]

When Andrew was on the rooftop giving his rant about how he wants nothing for his life and that what they have is nothing, and then Neil (sweet and big mouthed Neil) just goes "Then is good I'm nothing if you want nothing", causing Andrew to go speechless for the first time; gotta be my favorite reverse uno card moment in any type of media.

[very-small-flower]

Nicky: Welcome to the “Fuck Neil Josten” club where we talk about how we want to absolutely RAIL Neil Josten

Andrew:

Matt:

Dan:

Kevin:

Aaron:

Aaron: I may have misunderstood the purpose of this meeting.

[herondaleoffspring]

the foxes: i'm surprised you can get so easily through to andrew

neil: *asks and not demands anything of him*

neil: *knows andrew doesn't like being touched so he puts his hand in front of his face when he wants his attention *

neil: *opens up to andrew without their truth game*

neil: *stops when andrew tells him to*

neil: *wants to touch andrew so badly but would just hover his hand close to him until andrew told him he was allowed to*

do i need to keep going because i can do this all day

[andrew-dramaqueen-minyard]

The day Neil and Andrew got ‘engaged’ so to speak was an uneventful day. Some decade had passed since they’d been together, and by now they had settled into quite the life. Same pro team, a house together, the cats. Life together was good.

It was in the off season, so the pair were able to just spend time at home. They were watching TV on the couch, some show to fill the noise, Neil was only half paying attention. Something Neil hears vaguely on the TV triggers his thoughts.

“Should we be married?”, Neil asks.

Andrew pauses before saying “probably”.

“Okay,” Neil replies, “can we get married then?”

Andrew looks at him for a long moment, sees the seriousness in Neils face. “I’ll organise it this week.”

That was all they said about it. It was unspoken that they did not mean the typical marriage, with a wedding, but the binding between them under the law. However, one aspect left Neil unsure, and it picked at him for the rest of the afternoon.

When they went to bed that night, Neil asks.

“Can we have rings?”

“You can’t wear a ring when you’re playing exy you know.” Andrew says without looking up from his book.

“I’d take it off for games, or wear it in the off seasons. It’d be more for the symbolism anyway”, Neil shrugs.

“Since when do you care about symbolism?”

“Since you gave me a key and called it home, remember? Since you.”

A pause.

“I hate you.”

“So a yes to the rings?”

[02511213942]

one of my fav fic tropes…. when andrew and neil are on different pro teams and the media is convinced they hate each other....

[herondaleoffspring]

andrew: welcome to the "fuck andrew minyard club", where we discuss why i'm a terrible person

andrew: before we start, does our newest member want to say anything?

neil: i, umm. i may have misunderstood the purpose of this meeting

[dcvina-claires]

nora’s absolutely hilarious for the way she came up with neil’s name. like his father named him nathaniel so she was like “his chosen name should be the last four letters of his birth name but slightly scrambled.” his jersery number is ten and his last name is josTEN like i have to respect her

[andrew-dramaqueen-minyard]

I love love love the idea that Kaitlyn is also a ginger with blue eyes who is about 3 inches taller than aaron and aaron and Andrew never really realise until one day Nicky (without thinking) goes “hey have you guys ever noticed how aaron and Andrew have the same type” when Neil and Kaitlyn are standing close to each other

Cue the foxes all losing it and Aaron and Andrew looking at each other with a disgust and a glare

[jeannemaybedarc]

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